Aliyah's POV

I walked up to the room slowly. I pushed the door open as gently as possible. Why was i acting weirdly

When i got in Ava was curled up on the bed

I joined her. The moment i got in she faced the other side

I bit my lip

I covered myself with the blanket. The room so was quiet

I starred at her back deciding what the right move would be

Remember how i said I was stupid? Yeah, I don't think my brain is functioning right now. I can't think of anything sensible, i feel so scared for for reason

I noticed slight vibrations on the bed. I held my breath as if it would help me hear better

I heard light sobbing noise

"Ava?"

Ava's Pov

It was difficult to get the scenes from my head. Everytime i closed my eyes it comes to me. The blurry vision of my mother's lifeless body laying beside me, with blood all over

This was all because of me

I did this

"Ava?"

Aliyah. I forgot she was here

Everything hurts. I hate myself even more

I noticed slight movements on the bed. I got up immediately

I want to be alone

"Sorry but you need to leave" i faced away from her

I really don't want to see her face right now, it would break my heart

"Okay, i understand" she said calmly

I noticed her presence behind me engulfing me in a warm hug

She leaned her head on my back holding me tightly

"I understand you need the be alone" she whispered

I couldn't stop the tears from crawling down

"I've got you Okay" she whispered soothingly

I pulled her hands from around my waist gently, facing her

She brought her hands to wipe the tears from my face but i stopped her

I starred into those green orbs that made me feel. I wanted to see if there was something there for me

Nothing

It felt empty

I felt nothing

My mind was already clouded

I shaked my head

"No Al" my voice came out low

"I think we need a break. I just want to be by myself"

She looked reluctant

"Ava i get it. We can do that. You need space I get it"

Please argue with me, don't be so nice and understanding

I shaked my head. She still doesn't get it

"Let's break up"

I finally said, waiting for her reaction

The room was dead silent

She chuckled

"Stop playing. We can't just break up, we're married"

I shut my eyes

That.

"Then let's get a divorce"

She took a step away from me

"It hasn't even been up to two weeks since we got married, how could we just get a divorce"

"It was a stupid idea in the First place"

I said simply

"How was that a stupid idea. I thought you wanted forever"

I dried my face with my sleeve

"Like i said it was stupid"

"Babe let's not do anything we would end up regretting.

i understand how you feel, i know what it feels like babe. If you want space I'll give you space babe but don't do this to us, okay? please"

She took my hand kissing it

I shaked my head pulling back

"Aliyah please understand that i don't want this anymore i just want to be by myself"

"I don't mind letting you be by yourself Ava. But I can't break up with you. I can't end us"

This is starting to piss me off

"Why can't you Al" i raised my voice a little louder than expected

"Because i love you. You know that. And you love me too" she was a bit taken aback by the tone of my voice but she tried not to show it

"I won't be so sure about that" i muttered

"You don't mean that"

I shrug

"Look Aliyah i just.."

I couldn't finish my sentence because Aliyah brought her face closer, crashing her lips on mine

I tried to pull back but her grip was secured around my waist

She deepened the kiss, knocking me back to my senses

I didn't know when i let out a soft moan

"Are you still not sure?" she dragged huskily

"Mhhmmm" was the only sound i could produce

She dragged my bottom lips like she used to, biting hard on it

"Fuck"

She rest her head on mine

"Do you still want to break up?"

I connected our lips together throwing my hands around her neck

Her hands moved freely till they got to my butt lifting me up

I wrapped my legs immediately around her waist as she moved us to the bed

My door swinged open

"Ava Jesus"

Aliyah dropped me harshly on the bed

"Ow Al. Thanks"

"Sorry" she said embarrassed

"With all that's happening you guys have time to fuck?"

I forgot how irritating Ben was

I rolled my eyes

"Ben if you're always going to barge into my room whenever you like I would have to place a very big lock on the door"

He crossed his arms

"You're not allowed to lock your room"

"Well I ain't dying no more so i can lock it whenever i fucking want"

He frowned

"Don't raise your voice at me"

"Well don't interrupt me whenever I'm with my wife"

"Am i still your wife?" Aliyah chuckled

"Jesus yes"

I looked back at Ben

"Now Ben get lost, i have unfinished business"

"Since when did you become a bitch"

I shrug

"I always was"

He scoffed leaving, with the door wide open

Annoying jerk

I climbed off the bed locking my door to prevent any more interruption

"Don't you think that was a little be harsh

I shrug

"I don't care"

ALIYAH'S POV

Okay Ava is definitely different. She have snapped a couple times at Ben but the look in her eyes is so different

"Why are you just standing there staring at me. Are we going to fuck or what?"

"O oh yeah" i stuttered

"Shouldn't you like take a shower first or something" i pointed towards the bathroom door unsure

"So you're saying i stink?"

"Oh no, God no. I just meant, you should freshen up, feel fresh and we could sleep or just cuddle or we could talk, if you want to"

"Sound nice?"

She rolled her eyes

"Just kiss me already

To be continued

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