"ma'am like I said, these episodes would continue to reoccur. The pain would get worse by the day. That is why you need to admit your daughter for palliative care"

I watched his lips move as he spoke to my parent

"Is there anything else that could be done?" Dad asked

"Sir, she doesn't have much time left. All we could do is make the process painless"

I thought about Aliyah. I'm so glad I let us happen and then I heard the question that have been on my mind for days

"How long does she have left" my Dad ask. He held my mom's hand. I watch her dry her face from time to time

"A week, it could be less"

"Honey you need to be admitted" Mom said trying to stop herself from crying

I shaked my head

"I don't want that"

"Ma'am you need to understand the repercussion of the decision you're making. You're going to be having series of attacks, shortage of breath, blackouts, pains.."

"I know" I cut him short

"All you could do is make the pain feel less, but you can't cure me, can you?"

I stared at him awaiting a response

"No we can't but what we can..."

"It doesn't matter Doc. I'm still going to die, at least let me do so freely, on my own terms"

I smiled

I turned to my parent

"Mom, Dad, please?"

I could tell this was a really hard decision for them, but it's my life and this is what I want.

"Fine" Dad breath out

He faced the Doctor

"But give us some medications at least"

I rolled my eyes. I hate meds

"So, I'm going to be locked up with you for a week" Aliyah said as she dropped her bag next to my bed

I chuckled

"No one is locking you up Al"

She smiled

"Any rules I must abide by" she wiggle her brows

"Yeah, just don't be naughty" I chuckled

"Oh, trust me, I'll be naughty" she pulled me closer, hands on my hips

She brought her face closer to mine

"I'll be really naughty" she kissed my neck

She sat on the bed, pulling me to sit on her lap. Her lips never left my neck. She bit softly into my skin

Al, I moaned

"Al, my parent are downstairs"

She kept kissing my neck

"You didn't care about that the last time" she said as she continued her torture

She cupped my breast in her hand, squeezing gently

Fuck

"Al I'm serious" I spoke out of breath

She brought her hand down, moving it underneath my shirt, tracing circles on my skin

She stared at me while I was trying to compose myself

"Yeah?" She asked

"Yeah"

I bit my bottom lip

Her gaze went to my lips

She chuckled

"You know what that does to me"

I smirked

"I don't know, you tell me" I acted innocent

She chuckled

"I'll let you go just this ones" she pecked my lips

"So where do i drop my things"

I got up

"Ehm you can put your cloths in the closet and your toiletries in the bathroom" I pointed

I felt a sharp pain in my chest but I tried not to show it. I moved gently to sit on my bed, I didn't want Aliyah to notice anything

"Okay that is done" she smiled brightly, I returned the smile

I need my medication

"Hit the shower boo, you stink" I said just to get her away for a minute

She raised a brow

"You know that's a lie" she stated, her hands on her hips

I shrug

"I'm stating facts Al"

She smiled slyly

"Oh yeah?"

I shrug

"Yeah"

She charged at me on the bed, pinning me down

I tried to hide the pain I felt

"Take that back or I'll tickle you till you pass out" she threatened in a whisper

I definitely wouldn't want that

"Fine, you don't stink. Happy?"

She smiled showing all her teeth

"Yeah" she pecked my lips

"I'll be out in a sec" she got off, walking towards the bathroom

"I'm coming for those lips 'baebay' "

The moment she closed the bathroom door I released the breath I was holding. I moved quickly to my drawer searching for my pills

Where did I put them?

I moved to my desk, nothing. I felt suffocated. The pain was becoming too much, my breathing was becoming too hard

I fell to the floor, I opened my mouth to speak but I couldn't say anything. I tried to get up before Aliyah got out, but I couldn't

"Hey Ava, where did you, Jesus Ava" I heard heavy footsteps run to my side. She knelt down beside me

"What do I need to do?" she asked panicked

I tried to speak but it was difficult, I pointed towards the bathroom

She watched my hands

"Okay, but what am I supposed to get? Towels? "

I shaked my head slowly. I grabbed her hand slowly, tracing small circles on her palm

She got up immediately, dashing to the bathroom, she ran back out with different pill bottles in her hands

"Which one?"

I pointed

She removed a bottled water from her bag. Sitting me up immediately

She opened the containers, not before reading the instructions

She put the pills in my mouth supporting me as she brought the bottled water to my mouth

I swallowed painfully

After this she quickly carried me, laying me on my bed. She removed my top, leaving me in just my bra

"We need to get you to the hospital" she said

I held her hand preventing her from leaving, by this time, hot tears were already coming from my eyes

She looked at me confused

I felt slight relief on my chest, the pain was finally subsiding

I checked to see if I could finally form words

"Please" my voice was rasps. It hurts to speak

"Please" I tried again, sounding a bit better

She moved her hands to cup my cheeks, siting besides me

"Don't go" I broke out

"Please" I pleaded

She nods her head

"Okay" she whispered

She got under the covers with me

"I'm not going anywhere, okay?"

She kissed the top of my head

I could gradually breath freely

"Are you feeling comfortable?" She asked

"Yeah" I said weakly

"Do you need me to get you something to eat"

I shaked my head

"No, I don't feel hungry"

"Okay"

"Just incase you get hungry"

"Al" I interrupted

"Yeah"

"Shut up and hold me"

She chuckled

"Okay babe"

She got closer to me, resting her head on my chest gently like she was scared to do so

"Good night Al"

"Okay babe. Good night"

I stared at the ceiling trying to fall asleep. In a matter of seconds I was knocked out

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