"Looooo" I yell pissed

"shit, wait I can explain" she said unsure while rising her hands up

"explain what? That you were dating my brother?" I asked with glare and a cold like ice voice, she flinch away from my tone. "we have a deal, we promise each other, and I kept it."

"me too" she shout, she had enough and now she's pissed, "I kept my promise for you, I didn't know that this idiot is your brother" she tell me while pointed her finger at me. "I didn't know that's he's your brother until a few hours ago."

"Why didn't you tell her?" I turn to my brother and ask him, "you know she's my friend, you would always keep looking at our picture with a blank expression on your face, and I always say to you to not even think about it and still. You go and fucking did what you did, what the hell is wrong with you?" I take a deep breath after my babble, I don't think I breathe while saying all that.

"That's why I didn't tell her, she would leave, and I don't want her to leave me" he tell me sternly

"you would think I would still be with you after all the things that you did to me?" she ask him in disbelieve, "that was in the past, but know I WILL move on, I'm GOING to move on, because you are unhealthy to me." She tell him with straight face and cold voice and confident in her stand.

"no you won't I won't let you" he came and stand in front of her and speak in her face, "I will do everything in my power to make things work with us, and you will let me in, you will be mine." He title his head to the side, then add with fire in his eyes while looking at her eyes "no let me repeat that, you ARE mine."

The silence that fall on us after those words was thick. He did a great job telling her that, I will give him that much. We were stunning, the two were standing looking at each other in complete love-hate, I looked the other way because I felt like I'm witnessing something privet, something I shouldn't see.

After a while, he turns to me and points a finger at me, "remember what you told me to do, that what I'm going to do, so back off because she's mine." I raised my hand in surrender to him, while hiding my smile behind a blank face. He turns to her and gives her a hard kiss then he was out slamming the door behind him.

"damn" I said, which made Lo turn her attention to me looking wide eyes and all.

"did that just happened?" she asked me still looking like she's daydreaming

"oh yeah it did" I tell her with a full grin on my face

"oh my god, oh my god" then like a school girl she squeal, "oh my god"

I stand from my bed and go to hug her, I'm happy for her, she finely got her man, and I'm not going to stand in her way, even if he's my brother. She hugs me back .

"are you still mad?" she whispered

"no I'm happy for you, but I don't want anything happened to us because of your relationship" I tell her

"there is nothing is going to happened to us, and beside if he did what he said he will, then you have nothing to worry about." She said smiling

"god I miss you" we brock a part and I get back to bed, I want to sleep, my head is killing me

"what are you doing here?" I ask her, "not that I don't want you here" I add quickly

"oh yeah" she come and slap me on my shoulder lightly

"ahhhh, what's that for?" I ask her pouting

"that's for almost giving me a heart attack." She said glaring at me, then add " I call my mother like any other day to say hey, only to find out that your mentally stalker is bake, so I got a plane and get here, to find you passed out on the floor and your father trying to wake you, which I found later that you have a panic attack, how would you feel if you were me."

"sorry" is all I can say to her, I really freak her out.

"don't worry, but for now I will let you sleep, I will talk to you tomorrow." She hug me one last time before she get out.

It didn't take long before the sleep consume me and I fall into a dreamless sleep. Thank god.

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I woke up the next morning feeling better from the sleep I got, I get up and go to the bathroom to do my morning routine.

After I get out of the bathroom I began looking for something to wear it to work, when Lo enter my room looking wide eyes, saying holy shit over and over again.

"what? What did he do?" I asked quickly, stopping a minute to talk to her

"oh he didn't do anything yet" she say quickly then add, "that's not why I'm here, there is six hot guys in your living room, they are fucking hot and sexy." She said drooling

"wait what? What guys?" I ask her and go to open my bedroom door, I get to the living room and stop dead on my spot.

"holy shit" I said while looking at the sexy mans in front of me.

"I told you" Lo smirking, there was three guys in suits and three others in causal clothe, while we were checking them out, one of them his keys drop from his hand so he bend down to pick it up, which made our eyes go straight to his a**.

"daaaamn" we say together, we broke from our thoughts by someone clearing there throat.

"what are you girls doing?" oh shit, we turn around to see my dad looking at us while rising an eyebrow

"nothing" we said, shacking out head from side to side

"who is those sexy guys?" Lo asked my dad, god I shouldn't be shocked, she always say what on her mind, don't get me wrong I'm like her, but still, to my daaaad.

"Liz what I told you about saying those things in front of me?" he scold her

"not to" she said frowning, then add, "but still, whose they?"

"they are your bodyguards." He tell us, which made us squeal and turn around to look at them again, only to see them all standing like a model, and looking at us smirking like they knew what we are thinking about.

Damn, I'm not going to complain about it, three sexy guys following me around, the girls at work will go crazy, ..... wait, oh my god, Arrow.

I look at Lo to see her looking at me, "are you thinking with what I'm thinking about?" she asked

I smirk at her, which made her smirking, "oh yes"

"oh this going to be perfect." She said clapping her hand together smirking, the guys now looking at us like we were crazy.

"I'm going to get the suits guys and you the bad boy guys." She tell me,

"okay that's good" I tell her and look at my watch to see it 8:30, "oh shit I'm laaaaate" I shout

I go to my bed room and take the first thing I saw to wear it, which happened to be a long sleeved ruffled hem slim pencil dress, I match it with white high heels and big circle earring.

I do my makeup and hair, then made sure that everything I want is in my white bag, I get out from my bed room going to my office and take some files to Arrow then to the living room.

I look up to make sure that the guys here before I talk then get back to looking in the files, "guys, you may follow me everywhere expect the meeting room and my boss office if I close the door, and the bathroom of course, other than that you are okay." I finished talking and looking in the file.

