Regret.

That's what I'm feeling, regret.

I didn't fight, I just flight, I told him to get out, I told him to leave me alone, I told him that I don't want to be anything to him expect employer.

I deeply totally regretting these words, it hurt so much saying it, i wish that the sound of every word ended before it reaches his ears, I wish that he didn't listen to me. Nevertheless, he did, he left, with no words to make me any less regretful. Lift me heartbroken.

It's not because I hate him, or I don't want him, NO it's because I want to protect him, the note tell me that he will hurt my family my beloved one.

And that was conform by the man who was sitting in front of me, the man that Arrow hire to follow me because he was worried and want to make sure that I'm not in danger. God my heart did some weird flip when I heard about it.

"you know that he can protect himself and his family very well without your help. He's Arrow Stanford after all" said William Stone, my follower, he was in black jeans and black hoodie.

"I know, no body know that better than me, but I can't take the risk" I tell him, "you said that your inside man tell you that he's focusing on someone else and he want to destroy him. He want to destroy Arrow, he don't want any male figure in my life expect himself, he knew that I love him, he knew that, so he want him out of the picture, and he will do anything in his power, anything he can to make this happened. so i did that for him. I don't want anyone hurt because of me. God how many times I have to tell you people that." I yell angrily, crossing my arms and throwing myself on the couch sitting.

"baby, you need to stay strong, that's what he wants, he want you alone so it could be easy for him to take you." My mom tells me softly, Lo come and set next to me putting an arm around me.

"she's right sweetie, I don't want you to suffer like the old time, I don't want to lose you." My dad add me.

"you know that if he love you he will come back. He will fight for you." Lo tell me taking my hand in hers, I put my head on her shoulder, mum come and set beside us hugging the both of us.

"I have something to show you all." My brother James suddenly enters my apartment breathing hard. I hide my face from them I don't want them to see the disappointment in my eyes, seeing that it was my brother not Arrow who enter.

"what is it, did you found him?" Lo ask him, with everyone looking at him waiting

"no, but—" he said quickly before our hope go, "I found who can found him."

"where is he? And who is he?" I asked rising my head to look at him waiting

"Arrow is talking to him outside" my heart jump at this and I couldn't help the smile on my face, nor the tear from falling.

"I don't want to tell you I told you so, but" Lo said grinning, "I told you so" she sing song, which made me laugh a bit through my tears

"hi" we look up to see the owner of the new voice,

"guys this is Stephen, he's my friend from the army" James said

"hi guys" Steph said smiling, he look like a guy who jock around all the time. This should be fun.

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JACK POV.

I stare at the sleeping beauty in front of me, I trace her cheeks gently, how much I love you, I wish you could understand my love to you and to let me love you.

I set back on the chair and wait for her to wake up.

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Yesterday was the day my plan put in action, my first step was to let them think that I'm going to attack her, and that was the point from telling my men to attack them in their way home.

Step two was to put them all on one place, which was the point of step one, they all was afraid for her and want to make sure she is okay, making her family, friends and bodyguards going to her house with her, which is my goal.

One day I was watching some police movie when I saw the perfect move to do to take her from under their nose with them setting around doing nothing about it.

I'M GOING TO DRUG THEM.

And that's my step three, I pay a man 'Jason' to bring a bottle of gas to the building her apartment was in, and when we make sure that all of them is in it we are going to let the gas bottle leak in the apartment. Jason did his thing, which made it leaking only in her apartment.

After some time my phone rings telling me that everyone is in the apartment, I give Jason the signal which he answer by nodding his head and opening the gas.

"five minute before they know what's happening boss" Jason said, I nodded and go to do my part in this plan.

I open her apartment and go inside, some of them was passed out and others was about to, once they saw it was me they try to stand up but couldn't and it was seconds before they pass out.

My love was one of the awake ones, she saw me coming in her way but was too weak to do anything, her eyes held fear but I doupt that she's fearing for herself, she's fear for the others around her that how sweet my love is.

"don't worry my love, I'm not going to hurt anybody, I know that will hurt you too and I don't want to hurt you." I kneel in front of her, she was on her bed room floor.

I pick her up in my arms bridal style, "lets get out of here my love, I miss you" she look at me strangely before the darkness consume her. I carry her to my car that park a little far from the building.

"let's go man." I said to my driver once we get in the back seat, "did you give Jason his money?" I add, he answer with a 'yes boss' and start the car going to the airport. I bresh her hair from her face, "I'm sorry love, but it's the only way, I wish there is another way" I tell her with sadness thick in my voice and eyes.

