I sit in the interrogation room with handcuffs on, I got to clean my hands but I have to wait for Lieutenant to come in and probably scream his lungs out at me. The door opens and he comes in and sits down across from me.

"You're fired, I know you are on leave but you are fired Levine." He says and I sit up.

"What?" I say confused.

"You knocked a drug dealer out, god only knows what you would have done if I didn't show up." He says and I sigh.

"He's not a good man, I done it because I had reason too. And ya I probably would of killed him if you didn't show up, he fucking deserves it." I say and he shakes his head.

"Your friend is in hospital." He says and my heart drops.

"Maria?" I ask and he nods.

"She got stabbed in the stomach, this whole thing is your fault Levine. You messed up bad, I'm not arresting you but you are not welcome here anymore. You can find somewhere else to work after you go back to work, I can't have you on my team and it's a shame because you were damn good at your job." He sighs.

"I did it because I had reason to Lieutenant! I done it to protect my fucking wife, ya it is my fault that shit happened in the first place because I didn't protect her! Fuck you for firing me over something I had a right to do!" I shout and pull at the handcuffs.

"Your wife's on her way, good luck finding a new job." He says and I shake my head as he stands up walking out.

I sit back in my chair feeling guilty, Maria got hurt over me and now Juliet is going to murder me herself over hurting someone.

The door opens and Juliet walks in and lets out a breath, she walks over and wraps her arms around me squeezing me. Well that's a surprise.

"You are an idiot, Jesus Christ I nearly had a heart attack when I got a call." She leans back cupping my face in her hands looking at me.

"I'm sorry you had to come, I know you don't want to talk-"

"I do. I'm sorry, I just felt...Scared. I feel like I don't have control over my own body anymore, I shouldn't have pushed you out last night. I just want to forget it happened no matter how hard it is." She sighs and I look up at her.

"I love you." I say and she kisses me and leans back and lets out a breath.

"I love you too, did he hurt you?" She asks and I shake my head.

"I got a punch to the face but you should see him." I say and she smiles.

"Thank you." She whispers and kisses my cheeks then Lieutenant walks back in and comes over un cuffing me.

"If you are going to file a report, you know where to come." He says and to Juliet and she shakes her head.

"There's not a point, he will get what he deserves soon enough anyway. I want to forget about it all, I want to go home and never talk about it again." She says and he nods and I stand up and Juliet holds out her hand, I'm surprised she's allowing me to touch her. I get it tho, that she just wants to forget it and I'll never bring it up again unless she says something about it herself.

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We get home and Amy already put olive to bed, I change into one of Juliet's shirts. I can't go to the hospital until tomorrow to see Maria.

I walk down stairs and Juliet was sitting down on the couch in her long sleeved pyjamas. I go in and sit down beside her.

"Can I touch you?" I ask her and she looks at me for a second then nods. I put my hand around her waist and lean my head on her shoulder.

"Thank you." She whispers.

"Julie you don't need to thank me, I'll do whatever I can to help you." I say and she smiles and nods.

"I want to touch you, not the way your touching me right now. I don't want to be touched the way I want to touch you." She says and I nod and she kisses me and leans back. One hand goes into my underwear and the other goes on my waist pushing me down to lay on the couch.

"Julie if you don't want to-" she takes her hand off my waist and presses her finger to my mouth. I look up at her and she just shushes me.

"I want to." She says and I nod and open my legs more and she moves in between them pressing her finger into me and I let out a breath as she takes her finger away from my mouth.

She leans down and starts kissing and sucking my neck slowly, she strokes at me slowly and I let out a quiet moan. She scraps her teeth along my neck and presses her finger deeper into me starting the pick up the pace.

"Oh god." I moan and she starts moving her fingers into me fast and my back arches up and I bite my lip. Juliet stops kissing my neck and I look at her and tears were coming down her face.

"Julie-Ah!" I let out a loud moan as she moves her fingers faster, I grab her wrist and stop her. I move her hand away and then wrap my arms around her and she squeezes me back crying into my shoulder.

"I'm sorry." She sniffles and I rub her back.

"Don't be sorry, let's go up to bed and we can watch a movie and cuddle. We don't have to do anything, you don't have to touch me if you don't want to." I say and lean back and she looks at me and I rub the tears off her cheeks with my thumbs.

"I shouldn't be crying, i just turned you on now I'm not even-"

"Juliet. Listen to me. You are aloud to cry, you are aloud to be upset. I don't mind just cuddling, I love cuddles. If you don't want me to touch you in any way, I won't. I want you to feel comfortable." I say and she nods and leans her head against mine closing her eyes.

"I love you." She whispers and I kiss her nose.

"I love you too." I say.

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I turned on Juliet's favourite movie 13 going on 30 and we watch it in bed and she leans her head against my chest.

"I am not a bottom, this is bottom behaviour. I'm comfortable and this will never happen again." She says and I smile and run my fingers through her hair.

"Bottom." I whisper in her ear and she hits me.

"I'll kick you out of the bed." She says and looks up at me.

"Hmm whatever." I say and we go back to watch the movie.

Juliet falls asleep before the movie ends and I kiss her forehead and turn off the tv. I pick up my phone checking the ring app and I see the same person who keeps knocking with their hood up, they weren't going away. They were trying to pick the lock on the door. I quickly sit up and Juliet groans rubbing her eyes, I get up off the bed nearly falling and I run to olives room and pick her up and she starts crying.

"Shhh mommy's got you." I say and quickly walk back to me and Juliet's room and Juliet sits up rubbing her eyes.

"What are you doing?" She asks.

"Hold olive and don't leave the room." I say and hand her olive.

"What why?" She asks.

"Just don't Juliet." I say and quickly walk out of our bedroom closing the door. I walk down the stairs and stand by the door waiting for it to open. The door opens quietly and I stand behind it waiting till they walked in, they walked in and I quickly kick them in the back. They fall forward and I close the door as they turn around.

"Who are you and why do you keep knocking? You broke an entry I can kill you right now." I say and they look at me through the black hood. They don't say anything I look around and pick up the umbrella next to the door and shove them back with it. And I thought awhile ago was enough fighting for me.

They fall over a shoe and I laugh and go over and lean down taking off the mask but they grab my hand. I drop the umbrella and grab his wrist back.

"I'm gonna find out who you are either way buddy so might as well lift the mask." I say, I rip my hand away then lift the mask quickly and my heart drops.

It's Justin.