"The Hawkins quarry! This is where I wanted take you!" He said, "Really? I thought I was one of the only people who still came here." I said. "I love this place, it comforts me." he looked at me.

I enjoyed when we opened up to each other. It gave me this sense of closure. Except he never opened up to me about crap, ever. I hate thinking about him now. It hurts a lot.

"I thought about jumping here. You wouldn't survive even hitting the water." He stayed silent after that. We were sat with our legs hanging of the edge. I laid my head on his shoulder. It comforted me. I wish things stayed like this. Little did I know he wanted something, something I didn't want to give him.

"Bye mom, I love you!" I yelled as my mom drove off. It was Tuesday, Mike was there. "So what now?" I asked. "I was hoping we could, you know." I walked up to him, "Mike, seriously, ideas." He had to be joking. "I am being serious."

Yeah, it happened that night, in my house, at 11 at night. It was October. I remember it exactly. That's all he wanted.

I woke up the next morning to Mike telling me to wake up cause we had school. "I'm skipping today." The first day i've ever skipped. I was tired, i didn't have any energy to do anything. "You sure? You've never missed a day." He sat up, "Yeah i'm sure, let's go back to bed." I said. "Fine." Mike said.

That's just what we did, go back to bed. I wanted nothing more then what he had but I should have seen through what he was doing to me.

I realized we had slept that whole day yesterday. "Mike we have school today!" I said. He almost immediately. "I think we should break up." he said.

What the actual fuck. First he promised the literally world, then he slept with me, and now he's fucking breaking up with me. "W-what?" I stuttered out. "This isn't going to work out," he said, "we need to break up." i couldn't believe what he was saying. "Then why'd you sleep with me?" no reply. "Just get out." I said leading him to the door. I could feel the doors streaming down my face. I slammed the door in his face. My body fell to the ground, my back against the door.

I got dressed and went to school that morning. Then it finally came to me, I was played. It was probably some stupid bet that he made with the football boys.

"Mike played me." I said walking up to El and Max. They hugged me. They hated seeing me like that, so sad and down like I was when my dad was still there.

We ignored Mike for that whole week. He showed up at my house so many times that week, probably think I was gullible still. I wasn't. I knew what was going on now and cried on and on. My grades started to drop. My teachers were upset with me, I used to be too in all my classes.

I shouldn't have fallen for a stupid boy. I shouldn't have told him anything. I shouldn't have let him play me like that. I'm such a stupid idiot.

a/n: yeah i fucking did that, yeah i hate this fucking chapter so much.