Erin's P.O.V

Saturday afternoon

I was bored at home my dad being somewhere and Cameron being at a friends house. I decided to call Jessica and see if she wanted to hang out I texted her and waited a few minutes until she texted back.

Me- hey wanna hang out☺️

Jess💞- can't sorry🤕

Me- oh okay ttyl then😕

Jess💞- bye

I wonder what's up with her. I shrug it off and go downstairs to get something to eat. Then I remembered I have Jack just across the street I text him and see what he is up to.

Erin☺️- hey jack what u up to? Wanna hang out

Jack✨- yeah I'm bored as hell over here so sure

Erin- my place or urs??

Jack- urs probably see u in a few

I put my phone away and go sit on the couch and wait for Jack. I hear a knock on the door knowing it was Jack I just open it and greet him with a hug. " What's up E" he says letting go from the hug, " Well I'm just being bored and have nothing to do" I say and shrug. We go upstairs to my room and just talk for a bit. "Wanna watch a movie?" Jack asked patting the open spot on the bed next to him. I smile and go sit over by him on my bed ,"sure why not" I say and go into Netflix. " Want to watch Before I Wake??" He asked ( it's a horror movie its really good) "sure as long as u don't get scared" I smirk and hitting play. He rolls his eyes playfully and leans back into the pillow. The movie starts and Jack moves closer to me and puts his arm around my shoulder.

Jacks POV

During the middle of the movie I feel a head fall lightly onto my shoulder I look down at Erin sleeping peacefully. Awe she is so adorable. In these past few weeks I've been developing strong feelings toward her, they are definitely there. At first I tried to push them away cause it was to weird to think about my best friend like that but now they are to strong to push away. I'm going to call Finn later tonight and talk to him and see what he thinks I should do. I move my hand to around her waist and pull her closer to me, she then wraps her arms around the side of my waist. I took a picture on Snapchat and said 'cuddles w/ her💞😍' then sent it to her and Finn. The movie was about to end and it was almost 9:00, I didn't want to go home or wake Erin up. She looked so adorable when she was sleeping. I kissed her head lightly making her wake up for a little bit the rolling over off me onto her side. I smiled and grabbed a sticky note and wrote

' Erin, don't freak, I'm okay I went back home cause it was getting late text me when u find this. Hope u had a good sleep;)

love- Jack'

I stick it on her phone then crawled out her window. When I got home I FaceTimed Finn to talk about my lady issues. (That sounds so weird lmao) |FACETIME CONVO|

Finn-HEY FRED SAVAGE

Jack- HEY FINNIEBOI

F- So what's going on with u tell me tell me now!!

J- okay okay jeez, well long story short I like my best friend. Erin. YOU CANT TELL HER

F- OhOHoo Jackie boi loves Erin

J- dude shut up

F- ohhhh he blushinnnn

J- I hate u

F- shut up u love me

I laugh and me and Finn talk for a hour longer then he has to go to bed. He told me to let a few weeks pass then ask her to hang out kinda like a date. I smiled and yawed, 12:02a.m my phone screen read. I changed into comfy clothes and got into my warm bed. I fall asleep thinking about Erin, right as I was about to fall asleep I hear my phone go off

Erin- goodnight jack✨💞

Jack- goodnight bestie☺️❤️

I smile and shut my phone off then go to bed.

*THE NEXT MORNING*

Erin's POV

I can feel myself getting feelings for Jack, I can't let that happen. I've been broken to much already. I sigh and hear yelling witch meant my dad was home. Great just great. "ERIN GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW" he yelled up the stairs I quickly run downstairs and see what he wants " y-yes father" I say. He came closer to me " I was told you had the boys across the street over yesterday" oh god how did he find out. That bitch. I know exactly who told my father. " I'm sorry dad, we were just hanging out, nothing happened" I say backing away. "Oh please a slut like you was probably all over him. I don't know why a boy would even want to be around you" he said stepping even closer to me. I felt a sharp pain come to my right cheek, he slapped me. Extremely hard. He then kicked me and yelled " GO TO YOUR DAMN ROOM BEFORE I SLAP YOU HARDER". I run up to my room and lock the door, I run to my bathroom and lock myself in. I give myself a long hard look on the mirror. All I see is and ugly girl with a huge bruise forming on her cheek. I do the only thing I could think to do at the moment. I grabbed my black razor box from under my sink and open it.

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

I take one on the cold blades and put it to my wrist dragging it making a line. Blood soon started to ooze out and onto the floor, I made three more lines on my left wrist then made four lines on my right wrist. I made two on each on my thighs and finally dropped my razor back into the box. I grabbed the first aid kit and but my razor box away then started to clean myself up.

****TRIGGER WARNING OVER****

Jacks POV

I was trying to think of what a good way to ask Erin on a date without it being weird. I texted her an asked her what she all liked.

Jack- Do you like ice cream??

Erin- yes why?

Jack- no reason☺️

Erin- mkay Jack😐

I smile and ask if she wanted to hang out again, she said sure. I put on a sweatshirt and slipped on my shoes an began to walk over to her house.