My life will never be the same

'Cause girl you came and changed

The way I walk

The way I talk

I cannot explain

These things I feel for you

But girl, you know it's true

Stay with me

With amusement, I watched as Kathryn danced around her living room, broom in her hand indicating she had been cleaning. She only wore a button-up shirt with several buttons undone and boyshorts that read 'YOLO' in rainbow coloring on her cute ass. I don't bother to make my presence known as she continues enjoying herself. She looks sexy.

Fulfill my dreams

And I'll be all you need

Feels so right

(Girl)

I've searched for the perfect love all my life

(All my life)

Feels like I

Why did I need to spend $100 plus to see a Michael Jackson impersonation concert when I could watch this one for free. Ryn attempted the moonwalk, sliding across the tile floor and nearly tripping over her own feet. I snort, but it was loud enough to grab her attention. I bit on my lip, completely distracted from my task as I watch the beauty.

She swung the broom one way, her body going in the opposite direction before she grabbed her crotch and hee-hee'd her way into my heart. I couldn't help but burst into a fit of laughter, oh I wish people could see the things I did. Then they'd understand why I love her for more than just brain and beauty.

Finally, grabbing the sound of my laughter over her music, she turned wide-eyed. A blush creeping onto her cheeks, she was redder than a tomato at this point. I lean against the wall, suggesting she continued entertaining me. "By all means, baby, continue" I tease.

She pouts, having been caught dancing her heart out. I copy her movements, grabbing my crotch and moving forward. "Owww" I yelled causing her to laugh. Warily, she continued dancing, slowly but surely making her way towards me. Pretty soon she was pulling me into the open space to dance with her, to which I couldn't deny.

Eventually, the song would go off, but another Michael Jackson song would play. One in particular that she loved, with a capital L-O-V-E. Thriller. Though we were nowhere near Halloween, Thriller was still as good of a song as ever.

It's close to midnight

Something's evil lurking in the dark

Under the moonlight

You see a sight that almost stops your heart

You try to scream

But terror takes the sound before you make it

You start to freeze

As horror looks you right between the eyes

You're paralyzed

She began doing the dance. And I didn't know if I join her or die laughing at her. At this point, I really wished I filmed my whole life, that way I'd get this embarrassing yet cute moment. She is too beautiful. Smiling, I pull the woman into me, moving our hips in synch. Her body moved against mine.

It was days like these, I could tell she was truly happy. There was no doubt in her, she was a bottle of pure enjoyment and love. It made me happy. Because she wasn't worried about our relationship or worrying about being good enough for me. She was distracted by the music, distracted by our dancing.

I wrap my arms around the woman, burying my head into her neck as we swayed with the music. The woman giggled, still attempting the Thriller dance. Eventually, I let her go, watching as she attempted her best to be scary. But all I was seeing was her adorableness.

I stepped close to the woman, my hands moving from her waist, down to her kissable ass. She eyes me seductively, eyes darkening as I squeeze. Her tongue darted slowly past her lips, begging to be taken into my mouth. I leaned into the woman but she quickly ducked away, declining the idea.

Smirking, she moved away from me, still dancing to Michael Jackson songs blaring through the speakers. Somehow the music had changed from sweet and old-fashioned to upbeat, the kind of music you'd find 21-year-old women twerkin' to and get, as they would say it 'lit'. Kathryn moved towards me, hips in sync with the beat.

Biting on my lip, my eyes remain glued to her toned stomach, exposed behind her shirt. At this point, she mind as well remove it. And just like any other time, I admired her curvaceous body. I'd noticed she gained weight from stress eating, but it wasn't an ugly weight to gain. In fact, it only added to her beauty. I could see the stretch marks begin to form on the side of her stomach.

The grip I had on my lip tightened as my eyes crawled all over her sexy body. Sneakily, I made my way to the brunette, hands immediately grabbing her waist and pulling her ass into me.

She gasps, arching her back, dark eyes on me. She dipped down, the arch in her back very prominent as she pressed her ass against my crotch.

Fuck.

One hand still holding her waist, I run my free hand through my hair. It was too early in the day to want to ram my 6-inch into her. I let go of my lip, my hand moving to her chest, lifting her upright. I needed to calm down.

Don't get turned on by Kathryn, don't get turned on by Kathryn, don't get turned on by--

Swallowing the lump in my throat, I turn away from the woman. But before I could go anywhere to distract my desires begging me to turn around and capture her lips, I spot Kathryn in the mirror mounted on her room door. Her shirt now disposed, leaving her in only those tight black boyshorts. Shit, Kathryn.

