A/n: some asexual crave sex.

Some literally don't even want it.

It depends.

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I cuddle to Reggie enjoying the warmth of his body.

He is really such a great man with patience.

"So, you liked sex with me or not?

I'm not trying to ...feel bad. I just need to know for the future."

He ruffles my hair.

"That's a hard question.

It's- well, let's now you are thinking about us having sex. You are imagining it and all.

Being excited.

I don't have that. I don't ...think about it or need it.

But I liked being with you and pleasuring you."

"Well, I tried to pleasure you."

"No. It felt good. I had ehm , ..." I blush, "i didn't fake it if you if think so. It felt great."

"So, ...you liked it. You enjoyed that I liked it.

But you just don't need it."

"Yeah." I look up to him. "But I'm already counting with you wanting it more.

You also don't have to feel guilty.

You are great in bed. It's just not my priority.

I like laying like this way more."

"Yeah. Sure. So, I'm guessing you won't try to seducing for sex?"

I laugh. "No. Unless you want me to. I could do ... Like role play "

"It's good. So, I will have to seduce you?"

"Yes. You will have to let me know."

"But I feel like ...it's so wrong.

Asa, lay on the bed so I can fuck you.

That's using you."

"No, no " i sit up, "I know it seems like it but I don't really see it this way.

I told you. It makes me happy to know you are.

And, it feels good. I do have orgasm just like you okay?

Really. It's not like I'm suffering. I'm not.

It's more of a ...bonus for me in the relationship.

Don't feel bad at all.

But if it's not good for you then I understand." I look at him.

"What? No." He kisses my neck, "I'm sorry. I just don't want to be like those men who just see sex and that's it.

No feelings."

"For me it's all about feelings for you. "

"Okay. Good." He brushes my hair, "of course."

"Do you want to have sex now?" I ask him.

"No. No, I just want to cuddle and watch a movie."

"Okay." I lay on his chest as he rubs my back.

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I meet up with Caspian in the cafe.

"You had sex?" I whisper yell.

"So many times." He bites his lip.

"Wow." I smile.

"I mean. I would tell you the details but ... i guess you are -"

"You can."

"No. It would bore you. It was just great.

The best from all."

"Who's the slut now huh?"

"Oh, I AM such a slut for him."

"You remember how you wanted him in prison?" I ask.

"Of course I do. All the time. Well, ...it was different back then.

But I'm glad I didn't succeed. We would have this."

"See. I told you thinks happen for a reason.

You thought you lost the case.

Nope. you won your husband "

He laughs. "You are such an idiot. we are not even engaged. Who's husband."

"Well did you imagine the future with him?"

"Of course I did and I like it.

But you know what they say.

At least four months dating before moving in.

At least two years in a relationship before getting married."

"Says who?"

"People."

"People? Yeah, cause they are jealous of others who get true love and want to be with the right person.

While their bitch can't even take them on a date.

Why two years? I think half a year is enough for wedding." I shrug.

"Well it's not half a year either."

"No. But you are so hot together. You thought about moving in?"

"Four months."

"Okay. Let me ask you this way. Is there something you don't know about him?

No. You know his name, his age, his job. Where he lives and what type of car he drives.

All that basic shit. Dates what ever.

Now you two just need to test your living together.

Maybe he snores."

"He doesn't."

"Doesn't put down the toilet seat."

"Well, i don't either so ..."

"Busted. Okay. But you know what I mean.

You are past all the bases. You don't surprise each other anymore.

But ...neither of you knows the others habits of living.

You should learn that."

"For the first time. Your advice is not useless."

"Shut up."

"Hey, can I ...ask?" He looks at me.

"Sure."

"As an asexual. When you see some hot men on the street or watch porn.

That really doesn't interest you. I mean you don't have ...dirty thoughts or something?"

I smirk. "nope. Not at all."

"Wow.

I wish. I'm like a bunny in heat. Oh, sorry." He blushes.

"It's good. I'm happy for you."

"Is Reggie okay worth everything? Or should I be a good brother and beat him up." Caspian giggles.

"No. He is really trying his best.

He is great. I can't imagine going through this with someone else."

"Good. I'm thinking about visiting mom and Bastian.

Ehm, should we go as two or ...four?"

"Oh. I'll ask Reg but I would love to go as four.

Or six? I mean, Ira is Dion's family right?

And Orson is our best friend now. Maybe they should meet them. "

"Oh my, mom will have a heart attack from all the people."