Warnings: battle of Hogwards, blood, falling walls, blood lost, killing curse, sad, sadness, long imagine

A/n: Hi my loves a new imagine with Freddie! I will post the one with George as soon as I can promise. I just got this idea. Is kind of like the last one. But it's a difference. This imagine will start when you first started at Hogwards. It would be the whole story of falling in love with Fred Weasley. Hope you all like it. Enjoy.

Good to know:

Y/n/n: Your nickname

Y/f/c: Your favourite colour

Y/l/n: Your last name

Summary: In the time you went in Hogwards you were madly in love with Fred Weasley. You hadn't the currage to tell him. So you wrote letters that you never showed him. In the middle of the battle Fred find all of this. He is then desperate to find you.

Enjoy.

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9 years ago (writers POV)

The first time of going to Hogwards anyone would had been nervous. But you had a even bigger reason to be nervous. You were muggelborn no one was really treating you the right way. Your parents was worried because they didn't understand. But luckily you had your little sister she was just like you. She was a witch you just knew it. Even if she didn't know it for her self. You look at the card platform 9 3/4? Does it even exist a platform like that?

You saw a woman that had a couple of children. One that was old enough to be at least 16. A other one that was like two years older then you. Then two boys that looked in your own age.

"Be careful there are a lot of muggels here."

'Muggels.' You though for your self.

"Sorry- can you-" You said shyly.

"Help you thought the platform of course. It is George and Fred's first year too."

"Okay Charlie you go first." She said to the oldest one.

The red haired boy went through between the 9 th and 10 th platform.

"Percy you next." The next oldest boy went through the platforms.

"Okay Fred you next."

"He is not Fred I'm." George said.

"Oh sorry George."

"I'm only joking I'm Fred."

They went into the platforms.

You lathed at the twins. There was something with one of the twin. He was special some way. You couldn't really set the finger on it.

"Go on dear." She was so friendly even if she didn't know you at all.

You shyly went in though the platforms.

The train was soon going to start to move. You were all alone in the compartment. Until two redheads coming in the compartment.

"Can we sit here? All the others are full."

You nodded your head as the twins sat down. The train was now leaving the platform.

You and the twins was talking a lot in the whole way to Hogwards. You had never felt so comfortable by talking to someone. You were really shy and didn't like to talk to people. It was hard for you but now it was so easy to get the words out form your mouth. You were quickly making friends with George and Fred. They were really nice to you. Even if you got best friends with both George and Fred. You had something for Fred. You couldn't put your finger on it since you were still very young. When you arrived at Hogwards George and Fred got sorted into Gryffindor as you got sorted into Huffelpuff. But that wasn't going to get in the way. Years later you found your self falling in love with Fred Weasley.

The feeling for Fred just kept growing. Since you were shy to decided to write him a letter. Even if you didn't have currage to gave the letter. But you still wanted to do something about your feelings for him.

The first letter wasn't your best abut it was sure some true feelings.

You wrote letter to him every year of Hogwards.

2 and letter

You wrote a letter every year to him even if he never saw it.

Third latter

I will write all the letters you wrote to him.

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Six years later (still writers POV)

You were now in your 6 th year in Hogwards. And your sister was in 4 th.

"So who do you want to ask you to the ball?" Hermione asked you.

"I think you know Mione." You said sadly.

"I'm sorry I know you are in love with him. He has a girlfriend I know how it's feels."

"Do you?"

"Yeah I really want Ron to ask me."

"But sis he will ask you. Have you seen the way he looks at you? It's so cute, he is completely in love with you Mione."

"Hermione?"

Ron was coming.

"Good luck someone at least get there date."

"But sis."

"I think I will not go. I can't just watch Fred dance with someone else."

You were in love with your best friend. It was hard he had a girlfriend he was never going to notice you. You felt the tears rolling down your eyes thinking of Fred. He was never going to see you in that way.

"Anyways I should go now sis. See you later, promise to tell me if he asked you." You said and left your little sister with Ron. Even if you loved Hermione really much it was sometimes hard to be her sister. She had a lot of friends had good grades, she was popular and had at least 3 boys after her. She was just 14 and you were 16 you still hadn't any boy after you.

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Ron's POV

I really wanted to ask Hermione to the ball. But I was really nervous to actually ask her. She was so beautiful just me asking her was hard. But I knew I just had to do it.

"Hermione?" I asked.

"Yeah?" She answered.

"Would you go to the ball with me?" Hermione had a bright smile on her face.

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Writers POV

She couldn't believe that her crush was asking her to the ball.

"Yes yes of course I go to the ball with you." Ron smiled at her.

"Great have a nice day." He said and kissed her cheek. Her cheeks went fluttered as she blushed.

Then he left Hermione couldn't be happier now. She finally had a date to the ball and it was also the one she wanted to go with.

Later that day Hermione knocked at your drom door.

"Y/n?" You opened the door with tears in your eyes.

"Oh Y/n what happened?"

"He kissed her." You sniffed.

"Oh Y/n he is a idiot. If he can't see how good and beautiful you are he isn't worth your tears." You knew she was right that you should probably move on. But you just couldn't you were so in love with Fred that you just couldn't left him. Even if you knew he was never going to be in love with you.

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Days later (still writers POV)

The ball was soon in two days and you still hadn't a date. It really broke your heart because you wanted go to the ball. But go to the ball alone wasn't that fun when everyone had a date.

