The night so far is very successful. A few speeches here and there, dancing and eating along with lots of talking and laughing. Everyone seemed happy, and a lot of people mostly women is very impressed by the decor design, and how smooth the party has gone that I got offers from very huge names in the world.

Everything is perfect yet something is missing.

In the middle of some song, the DJ cut it and spoke into the mic, "ladies and gentlemen sorry to cut the song but there is a special song requested by some gentleman"

While he's talking I see Arrow coming my way, "may I have this dance please?" Bending slightly holding his hand out for me to take smiling. I hesitate in taking it felling every one in the room looking at me.

Putting my hand in his locking eyes with him. "this song is for you" he whispered

Holding my hand in his he pulls me to the dance floor when the song start playing, I gasped.

"Arrow..." I don't know what to say. I just let him lead me swaying to the music.

Pulling me into his arms, I could feel his entire length of him as he melded with mine, whispering the lyrics into my ear making me shiver.

"if I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The night would seem so long"

I was caught by surprise when he pushed me away to twirl me back in making me giggle. I lost awareness of everything around me. All my focus is him, me and our body's melding together swaying, cant know where one began and where the other end.

"with you, I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They will take us where we want to go

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you"

With every word, I feel my walls crumbling around me. I can actually feel it.

"nothing gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now

How much I LOVE YOU"

In the end, he dips me and lay a sweet gentle kiss on my lips which made the crowd went crazy.

The voice of the crowd is like a packet of ice water drop on my head to bring me back to reality. I put a smile on my face then expose my self to go outside for fresh air.

Once outside I take deep breaths, I can feel myself getting angry. But I don't know if this anger is because he could get around my walls. The walls that he put there or anger of myself to let that happened.

"I told you I won't waste another moment. I love you and I want you with me"

"NO" I turn around to look him in the eye so he can see how much angry I am, "no, you can't do that. You don't have any right to decide anything. I won't forget all of it and forgive you just because you told me you love me. Love is not everything. I want a fucking reason why you did that?"

"I was a coward all right." He shouts suddenly, " I admit, the time you come for me in the office I was followed, every person I know and love was in danger because some people want to make a deal with me and I said no and those people don't take a NO easily, so I don't want to put an X on your head."

"what? What happened? Is everyone okay? How's your mum? Is she okay? your family are they fine?" I asked concerned forgetting anything ales

"see that's why I love you." He said putting both hands on his hips smiling looking at me with so much affection that makes me blushing so hard that I lower my head looking at my feet.

" you are not selfish, you forget everything and you worry if my family is okay. Don't worry everyone is good" he smiles at me

"I'm not heartless I care about your mum and your family became my friends" I snap at him looking away, I can't stand the look of love that he keeps through at me.

the lights in the garden are creating a romantic atmosphere with the lake.

"how about we go set in the garden and talk there? I will tell you everything" he suggests

"okay" I agree, he put his hand on my lower back, leading me to a bench near the leak.

"you did a fantastic job around here. You always surprise me with your themes in every party you take control over." He said proud looking around him admiring

"thank you. I love what I do so I'm very good at it."

"I know." He said looking at me silently, "god you look beautiful. I miss you very much" he whispers quietly looking at my face memorizing it.

"why didn't you come then. I take it you take care of the issue."

"I did. It takes a long time but after I did my mother got sick and I put everything on hold until she gets better. She's fine now don't worry" he says when he sees the worry in my eyes

"but after everything cleared out its been three years already. But I still said that I want to go and see you, but then I saw you happy with some other man who I beat the shit out of him by the way for cheating on you." He told me suddenly very angry

"What's wrong with you people? Why every time I ask someone this he answer me because I saw you happy and didn't want to interrupt! I don't care if you were interrupting." I suddenly shout getting angry all over again.

" what? I didn't know you won't mind you seem like you moved on. But I don't think you are talking about me alone." He asked looking at me knowingly.

"Don't worry about that now. I know that it was you who was behind his car accident" I look away changing the subject

"don't say it like that, you make me sound like I make him go into a car crash. All I did was call someone to smashed his favorite car to the ground." He said smirking

"Okay, anyway...." I lift my head up looking at the stars

"nothing" he looks away embarrassed

"what? What do you mean nothing?" I asked pissed and confused

"I was a coward. I didn't know how to come to you. Every time I gather my courage and come to you I turned around in the last minute. you were dating and starting your career that went through the sky and I hesitated to come and shake your world by coming into it with my problem."

"you are so full of yourself to come and say to my face that you can shake my world just by showing up. no one can do that to me" I stand up pissed shooting daggers at him

"wow there, I didn't mean it like that. in that time there was some girl who went to the media telling everyone who lessens that she pregnant with my baby and that I kick her out in the middle of the night in a stormy night when she told me because I don't want the baby." He said all in one breath

"but you won't do that. you love kids you would take her no matter who she is" I said confused

"you didn't see the news? Didn't know about this and what happened?" now it's his turn to be confused

"It hurt too much to know about you from the news or someone else. I'm used to be the one who knows everything about you even if you didn't tell me it. And it hurt to be reminded that its no longer it. And I band everyone from saying anything about you n the office or home."

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't take this long. But I promise you it won't by another week without you." He said confidently

"you so sure of your self. I didn't forgive you yet. You will have to work to earn it"

"and I will, starting from now," he said pulling me to him by my waist and kissing me hard, blowing my mind

My whole body went on fire and butterflies went crazy in my stomach. His hand coming around and taking his sweet time touching my bare back were my skirt and top is apart.

"your dress is beautiful and you look amazing in it. I love how your back is bare for my touch but I hate so much that others can look at you with hunger in their eyes everywhere you go. I was this close from hitting someone to the ground for looking at you tonight" he lifts his thumb and index finger close to show me how close while still holding me to him

"you have work to do so you can have the ability and rights to say no to my dresses or to hit some guy because he looked."

"I am ....." I didn't let him finished. I pull myself from his arm which is so hard and turn around walking away

"I'm going back to the party. Good night Arrow" I said aloud so he can hear me smirking.

Oh, I'm so going to have fun at this.