Xaloni Denae Carter

|| Loni || Nae || Lolo ||

|| 17 || lesbian ||

I woke up hearing my phone ring, hoping that it was Braelynn or Lee. I picked up the phone not paying attention

"ou madivin?" was the first thing my aunt ask in her creole language.

"wi, manmi dwe di w." I rolled my eyes leaning back on my bed. She always telling someone's business.

"non, mwen te wè li sou Jessica's Instagram" she laugh. "Ou konnen mwen pa pale ak sa a, men poukisa ou pa t 'di nou."

we both bussed out laughing. "I gotta go aunt but I love you." I said looking into the camera.

"Love you too. Don't forget that you have me and Charles support." my aunt said then hung up the phone.

umm ... uncle Charles is dead.

I laughed to myself then checked the time it was 3:33 in the morning. I took a screenshot and posted it on Snapchat. Yes, I love angel numbers❤️‍🩹.

Something felt really wrong so, I called Braelynn a few times but no answer. I also tried to call Lee and DeLo but no answer.

"Shit" I cursed to myself.

🧸💕

-bae are you okay ...

something feels off.

-shit ii hope you okay.

-please text me back

when you get this.

-

went into Sage room hearing sniffing.

"hey, are you okay." I said running to her. "what's wrong."

"Giana and her brothers tried to set Bentley up. So, Brae and them did a drive by ... b-but Br-Braelynn got shot." once that last sentence came out my breath hitched.

"A-And what abo- about Giana and her brothers." I asked with tears falling from my eyes.

"Her brothers are dead but ion know about her." She breathed out. She layed down and pulled the covers over her head. "we been friends since 6th grade ... why would she turn on us."

"I-I don't know my love. But imma fix this shit." I said finding Giana's location on Life360.

I got up walking out of her room and down the stairs.

I grabbed my keys and headed to my car.

This bitch about to die. I knew she was weird.

-

I made it to her apartment. I sat in the driveway for a little bit.

this bitch just brought out the crazy side of me.

I grabbed my gun out from under my seat, after making sure all or most of the bullets were in I opened the door waking out.

Once I made it up there i seen that her front door was cracked open.

I took my gun off of safety just to be ready for anything to happen.

I walked up to her room and saw her packing with dry tear stains on her face.

"You know you finna be six feet just like your brothers." I laughed while she jumped up looking terrified.

"Look I'm sorry okay. I was forced." She said shaking.

"No you wasn't bitch." I said grabbing her throat and threw her head to the wall. "Ion even wanna hear it."

I pulled my gun to her head, put my hand on the trigger.

"Look my brother and his gang have beef with your brother ... the hit was only supposed to be for him, not Braelynn. My job was to get close to him." She cried out.

"Really?!" I said shooting her foot.

"Ahhh! yes and I'm so sorry. Then you came and and I got jealous. You took my friends and the girl that I liked." She screamed

I shot her in the stomach then the head. I honestly didn't want to hear her no more.

I smiled to myself as I walked out the house.

Once I got inside the care I quickly called Lee hopping that he would answer.

"Hey Lolo." He said lowly. I examined my brother seeing blood stains on his shirt and face along with tear and snot marks on his face.

"H-how is she?" I heard my voice crack but I covered it up with a cough.

"She umm just g-got out of surgery but she keeps flat lining." He said wiping his hands down his face.

"I need the cleaning crew to go over Giana's apartment. And send me the hospital address." I said hanging up before he could say something.

"Please don't die bear" I whispered.

I made it back to Say and Braelynn's house. But before I walked up to the door Sage came out.

"Where you going?" I asked

"To the hospital, you wanna come?" She said and I nodded my head walking to her car.

"I'm sorry, we didn't tell you earlier." She looked up at me while getting inside the car.

"I really love her and I really don't want her to die." I sighed "that's gonna fuck up my mental more than it already is." I whispered.

The car was long and silent except the low music playing in the background.

We got out the car once we made it to the hospital.

We both walked up to the receptionist. "Braelynn Moore" sage said to the lady. And she typed on her computer.

"I'm sorry we don't ha-"

"Bleu Koren" Sage said correcting herself from the last time.

"5th floor room ... 555."

another Angel number something should go right.

Sage said 'thank you' and we both made our way to the elevators.

as we made it to the floor we saw Lee, Aria, Yovanni, Inari, DeLo and some more people.

I gave them a small glance and Lee grabbed my hand a walked me somewhere probably to her room.

"You killed Giana" He looked in my eyes as we stopped at the door. I nodded my head and her pulled me into a hug. "It's okay I'm not mad. She started acting weird when you got here."

I looked up at him as he opened the door.

I gave my stuff to Lee and ran up to Brae's hospital bed.

She had a tube in her mouth to help her breathe with a whole bunch of machines.

"Call me if you need anything." Lee said before he walked out.

I pulled up a chair so I could be closer to her.

I grabbed her hand and did something that I haven't did in a while, praying.

Yes I love God but I was afraid that he hate or resented me, because I liked girls.

"Dear God, I know we haven't talked in a while and I really hope you don't hate me. But, please just please watch over Braelynn. She really makes me happy and she honestly helped me with my mental health issues better than medications or therapy.And I love her for that. I pray for a speedy recovery and strength for her. I really hope she's get better lord ... just please don't take her away from me ... umm ... Amen"

Tear came rushing out and I gripped her hand tightly.

please God.

Laid my head down on the side of the bed feeling myself get tired but I heard fast beeps that alarmed me.

Doctors and Nurses came running in ordering for a crash cart.

I felt someone pulling me up which made me fight. I honestly don't want anyone to touch on me. Mainly because my girlfriend might die and whoever the fuck this is, is pulling me more away from her.

"Shhh. It's okay you're not leaving the room. I'm just pulling you back some so that the doctors could help her." Aria said holding me.

I started breathing heavy.

Stay calm, stay calm, breathe Xaloni

"Please don't leave me." I cried.

I watched as they shocked her multiple times with the defibrillator.

"Jones, call it" The doctor said.

Hollon I know what this means.

"HELL NO! You don't give up on her ... keep going." I screamed as I tried running to her but Aria kept ahold of me.

He nodded his head and shocked her twice while the woman started chest compressions right after each shock.

"One more" he said.

Thank you God

Aria let me go and I walked back over to the bed.

𝚟𝚘𝚝𝚎 & 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝❤️‍🩹.