Tw: sadness, self harm, hitting, breathing problems, car crash, death, blood lost.

A/n: Hi loves! A new imagine! This is long imagine so be comfortable! Don't read this if you are sensitive. I don't have much to say enjoy!

When you and Oliver had been best friends for years, but a change makes Oliver realise he think you are more then just a friend. What will he do if you later get engaged with your boyfriend. But what he didn't knew was that your dad always hit you. He didn't like you at all. Oliver as your best friend was very protective over you. But he didn't your father hurt you. But he did. This story will be written in many POV. Your POV, Oliver's POV, writers POV and your boyfriend's POV. Hope you all like it enjoy.

Good to know:

Y/b/n: Your boyfriends name.

Y/d/n: Your dad's name

Y/e/c: Your eye colour

Y/h/c: Your hair colour.

Y/f/c: Your favorite colour.

Y/f/r: Your favorite restaurant.

Y/b/n/n: Your boyfriend's nickname.

Y/n/n: Your nickname.

Y/f/n: Your best girl friends name.

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You and Oliver had knew each other for a very long time now. Oliver and you meet when you were just children, you mother had just died in a car crash. Since the car crash your dad blamed your mother's death on you. Even if you just were three year old and you couldn't do anything.

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Flash back when you were three.

You and your mother was driving in your car to shop stuff. She parked the car and you took her hand and you went shopping. But on the way back the most tragic thing happened, no one knew that your mother lost her life to protect you. It was a drunk driver on the street. Your mother kept a distance from the car but everything went so fast. He was driving way to fast for his own best. Your mum saw that there was not much to do. He was going to crash right into your car, but she saw something if she went more to left you wouldn't die. Because he was on the right side.

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A/n: Okay I'm going to be honest I needed to think which side you drive on in Uk. Hihi in Sweden we are driving on the right side. And I think you drive on left side in Uk. Anyways back to the story😂.

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The car smashed right into the drivers seat. It was completely destroyed your mother was dead.

The last thing you heard was the sirens from the ambulance before you passed out. They drove you to the hospital. You broke your arm but you had lost a lot of blood. It was hard to save you because you were really small. But they could save you with a blood donor to you. It was really hard to find one big finally you find a donor that could help you that was Oliver's mother Susan.

"Poor little girl." She said.

"Mummy why is that girl sleeping?" Oliver asked his mother.

"Oliver dear she isn't sleeping she is passed out. She needs help."

"Mummy what is that?"

"That you can know when you a bit older."

"Okay mummy."

"So now Mrs Phelps you need to get your son's out of here before we begin."

"Okay Oliver James go to daddy he is out side."

"Okay." They both said at the same time. They went out to Martyn that waited for them.

"Now we can begin we are really thankful that you help her!"

"It's my pleasure to do so!" After a couple of hours you finally woke up.

"Hi Y/n I'm a doctor."

"Hi. Where is mummy?"

"You see dear your mother isn't here anymore."

"Why is that?"

"You see dear she has left us."

"Where is she?"

"Y/n she is dead." Even if you were really young your heart froze of the world dead. Your mother wasn't alive how are you going to make it without her. You were just a little girl.

"I'm so sorry Y/n." You left out a sob even if you didn't really knew was death was. From that moment you were really close to the Phelps and really thankful for what they did for you.

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End of flash back.

Oliver's POV

I was so in love with Y/n I think I have been that since I was 11. I know I know that you can't be in love when you are 11 year old. But some how I was everything about her were just so perfect. Her beautiful y/e/c and her beautiful y/h/c just everything about her was stunning. She was my best friend, why Oliver did you need to fall that hard for your best friend? I know it was bad but when she told me she got a boyfriend my heart completely broke. I mean being in love with someone for nine years then she told you she has a boyfriend. That breaks your heart pretty dam good.

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Flash back

"Oliver I need to tell you something!" She said excited.

"What is it?"

"I have a boyfriend!!"

My heart completely broke at the thought that she had a boyfriend.