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I was brought out of my thoughts by the sound of someone moaning in pain, I look at Rose to see her waking up and looking around her confused.

"hi baby, you wake up, I miss you" I said to her smiling softly at her

"what?" she said still looking around, "who..... who are you? Where am i?"

"I'm your boyfriend, Jack. Don't you remember me?" I ask her looking at her with worry

"what? I don't remmb—" she said then suddenly looked at me with wide eyes, oh shit.

"I don't know my name?" she said so softly with a scared expression

"what? It's okay, don't worry, I'm going to call the doctor" I press the button beside her head and after a few minutes a nurse come in

"oh hi you are awake, that's greet. Are you feeling any pain?" the nurse ask her smiling

"I have a bad headache" Rose answer her

"it's okay, that's normal for what you have been through" the doctor said coming in the room smiling at Rose

"she doesn't remember anything" I said looking at her with my eyes full of sadness

"oh, let me see" the doctor said and come closer to her to examining her

"it's okay, that's normal, when you hit your head your brain get injure, and due to the way the swelling tissue presses against the skull it can cause some impairment, and in your case the memory lose." He said, what the fuck, where the hell come all of this.

The room was silence until the doctor broke it, "don't worry she's going to be fine, I'm going to get her something for her head, excess me " He said to me

I walk him to the door thanking him and close the door behind him. When I turn around, I didn't see her in the bed so I go to the bathroom, only to see her looking at herself in the mirror.

"beautiful isn't she" I said softly, she jump startle from my sudden voice, she turn to me with tears in her eyes, I couldn't stand seeing her like that so I go to her and hug her, she hug me back and burn her face in my chest.

"it's okay love, everything is going to be okay, I'm not going to let you alone" I tell her, it hurt me that she's feeling that way because of me

"I'm scared," she said still in my arms

"it's okay, your name is Rose Stone by the way" I tell her smirking at her

"Rose Stone" she try it herself

"oh my, how I miss you Bella, I love you." I told her holding her to me, I wish this moment never end. I really miss her.

"I'm sorry I don't remember you" she tell me softly,

"don't be my love, it's my fault, I'm the one who should apologize, so I'm sorry" I tell her looking in her eyes to know that I mean it.

"can you tell me what happened to me?" she ask me, you fall out of love with me. That's what happened, but I can't tell her that can i?

I take her hand in mine and led her to the bed to let her rest, "we were having a fight I didn't see where we were going, and the next thing I know we been hit by truck from behind which made you fly out the front window" I said with straight face.

"didn't I have a seatbelt on me?" she asked, I smile at her, I know that she's going to ask that

"you wanted to get out of the car, because you needed a fresh air, that's why I turn right without looking if there is anyone coming." Damn, I should considering writing for a career.

"are you okay?" she asked after some comfortable silence

"huh?" I said dumbfound, she's asking about me, of course she is she's the most sweet person I ever know, "yes, yes I'm fine. I'm more than fine because you are here now, with me"

"okay, good" she mumble softly, staring down at our hands on her lap blushing, I tilting her head up to look at me.

"I have been too long without the ability to look at your eyes, and I don't want to be another second without looking at your eyes, so don't hide from me no matter what, okay love" I tell her looking straight in the eye

"okay" she said blushing but didn't look away

"now how about I go and bring you some food, and talk to the doctor so I know when I can take you home" I tell her smiling at her

"thank you but I don't want to eat, maybe after a bit" she tell me unsure

"okay love, have some rest if you want, I'm right her and I'm not going anywhere. You look tired" I tell her

"yeah, I'm going to sleep for a bit" she said laying down on the bed getting comfortable.

I look at her while she getting to sleep. I'm such a jerk, this is all my fault. When I take her away with me I give her some drug, whoever take it he will lose his memory.

So I know that she's going to wake up with no memory, I was pretending all the time about how I was surprised but not about my worry about her. All the people that she see and talk to I hire them.

We are in a clinic that I have ask the owner to let us access to one of the room as we wish and to deal with Rose as a patient if she made any contact with anyone here.

But the drug has an effect for one month after the month ends she will have her memory back, but there some follower to the drug that the person can take and the effect will continue without any problem.

She is mine for the rest of my pathetic life. I just hope that one day she will forgive me and continue our live without taking the follower drug.

"I'm sorry but I love you to much to let you go, I hope you forgive me one day" I tell her while brushing her hair gently with tears falling from my eyes silently.

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A/N

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