This has been the hardest few weeks of my life. Practice takes up almost all my time we've started interviews and we are ready for the games to begin.

I spend the other time with my kids the twins are growing and mav started his week long rounds of chemo it's his third round one more than some testing will tell if he has had an progress. At night's I'm with cannon we will find her! We will find the right trail the police aren't doing shit.

Our game tonight was a good one we won big and we are all pumped we just finished interviews and most everyone is heading out for the after party. My phone rings and I see it's Ayda.

"Hey baby" I answer. "Good game I mean the quarter back could have been better but..." she laughs I'm just kidding baby you was great" I smile"I can show you great." "I'm headed out with cannon your mom's here and my mom is with mav at the hospital dad is going I need to go king" "Baby, I sigh, okay if you have to keep your cell on you turn on your tracking device, I'm going to see mav then stop home I'll call when I head ur way" i say to her. "I love you babby" she say. "Ayda I love you" we hang up