"Emmh- how- wonderful."

"Oliver are you okay?"

"Yeah- I-I just- remembered I-I have- to- do something." I stuttered out.

"Are you sure you okay."

"Never- been- better." I lied and went out of her house she lived in with her father.

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End of flash back.

That was two months ago, and I haven't met her since. Which made my heart broke into a thousand and thousand pieces.

Suddenly my mobile ringed. It was Y/n!

"Hi." I immediately heard her crying in the mobile.

"Y/n was the matter?"

"Can you come over here please."

"Of course."

"Th-anks-"

"No problem."

I knew I had to hurry to her Y/n would cry if it wasn't something that was really bad. I went out as fast as I could and took the car to there house.

"Y/n?"

"Aw that's hurts!" She cried. What is happening? I went in to a room.

"You called someone how there you do that!" Y/d/n said. He hid her.

"STOP IT!" I screamed.

"Oh have Oliver came to save you how stupid!" He pulled out a knife and cut into your skin making you sob and scream in pain.

"I SAID STOP IT!" I didn't knew were my hands went I just hit him. Making him pass out.

"Are you okay?" She hugged me tightly.

"Thank you." She sniffed.

I kissed the top of her head.

"We should clean up this yeah?" She only nodded. I helped her to the bathroom. And started to clean her cuts. I pulled her jumper up a bit. I saw old cuts have she done that to her self.

"Have you-" She only nodded.

"Oh Y/n you need to stop doing that to your self okay."

"I-I can't." She said weakly.

"Please for me you have to at least try."

"I will try. "

"Good." I gently helped her up and kissed her forehead.

"Everything is going to be fine I promise." She nodded her head. I was so worried for her and that moment I realised how much I love her.

"Oliver?"

"Yes?"

"Don't tell Y/b/n please."

"Doesn't he knows?" I said shocked.

"No..."

"Why haven't you told him?"

"I-Is just he would understand. We have knew each other since we were kinds." I blushed at what she said because she really made me feel special.

"You know you should tell him eventually."

She let out a big breath.

"I know."

"Right we go now?"

Sh nodded.

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Writers POV

You and Oliver went to your boyfriend's flat. Oliver knocked on the door. A while later the door opened.

"There you are love! Why didn't you answer mu calls?"

"I think you should talk." Oliver said.

"Yeah." You said quietly.

"Thank Oliver." Y/b/n said.

"No worries."

"Thanks." You said quality, he hugged you then he drove away.

"Love what's the matter. You know you can tell me anything right. I won't judge you I love you Y/n and I always going to."

You nodded.

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Y/n's POV.

I went into the flat and sat down in the sofa.

"So can you tell me now?" I let out a breath I mean he have to know.

"You see, when I was there my mum and I went to shop. But on the way home there was a drunk driver he drove to fast for his own best. Mum knew that the car was going to crash. So she turn to left so I didn't die. The car smashed right into the driver's seat. Mum didn't surprise because she protected me, dad blamed her death on me. Later on he began to hurt and hit me. He cut into my skin and he still does that's why I left."

"God and why didn't you told me sooner."

"I-I don't know..."

"It okay come here." He hugged you.

"I have missed you so much love." He said after a couple of minutes of silence.

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Writers POV

"I have missed you too." He kissed your lips and you were really tired so you drifted asleep in his arms.

"Someone was tired. Good night my love sleep well."

After two hours he decided it was time for him to go and sleep. He went to the bed and laid you down. Then he took of his clothes and set on some comfy clothes to sleep in. Soon he also drifted asleep in your arms.

The next day you both woke up at the same time.

"Good morning my love! How are you?"

"Good. Y/b/n?"

"Yes?"

"It was one thing I didn't told you yesterday."

"Yeah what is it?"

"Since my dad hurt me. I-I kind of started to hurt my self."

"Oh darling..." He hugged you tightly.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"Just remember darling if you want to you know hurt your self. Then come to me I will help you okay." You nodded. He kissed your sweet lips.