"okay" they say together, "okay lets go" I said

I turn around to see my dad looking at me with pride, "I never see you in work mood, it suits you. I'm proud of you." He told me, which made me grin from ear to ear.

"thanks daddy, I love you." I tell him then get out and close the door behind me after I give him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

My dad tell me that he's going to bring some guys to see if there are any cameras in the apartment, I was at first confident that they won't find anything and I told him that, because it's new, I didn't be in it expect one day, but when he show me the little camera he found in my room on the mirror, I freaked out.

"guys before anything, no one of you have anyone who care deeply about right?" I asked them once we were in the elevator.

"what the hell? Why?" someone of them asked shocked

"well, if you are then you should not be protecting me, but them because they are in danger because you are around me." I tell them with straight face and voice, we get out while they still in shocked.

Although my face is blank but inside I'm dying from what I just said, I don't want to let anyone hurt because of me and to that happened I have to be alone. In both way I get hurt more than anyone can imagine. I will have to put the happy face in front of other people, the brave face in front of my family, and my feared, scars, scared, angry, tired, and hurt face I have to lock it away until I'm alone, locked away in my bathroom while looking at myself in the mirror.

I take a deep breath and get in the car, I set in the passenger seat, I know that he put camera and listening device in it.

"hello Jack, I hope you die, but I know better." I said and start searching for the camera, the guys start looking around them and when they see that he is not around they look at me in concern.

"I promise you, that I will find you before you put your last task in action, and I will kill you with a smile on my face." I said the last part while looking at the camera smiling happily.

"their a camera on the mirror and listening device somewhere in here, please take them out all and look for a JBS in the car, and look for anything funny, you might find a bomb." I tell them then get out without looking at their faces, two of them stay in the car looking and one with me.

"what's your name?" I ask him,

"Rag" he told me, I just hummmm,

After a few minutes we arrived to my desk, I put my things down, log in my PC, I take the files and Arrow schedule then get going to his office, before I get in Rag call me.

"I need to look around here, and I need to see your boss office" he told me after I turn around to ask him what he want.

"okay, lets go" I turn around and get in after the loud come in.

"good morning Mr—" I was interrupted with a glare send my way that can kill

"I should fire you" he said calm, the calm before the storm, " half fucking hour late what is wrong? And who the hell is that?" he said looking angry

"emmm," I clear my throat then say, "this is Rag, my bodyguard, and their two more at the car, they will be with me and following me around until it's over."

He was silence for a minute then he look at Rag , "can you get out?" he ask him, Rag look at me and when I nod he get out and close the door behind him. I put everything in my hand on the coffee table.

"do you know how hard it's to stay in this office from nine o'clock, and not to get out there to see where you are?" he said while came around his desk to stand in front of me.

"do you know how many thoughts came to my mind, for the answer to the question; where are you? And why are you late? I was going insane" I was at first shocked then I stare at him in awe, oh my god.

"and then you came with this guy, and you told me there is two more guys and they will be around you all the fucking time." He said after he take a deep breath to calming him down, i smile at the jealousy sound in his voice, and toke a step closer to him, I was too close to him that I have to look up to look at his eyes.

"I'm sorry for worrying you, but i wasn't looking at the time because I was too busy with my friend that arrived not long ago." I tell him softly, looking him in the eye

"will you please tell me who is J. and what he want from you? I need to know who I deal with?" he told me softly, yet his eyes held so much anger but it's not from my or because of me it's send to him.

"who you deal with?" I ask him smiling, my hand is itching to touch him.

"if you think I would let you slip out of my sight, you would be wrong." He tell me smirking

I start to smile when his letter from yesterday came in my mind, 'I don't share', and just like that my smile wiped out of my face and I step back from Arrow.

"what's wrong?" he asked worried, I start shaking my head and flipping my hair with my hand.

"I can't do this, I shouldn't let you in, I shouldn't be around you." I talk more to myself than him

"why? Is it because of him?" he asked pissed

"no, no no no, I don't even care about him" I tell him, then add before he has the chance to talk, "it's because of you, you would be in danger, if he put you in his sick head he will destroy you, he will hurt your beloved ones, please you have to understand." In the end I was pleading him.

If you tell me a month ago, hell a week ago that I'm going to tell the person I love, pleading him to back off and to leave me alone, when he tell me that he want to be in it, I will laugh in your face like a mad women and tell you to fuck of you crazy people. Oh the irony.

"no, I won't let that happened, you should know better than to tell me to let you go." He said smirking, I was looking at anything but his face when my eyes catch the o'clock on the wall, oh shit.

"oh shit you will be late." I tell him, and go to the coffee table to take the files to give it to him,

"you have a meeting with a new client and you are late. See it's my fault, I shouldn't –" I was still talking when I felt big arms going around me from behind and pull me to a solid chest.

"the o'clock is 15 minutes early from the real time. Relax" he said softly in my ear, I melted in his arms, I close my eyes and take deep breath in his scent

"after this meeting what I have?" he asked still in a soft voice

"nothing but paperwork" I told him

"okay, I'm going to the meeting now, prepare all the necessary papers that I need to review. I want to finish all of it before I go home." He tell me, but still not letting me go

"anything else sir" I sigh and let my head relax on his shoulder for a bit with eyes closed

"when I finish with my work, I'm going to buy us some take out to eat it in my house." He tell me smiling

"us?" I asked while turning around to face him

"yes us. why? Do you have anything else to do Ms. Taylor?" he asked smirking

"no, not at all." I said smiling

"good, and don't forget that you are going to tell me everything about that sick of a man." He said that then give me a brief kiss at the corner of my mouth, before he was out of the office.

Oh god, what I put myself onto.

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