Closing my eyes, I try to remember what I had initially come out the room for. Oh right! Because I haven't ate yet. Food was more important than ramming your girlfriend, or fingering her. Was it really more important? I could feel my hunger for edible food subside and the hunger from the brunette behind me intensifying.

"Don't you like my body, Casey?" I hear. "Kathryn's always worrying about looking good for you, sometimes it's sickening."

My eyes open quickly and staring back at me is Kathryn. Or at least the body belonged to my girlfriend. She smiled and I could tell this was definitely a different alter because the spark in eyes seemed to be a different color.

This person was more confident wearing Kathryn's body. "I remember Dr. Wells telling us that there was a possibility there'd be other alters. Do you have anything you want me to call you?"

She raises a perfectly arched brow. Sighing, she sizes me up. "I'm fine with you calling me Kathryn, or Kat. I don't particularly care for a different name."

I nod my head, my body relaxing. "Well, Kat... I'm Casey. The original body's girlfriend." Kat smiled, placing a manicured finger under my chin, "You're all of our girlfriend. I rather deal with you than some asshole who doesn't understand DID and alters. You're pretty smart and understanding and very good in bed."

The compliment causes me to blush slightly. How did she know?

"So what triggers you to come out, or Kathryn? Like is there anything that I'm doing to scare her?"

She shakes her head, grabbing the shirt from the floor and placing it onto the back of the couch. "You're not really scaring her, I'm just... protective I guess. We usually switch when she gets angry or in a sexual mood. So these past few times you guy's have sex, I actually switch with her. Kathryn's bold but not as bold as me when it comes to intimacy. I've been around for a while."

Oh that makes me feel so much better. I felt like I was cheating. "Are there any other alters?"

Kat shrugs her shoulders. "When I switch, I don't really know about anything other than Kathryn being the original person in this body. She's the only person I'm aware of. Plus, not to sound like an asshole but when I'm able to control the body we're usually in the middle of sex, so that's my main focus. Kathryn rarely ever gets angry so I guess I don't come out for that too much."

I smile at the woman. She eyes me in confusion, "What? Why are you staring at me like that?" she questions suddenly feeling flustered, but I don't notice a change in her personality. She's still Kat. "So is it like cheating to be with you? Or... how exactly does this work now?"

Kat shakes her head, annoyed with me already. I could see her getting frustrated from all the questions. She grabbed my hand, pulling me to the couch and sitting me down. I force my eyes away from her exposed breast, to which she notices and smirks.

"You can look at me Casey. I'm still Kathryn. Think of me as a personality. Overall Kathryn and Kat are the same person."

I frown, "I looked it up. It says you guys aren't really the same person. You're like another person in her body" I debate.

She sighs, "Okay, look cutie. In a way yes, I am my own person but I am also still a part of Kathryn. It's like a system on a computer. All together, no matter what, we're all Kathryn. But there are things about us that make us different."

Clenching my jaw, I nod my head. I think I understood all of that. Or at least, I was getting the idea of it all. It still felt like I was cheating. I committed to one person and her name being Kathryn Howard. The woman in front of me was Kat Howard and I wasn't sure how many other alters there were.

My mind stopped racing when I felt a warm hand place itself against my knee. I look at the hand before meeting breathtaking brown eyes. Though, I could tell the difference between my Kathryn and Kat, both were incredibly attractive. One completely confident in her body and the other, feeling sexy enough to expose cleavage but not too confident.

I didn't take me long to realize, no matter the person wearing Kathryn's body, I would still love all of her. And I didn't know if this could be labeled as whipped, or just admiration. "Something that alters can do is share memories," Kat began moving closer to me.

"When we switch and I see you... I get that annoying feeling in my chest and I remember you through her how good you are. And even when I'm out, you treat me so kind and it annoys me so much. No one should be this sweet, Casey. Aren't you tired of this?"

Though there were different personalities, all of them had the same mentality. Why did they think I was going anywhere. I can't help but laugh at her accusation. "Yeah, I'm tired and it's draining."

"Then why are you still with us? Do you like, I don't know? Did you hit your head when you were a baby or something, you're so stupid."

Once again, I find myself laughing. "Because I love you" I mutter, leaning into her, capturing her lips by surprise.

~UD ❤