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A week later. You hadn't stop hurting your self but you haven't told your boyfriend. Everything was so complicated your feelings were so strong. But you knew your dad was in jail so that made you calmer he couldn't hurt you anymore. Your boyfriend come in to your room.

"Hi my love you want to go on a date?"

"Sure!" You hopes up and you went on a walk then you sat down and watched the beautiful sky.

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A/n: Still going!"

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Fast forward two year later.

Your boyfriend's POV.

I really wanted to propose to Y/n so much. I was so in love with her so I decided today is the day I'm going to get her a ring! So I took the car luckily she was at work so she wouldn't notice. I really wanted to surprise her. So I went to a shop and looked at the rings.

"Hi. Can I help you?" The worker asked.

"Oh yeah I want to propose to my girlfriend."

"Oh how lovely! Very well then here is our engagement rings." The worker said and pointed at the rings. I really liked all of them.

"The really are beautiful but do you have any ring in y/f/c?"

"Oh a special one for sure!" The worker handed me a beautiful y/f/c ring.

"It's perfect!"

"Yes indeed." The worker smiled.

"Thank you!"

"No worries that would be 160 euros."

"Okay thank you."

"Hope she likes it." I paid and the red box was very beautiful. I was so ready to spend the rest of my life with Y/n! So I went home and pretend my self to propose. I fixed the most romantic dinner at her favorite restaurant. Soon enough Y/n finally came home.

"Hi my love!"

"Hi Y/b/n/n! How are you?"

"Just great my love! So I have planned a date for us!"

"Really!"

"Yapp!"

"You really are the best."

"So put something nice on we will leave in two hours."

"Okay."

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Writers POV

You went and showered and you really wanted to look pretty so you decided that you were going to wear you new dress. The dress was to the knees and Y/f/c your makeup matched your dress and your hair was really beautiful.

You choose which hairstyle you want🙃.

You were ready looking incredibly beautiful. So you went down the stairs seeing your boyfriend in a suit. God he was handsome.

"Wow you look beautiful my love!"

"Thank you! You look handsome!"

"Thanks!"

You guys went to ten restaurant.

"We are here!"

"Really you took me to my favorite restaurant!"

"Of course I did!"

"Thanks!"

"You are welcome my love!" He said and kissed your cheek. You sat down at the table and then you order some food.

"Wow this looks great!"

"It really does my love." You guys eat the food.

"Oh this food is so good!"

"I'm glad you like it my love!"

"I sure I'm."

He cleared his throat.

"I want to tell you something!"

"Yes?"

"Stand up." He helped you up and then he got down on one knee he took out the box from his pocket and opened it.

"My dear Y/n I love you way to much for my own best. You are the love of my life and I can't imagine me get together with someone else then you. I know there is something we need to tell each other but as long as we are honest and does tell each other when we are ready. It's going to be the best thing that ever have happened to me. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. That is why I'm asking you Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n to make me the happiest man in this world and marry me?"

You felt hot tears rolling down your cheeks your boyfriend just proposed to you! He finally did it of course you wanted to marry him you wanted nothing more then be able to call him your husband.

"Yes yes yes! Of course I marry you!" He got up and pulled on the ring onto your finger and pulled you into a passionate long kiss.

"I love you!"

"I love you too!" Everyone else at the restaurant sheared for you.

Then you went back home you couldn't believe that now you and your new fiancé was engaged you really wanted to tell Oliver now. As fast as you arrived at your flat you run into your bedroom and called Oliver to tell him the news.

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Oliver's POV

I saw that the display on my mobile light up. Y/n was calling so I answered.

"Hi Y/n! How are you?"

"Hi Ollie I'm better then ever!"

"Oh and why are you so happy. Not if I'm complaining I love when you are happy."

"Oh Oliver that was sweet."

"You know that is what they say that I'm a sweet guy." I said joking.

"Haha very funny. Anyways do you know what just happened."

"No how could I."

