~~~~~Luke's pov~~~~

*trigger warning* suicide is mentioned

Embarrassed and flustered I jumped into the bushes, mid flight changing into my cat form.

Damian raced after me, catching me within seconds.

"WHY ARE YOU RUNNING AWAY, AGAIN?"

Curled myself into a ball as he screamed his question out at me. I whimpered as I hid my face with my paws. He soon noticed my whimpering, soon I heard him whimper as he began speaking.

"I-I'm sorry, I know I'm kinda loud aren't I....."

His not so loud voice comforted me, I peeked out from under my paw as he started playing

with my cat ears. So my mate went from hating me, to loving me in one night, totally realistic moon goddess. mentally rolls eyes*

I couldn't help but stare into his loving brown eyes, Damian slowly brought me to his chest, surrounding my fragile body with his muscular figure. He kissed me ear, making me whimper slightly. I looked up at his face, his hurt expression made me whimper again. His face became more hurt, thinking that I whimpered cause he was hugging me. How do I fix this mess? I may be terrified of werewolves but I still don't wanna see my mate sad. I forced my eyes away as I laid my head on his warm chest, I felt him hold his breath as his heart rate quickened. After realizing that I wasn't whimpering cause of him he released the breath he had been holding in. He took a sigh of relief before he began speaking.

"I'm sorry about last night, my wolf kept commenting on you and with my 21st Birthday coming up, it kinda scared me thinking that I might've gotten a boy as a mate. "

I felt my heart clench as he said this, why was he scared of having a boy as a mate, a mate is a mate. Plus why is he acting like I expected him as a mate. While I'm mated to someone I'm deathly afraid of. All he has to deal with is an extra dick. My eyes filled with water as he continued, his eyes looking to the side in embarrassment, not noticing that I was on the verge of becoming Niagara falls.

"Not that your a bad mate or anything. You see before today I only dated girls.....so I expected a girl to be my mate, not........a boy. But-"

I leaped out of his arms, my heart breaking inside. I changed back into my human form while running.

"WAIT I HAVENT FINISHED YET."

A lump in my throat formed, the only thing I could do was cry. I heard quick footsteps behind me, then the sound of paws hitting the ground behind me. My body froze as it saw the future Alphas wolf form. H-HES HUGE. My eyes were struck with fear as he changed back into his human form, he walked up to me, raising a hand he reached out to touch my cheek.

"I wanted to say that I now wouldn't have it any other way."

He ran his hand threw my hair as I shrank back in fear, god why can't my brain and heart ever work together. My brain is saying run while my heart says trust him. GOD WHICH ONE DO I CHOOSE?!

"Im so glad that I found you."

A smile spread across his face as he said this, he ran his hand down my arm, please don't feel it. He stopped at my wrist, suddenly looking worried as he pulled my wrist up to get a better look at it. His eyes stared at the scars on my arms. Damnit. Tears gathered in his eyes as he opened his mouth to speak. But nothing came out, he just simply hugged me. His strong arms gently pressing me into his chest making me feel safe. Tears began to overflow from my eyes, I couldn't even remember the last time I truly felt safe. I can't tell him tho.....what if he throws me out to? I could feel my knees slowly lose their strength as I found myself crumbling to the ground. I saw that Damian had somehow caught me, almost as if he was silently saying that he would be there for me. He's your mate, give him a chance. I took deep breath before opening my mouth to speak.

" M-my father was a werewolf. he abused me for 7 years before selling me to a pack. The Alpha werewolf at first made me feel loved for a few months before he also started abusing me, making me feel totally worthless.He actually tried to kill me a few times, I still don't know how I survived. After I escaped any pack I would go to would throw me out due to.....problems."

Damian just sat there and kept hugging me, not saying anything. He's probably thinking of a way to kick you out without hurting your feelings that badly. My thoughts were thankfully interrupted by Damian finally speaking.

"I'm so sorry..........a-are you afraid of me?"

His voice sounded unsure and worried as I glanced down at the ground. We both knew the answer to that question. Tears raced down my cheeks, as I gave my shaky answer.

"Y-yes...... Im terrified of w-werewolves themselves....... even more with Alphas....."

I heard him take a quick breath, he is crying, all because of me. I'm terrible...... I took a hand off my heart, gently placing it on his. He looked up surprised, I wiped my tears away, trying to be strong.

"B-but I'm willing to t-try......"

I gave him a shy, tear eyed smile, his face lit up.

"Thank you, I know this must be hard for you. But THANK YOU."

I purred a little when he smiled, its gonna be terrifying but dang it's gonna be so worth it. I hope . Damian gripped my tiny hand in his, somehow that made me feel a tiny bit safe. He helped me up, I changed back into my neko form( human but with cat ears and tail) , I started walking next to Damian.

" So where do you wanna go?"

My ears slicked backed as I started to be filled with fear and embarrassment. My cheeks heated up as my tail went in between my legs. Damian gave me a confused look as I began to speak. I hope I don't regret this.

"Well....my house isn't far from here.......we could go there...."

My voice trailed off as I glanced back up at him, he had a shocked expression on his face. DAMNIT I BLEW IT. My hands played with my tail as I quickly looked back at the ground.

"But only if you want too...."

"Why wouldn't I?"

My eyes quickly met his excited ones, a smile plastered on his face as a relieved sigh escaped me. God he's even hot when excited.

"Come on, I wanna see."

His smile grew wider as he rushed me along, nerves built up with every step. What if he doesn't like my small house? What if he thinks it's ugly? UGH THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING.

This is Luke's House.

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