"Common please you need to go for me." Hermione begged.

"Mione what is the point to go if I don't have a date."

"You cane go with me."

"Thanks but no thanks. I don't want to be the third wheel." Third wheeling with your sister and Ron. That just hurt you because you really wanted to go with Fred. But he had already a date. A date that wasn't you. Why go on a ball if you hadn't a date?

"Y/n we go and look for dress now. Are you sure that you don't want to come?"

"Yeah what is the point if you haven't someone to go with?"

"Well okay we go now." Hermione and a couple of other Gryffindor girls left to by a dress. You really wanted to go this ball was just going to be once in your life.

"Hi Y/n/n."

"Hi Freddie." You sniffed.

"Y/n/n what is wrong. Please tell me."

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Y/n please."

"I- I it just- that- that I- I really wanted- to - to go- to the ball. But- but I don't- have- a- a date." You sniffed.

"Oh Y/n there are completely idiots to not ask you."

"Well- well the one I wanted to go with already- already have a date."

"Oh Y/n I'm so sorry."

"Emmh yeah I need to go Fred."

You were never calling Fred, Fred you always called him Freddie. This confused him because he really liked you calling him Freddie. But now you just didn't it was like you realised it was hard for you to be his friend. When you had so strong feelings for him.

"Wait why didn't you call me Freddie?"

"Fred is just- I-" You just run away you didn't feel comfortable with that situation. The truth were that you didn't know if you could still be friends with him.

This feelings made you write another letter.

You didn't lie when you thought this was hard. It was hard to tell about your feelings. You were sad that he never would see the same. Sometimes you just wish you could be Alicia. That Fred was in love with you and you were his girlfriend. But that was just in your dreams.

The day of the Yule ball was now here. You still hadn't got a date.

"Y/n/n are you sure you don't want to go? You know I brought a dress for you. It's in y/f/c. A very beautiful dress, it would be perfect on you. You would absolutely look stunning. Would you go was what you thought all the time.

"Fine I go..."

"Omg yay!" Hermione was so happy that you would go on the ball.

Once you got ready you got the dress on. It was so beautiful on you. You also fixed your hair. And your make up. (If you want you are beautiful just the way you are).

"Wow Y/n you look so beautiful." Hermione said.

"Thanks. You too Mione." You and your little sister was going to go to the ball together. Even if you would be the third wheel. That would not be the most fun thing you would do. But it was okay, you really wanted to go. Now you would just going to see Fred with another one. That completely broke your heart. Fred was the love of your life you didn't want to say it for your self. But it was true.

Your sister walked down the stairs beautiful as ever. You saw the love in Ron's eyes. He was looking at her like she was the only girl in the world.

"Wow you are so beautiful." Ron said.

"Thanks."

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Fred's POV

I wasn't thinking that Y/n would go. She was telling me that she wasn't going. But Hermione told me she had changed her mind. I was actually really happy that she did change her mind. It wouldn't be the same without her she is my best friend of course I wanted her to go. This opportunity just happens once in life. She walked down the stairs she was the most beautiful girl I ever had seen. No no no no Fred you have a girlfriend you can't think your best friend is beautiful. Now can you? Okay you can think that but not that she is THAT beautiful. The dress was so perfect on her she was absolutely stunning like a star. Fred you just can't think that when you have a girlfriend.

She walked down the stairs when she was near she was even more beautiful. I think I don't have realised her beauty until now. God she is so beautiful. Like an angel that was extremely beautiful. I couldn't stop thinking about how it was to kiss her perfect lips. No Fred stop that. God!

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Writers POV

Had Fred just realised he saw you as more then a friend? Or was it just because you had a dress on. He had actually never seen you in a one. The ball was going fast as you danced with Hermione. Even Cedric Diggory asked you to dance with him.

"Hi Y/n."

"Oh hi Ced."

"Care to dance?" He asked as he bit his lip. You blushed a bit.

"I would love to. Hermione winked at you as Cedric took your hand. It was sure nice to dance with Cedric but the only one you really wanted to dance with was Fred. But it at least kept your mind of him for a while. The ball was good even if you didn't went with Fred. But you sure wanted him to love you like you loved him.

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7 th year (Still writers POV)

The last year you had even more feelings for Fred. Even if you thought that wasn't possible. But Fred and Alicia was still together. It was just a couple of months in your last year. This day was a special day too. You didn't know that George and Fred was going to leave Hogwards just as the owls was starting. Fred hadn't told you this so you didn't know. George and Fred was running from a prank and actually went into you.

"Sorry Y/n a prank." Fred said still lathing. You looked at Fred. He was so handsome even more handsome then he was last year. Even if you didn't though it was possible.

"It's okay." You said quality.

"Y/n are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah..."

"Good we have to go now before Snape finds us." They both run away. In the past time you sadly had spend less and less time with them. It was like friendship goes back and forth. But you never thought that your friendship would do that. You were actually really sad and every time you was that you always wrote a letter to Fred. But you decided to write it after the owls.

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Fast forward to the owls. (Still writers POV)

You were sitting and wrote in the exam. It was quiet and very hard questions. Soon enough you heard something. Then a couple minutes later two boys flown into the classroom. You quickly realised that it was the twins. They were playing with fireworks. And then they fly out. They left you without even telling something to you. You were there best friend, how could they not tell you about that? Probably because in the last time you hadn't really talked that much. You had studied so much for the owls and they had always prank to pull.