"What happened to him?! " Jungkook asked, panicked. He threw all his stuff away and sat on the bed.

Jimin suddenly collapsed after he talked to Aera. So she hurriedly asked Jungkook and Uncle Seon to come home.

"Damn, he's breathing heavily. It's not good " Jungkook cursed as he took his phone. He was going to call a doctor to come and check on his condition.

"Does he has asthma, Uncle? " Jungkook asked, still on the line with the doctor.

"Yes, he used to has asthma but it was awhile ago " Uncle Seon answered. He was so worried about Jimin.

"So hmph— yes, he has asthma " Jungkook said through the phone. After a few minutes, he ended the call and focused on Jimin.

"Did he says anything to you before he fainted? Like saying that he was sick or something? " Jungkook asked Aera. She was so concentrated on Jimin that she didn't notice Jungkook was talking to her.

"Aera? " Jungkook waved his hand in front of her face. She blinked and looked up at him. "What? " she asked in a shaky voice.

Jungkook sighed and repeated his question again. "Did he says something to you before he fainted? "

"No, he didn't say anything to me. We just talked in the kitchen and—" she stopped when she remembered the moment Jimin was about to kiss her.

"And what? " Jungkook asked.

"Uh, he went to the living room. Maybe because his head was hurt. " she answered, trying to forget about the incident. At this point, she just wanted to focus on Jimin's health. Her feelings isn't important at this moment.

Jungkook nodded, "The doctor is on his way here. We just need to wait ". Aera nodded and caressed Jimin's hand gently. He was sweating so badly.

"Nothing to be worry about. He just has a fever. But I'm sure he'll gets better soon. " the doctor said after checking on his condition.

"Are you sure? Then why he suddenly fainted? " Aera asked because she wasn't satisfy with his answer.

"Yes Ms. He fainted because the cells in his body can't carry the harmful taste of the alcohol. Alcoholic drinks has a chemical called Ethanol. It's dangerous if we drink it too much. It can affect our body temperature and give pressure to our organs. " the doctor stated.

"And by his condition, I can tell that he drank more than 2 bottles. That's why he becomes like this. His body can't accept it any more " he added.

Aera was extremely shocked when she heard it. She can't believe that Jimin drank too much.

"So I hope all of you can control him after this. Don't let him drink too much because it would make his condition worse " he said and walked away.

Jungkook turned to Aera because he knew she would be very shocked.

"Why'd he went to drink? Was he stressed? Was it because of me? " Aera asked with her watery eyes. She thought Jimin did that because of her.

Jungkook shook his head, "I don't know what was the exact reason. But for sure, it wasn't because of you. Believe me " he said. He didn't want Aera to feel bad.

She sighed and nodded her head. "Let's get in and see his condition ".

I was awake from my sleep. I thought it was 7 a.m. but it was already 10 a.m. . I widened my eyes and sat up.

Suddenly, I got attacked by a sharp pain on my head. It was hurt a lot that I winced. It was the most hurtful pain I've ever experienced.

I rested my head at the edge of the bed and waited for the pain to heal by itself. It may takes some time.

As I was waiting for my head to feel better, I noticed that I wasn't wearing any clothes except my pants. I slept shirtless.

"Wtf happened to me? " I asked while holding my body. I couldn't remember what I did last night. Except one thing.

Shit

I kissed Aera last night. Why the hell did I do that? Fuck—

"Jimin? You're awake! " Jungkook said as he made his way towards me. "Why didn't you just call me? Your head hurts, right? I knew it " he scoffed after seeing my red face.

"How can you know? Wasn't I'm supposed to be at the bar? Who brought me home? " I asked since I didn't remember anything. He rolled his eyes, "You called me last night and you talked like a stupid idiot. So I knew you were drunk. I came to the bar and brought you home " Jungkook answered.

I held my head and groaned. "How drunk I was? "

"You were drunk enough to kill yourself " he said as his expression changed in a blink. "What you did last night was absolutely stupid! " he said as his tone got higher.

"You drank too much that it would affect your own body. If you continue this, you might get sick. It may gets even worse than this " he said sternly.

He stood up and inhaled some air. "I know I'm not supposed to mad at you. But I'm doing this for your own goods. Stop destroying yourself to remember things you can't " he said and I looked at him.

"You knew? " I asked

"How can't I? Yesterday you told me that you start drinking because you want to remember all those memories you had with a girl I never know who. " he told me.

He clenched his jaw and sat down beside me. "Listen here, Jimin "

"I know you're cold hearted. You're not like the other guy who loves to go out and flirt with random girls. You're way different from them. You are better. " he said

"But, even most people hate you, I just want you to know that I love you. Not as a friend, but as a family. Even you seem hard from the outside, but I know there's some love in your heart " he added.

"You told me you started drinking because you want to remember your sweet memories with her. Yes, you may think it works. But you didn't know what you were doing will just torturing yourself. You can't continue doing this " he said as he looked into my eyes to gain my trust.

"So please, tell me who's the mysterious girl? She must be so special to you, right? Tell me. Please " he begged me.

I gulped and turned away. My brain was stuck.

"I— can't remember " that was the only thing I said to him.

I can't remember.

"What? Are you kidding me? How can you miss her so badly but you don't remember her?

I chuckled softly and looked at him. "That's what you'll never understand, Jungkook. " I spoke.

"We don't need them to always be by our side. What's important is I know that every seconds I had with her was very important. We need to appreciate everything we have before they're gone. " I said and walked out from the room.

Jungkook may not understand what I said. But he will.

"Sir you can't get in—" the girl tried to block me from entering the office but I ignored her.

"I'm sorry, Sir. I told him to not enter your room but he's stubborn " the girl apologized to her boss.

The guy in front me looked up at me and sighed. "It's okay, it's not your fault. You can go out now " he said and the girl finally go away.

"What make you come here, hm? " he asked.

But it was hard for me to answer his question. He stood up and turned to me. "It's such an honor. I can't believe that you finally come here to meet me, Jeon Jungkook " he smiled.

"It's not what I want! I come all over here because of Jimin " I said which make him choked.

"Did he sends you here? " he asked and I rolled my eyes. "Of course not. I come here because I want to talk to you "

He nodded his head. "Whatever it is, I'm sure it's important. So tell me what " he said.

I don't like memories— they only remind me of things I've lost. But I don't know why my heart wants to recall our memories back. .

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