seeing everyone last night brought up my mood one hundred percent.

: was a fun time with these losers 🎈

: sorry me and jeremy had to leave so early man

: wish we could've stayed longer

: love you guys

: i guess nobody told me we were wearing dark colours thanks for telling me guys! jk jk it was a fun night thanks to you guys

: where am i looking oh my

: it was amazing

: my babies , i'm so proud :,)

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: i don't know what is going on in this photo but i love my little family :))

: love you bubba

: trying to escape , sorry not sorry

: i have many questions to ask as of what is going on in this picture

: professional

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: i loved meeting everyone at the mtv awards last night 💛

: look at that beauty oh my

: i agree with sophia

: i miss you already

: i miss you more weirdo

: so you don't miss me?

: bitch ofc i miss you omg

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a week later after the awards

😤

: how can someone look so beautiful pls tell me , it's impossible

: aw thankq jack , much love. i ain't telling you the secret 💅

: i was talking to alex but you're beautiful too

: he's looking at your photos again

: oops i'm doing the same , exposed

: KDOOAFNVSWRFNOQFFP are you actually !?

: yes

: i miss you

: you made him cry now

: awh

: when can i see you next ?

: be in a big movie someone and invite me to the premiere

: too far away

: i was kidding but it sounds like a good idea.

: i am seeing you way before that

: ofc you are and i'm coming to you !

: uh i don't think so

: i think so , she's good at surprises

: but what if i'm busy

: we'll make it a time you're not busy ?

: true

"so when do you think you're going to see jack next?" my manager asked. we were on our way home since we decided i wasn't going to stay with everyone else.

"i don't know honestly , i mean it's not like my aunt is going to let me see him. she hates fame" i said playing with the ends of my hair

"but doesn't she know about your fame?" he asked

"i - yeah , but she only took me in for the money" i sighed

"are you serious?" he said , i nodded

"wow. what about your mom?" he asked

"well i haven't seen her since i went to see my friends , she hasn't tried to contact me or anything. it's like she... forgot about me" i said looking down

"she didn't forget about you, you're her daughter she could never forget about you" he said rubbing my back

"yeah i guess , b-but my mom's different , she was never nice to me until i asked to move in with my friends" i said

"well she has lost something super important in this world" he said making me smile.

"you should get some rest we're going to be in the car for a while" he said.

i turned towards the window and curled up as i took the blanket i had found on the floor earlier.

"goodnight" i said before closing my eyes

"goodnight alex"