The bell rings.

I dragged my feet to the next class. I noticed Ava wasn't there. Just as i thought

I sighed

She's probably skipping again. It's been almost a week since she got back. She has been distant from me. Not physically but emotionally. She doesn't like talking about anything at all and whenever i bring up the topic of her mom she snaps

I wore a shade to hide the hideous dark circles around my eyes. Sleeping has been off the book for me. Ava has been, how do i put this? Ava craves sex 99.9% of the time! The point one percent were she doesn't want to have sex is when she's eating or sleeping

It drains me out.

I am a living, walking talking, sex machine. I just want to pass out. I'm too scared to complain or even say no cause she could threaten to call us off. I want my Ava back

"Hey looser" Sarah nudged me as she sat next to me

I nodded. My shades still on

"I don't see your girlfriend. She's skipping again? Cause i know i saw her today"

I shrug tiredly

"It is what it is"

She chuckled

"Dude loose the shade, you look weird"

I sighed

"I don't wanna"

"My tremendous intuitive sense of the female creature informs me that you are troubled"

Huh?

She chuckled

"I binged watch all parts of pirates of the Caribbean last night"

I sighed

"I'm so tired"

"The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude about the problem"

I face palmed myself

She laughed loudly

Everyone starred at us

"Alright sorry. What's wrong?"

I shrug

"You mind sharing what's more important than what we're discussing right now"

Miss Miguel said with her arms crossed

I didn't even notice she was standing right next to us

When did she enter the class?

"Sorry ma'am" Sarah grinned

I groaned

Shoot me already

She took off my shades

"No no no, not my baby" i protest, but she ignored me walking back to her desk

"You can have this back after class"

"Ugh"

"Jesus, you look like shit"

"Thanks Sarah, means a lot to me"

"Jeez, you're welcome"

I starred out the window praying for the class to end already

The bell rang and i literally jumped out of my seat and sprinted out the class

I had no other class so i ran to hide in my car.

I threw my bag in the back seat and got in

I stayed like that listening to nothing

It was so quiet i could hear the tick of my wrist watch

I breath in and out heavily. I noticed tears running down my face. I cleaned it immediately. But that didn't stop it

I kept wiping the little tears off my face but now, these little tears felt like an ocean just pouring out of my eyes

This is stupid. Why am i crying

My phone vibrated

I checked my message

"Head out without me"

I saw Ava's name on the screen

I starred at it like it had a deeper meaning

I stare at the love emoji beside her name.

What's happening to us?

I sighed

"Well at least you had the courtesy to text me" i muttered

I tossed my phone aside, gearing my car to life

I guess am just going to drown myself in ice cream or something, get high on chips.

Don't judge me, I don't like alcohol

"Wait up hoe" Sarah basically jumped into my car

"Don't you have practice?"

"That shit isn't more important than my best friend"

"I'm touched but you have to get out, I don't want to drag you into this"

"Bitch please. Lets go get ice cream"

"Why aren't you my soulmate" i chuckled

"Cause you're stupid af and I'm in love with Derek"

I chuckled

"Aye"

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"So what's up" she said holding out a dress in front of my eyes

We were at the mall

I was too quick to call her my soulmate. Brought me here to shop instead. Betrayer

"How do i look" i starred bored

"I don't know. Okay i guess"

"You're no fun Aliyah"

I shrug

"Can we go now"

"Just a few more minutes"

"You said that an hour ago Sarah"

"And if you had put a little more interest in this, we would have been done five minutes ago" she accused

"How is this my fault"

"I can't select anything and you're not helping at all"

I groaned

"Jesus, I just wanted ice cream"

"Okay fine, 30 more minutes and we're done"

I rolled my eyes

"Excuse me, do you have a rope" i asked one of the staff walking pass us

She looked confused

"What for?" She asked unsure

"Cause i wanna hang myself"

She stared at me like i was crazy before walking off

"Babe relax, don't be so dramatic"

I rolled my eyes

"I'm out i can't do this"

"Okay fine, let's go"

I rolled my eyes

So in the end she bought nothing. Not even a bra

"Thank you for wasting my time"

"Gosh don't be so annoying"

We walked to my car

"What about the ice cream

Jeez

"I just want to go home and sleep"

"To Ava's?"

"No, I'm going home"

"Drop me off first"

Could this day get any worse?

"Have you heard of Uber? You should try it. It's very convenient"

"Asshole i rode with you, so it's only polite to take me home"

I rolled my eyes

I haven't slept, I'm cranky. Don't blame me

I brought out my phone texting Derek immediately

"Derek would be here to pick you up. Till then Adios"

I got into my car and zoomed off. I know she would be mad but she'll get over it

Chocolate and flowers would do the trick

Right now i just need my sweet sweet bed and if I'm lucky, i could skip tomorrow.

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