"I thought you were smart Oliver." She joked.

"I'm smart!"

"Oh really!"

"Yep the smartest!" I said proudly.

"Okay I'm going to tell you it's really exciting!"

"Then tell me!"

"Well Y/b/n he proposed to me!!"

I felt my heart dropped I know she has a boyfriend but everything seems so real when they are going to get married. I probably thought for quite long because Y/n said my name a couple of times. But it was like my brain had frozed I couldn't say anything or do anything.

"I-I really need to go now Y/n I'm happy for you. Bye." She most had thought I was weird.

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Y/n's POV

That was weird wasn't he happy for me? He is my best friend why didn't he want to be happy for me? I had no idea why he was so strange. But I decided to not think about it. After a couple of months I was going to meet James so I decided to ask him why Oliver had acted so strange.

"Hi Jamie!"

"Y/n/n!"

He hugged me.

"So I have a question." I said as we began walking.

"Yes?"

"Do you know why Oliver has been acting so strange?"

James became silent.

"James? James! JAMES!!!"

"What?" He asked.

"Answer my question why is Oliver acting so strange."

"Do you not understand that? Everyone can see it form miles away but you can't see it!"

"I can't see what?"

"THAT HE IS FREAKING IN LOVE WITH YOU! EVERYONE CAN SEE IT BUT YOU CAN NOT SEE IT AND I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY! HE HAS BEEN BLOODY IN LOVE WITH YOU SINCE WE WERE 11!"

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Writers POV

You were really shocked of what James said. Were Oliver really in love with you. He can't right you are engaged you are going to get married he can't be in love with you or could he. You gasped because of your shock.

"No he can't be."

"Well he sure is, there is your answer on your question why he is acting strange. It's because he is bloody in love with you!

You were still very shocked of what James said.

"But-"

"Just see it Y/n his so in love with you and you can't do anything about that okay."

You just looked at him.

"I should talk to him bye James." You said quality and walked away from him. Oliver your best friend since you were three had been in love with you for over 10 years and he didn't even told you anything about it. You got really un sure about if you liked him or not. Sure you loved Oliver really much but you wondered how much you did. You had a huge crush on him when you were 16-19 before you got together with your boyfriend. But you hadn't any feelings left it just best to talk to him and be honest you had moved on and he needed to do so to0. So you went to Oliver's house and knocked on the door.

He opened it.

"Oh hi Y/n!"

"Can we talk?"

"Yeah sure." He let you in and you took of your jacket and your shoes.

"So what did you want to talk about?" He asked.

"So I was with James today. And I was just wondering why you had been acting so strange."

"He didn't told you why I did that right?"

"On fortunately he did."

"Emmh..."

"Oliver I really do love you I do but not in that way. I'm not in love with you, I maybe was once but that was years ago. I'm going to get married Oliver you need to let me go."

"I know..." He said sadly he knew he was never going to get you. And that made him really sad.

"I'm sorry Oliver but I need to go." You hugged him but he didn't hugged you back. He looked down at you sadly. You went to your car and drove away crying you really wanted to feel something for Oliver you really did. You had knew him for so long, that was why you really wanted to feel something for him. Because you never wanted you and Oliver to not be friends anymore that wasn't your plan at all. But it was how it turned out even if you liked it or not you knew you had to do something about Oliver. You couldn't lost Oliver you just couldn't he was your best friend.

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Fast forward to the wedding.

You really hoped that James and Oliver would come to the wedding it wouldn't be the same without them. They were you best friends and you really did fucked up but you couldn't make the thing you done I'm done.

"Hi." Y/f/n said.

"Y/f/n you are here!"

"Of course I'm why wouldn't I?" She said lathing. You hugged her tightly.

"Do you think James and Oliver would came here?"

"I'm sure they will they are your best friends."

"Yeah." You said sadly.

"Come on we can't wait for them let's get ready!"

"Yeah..." Your said sadly.

You took on your beautiful wedding dress did some makeup and your hair.