Warnings: Separation anorexia, long imagine, mention of separation, mention of cheating, mention of car crash, mention of adoption, it would be a lot jumping in time, death, cancer diagnose, sad, sadness.

A/n: Hi my loves long imagine here! This would probably be the longest imagine I ever had made. So I hope you like long imagines! Anyways as I have told you I'm so sorry for not posting. But I just want to thank you all for almost 7,3k thank you so much! It really means a lot to me. This imagine is James x reader but it can have a bit of Oliver x reader too. I love you all hope you will like this imagine! Enjoy!

Good to know:

Y/l/n: Your last name

Y/h/c: Your hair colour

Y/e/c: Your eye colour

Lillie is Oliver's girlfriend.

Your siblings is:

Aaron

Millie

Theodore

Your adopt sibling;

Kevin

Y/n/n: Your nickname

Y/f/c: Your favorite colour

F/l: Your first letter in your name

F/l/l: First letter in your last name.

Y/f/n: Your best girl friends name

Y/e/c: Your eye colour.

For my American readers petrol is gas.

Summery:

You have always felt lonely. And scared until you met James. You had always had cheating boyfriend's and boyfriend's that takes bad care of you. But James makes you feel safe. Enjoy!