We hung out in castle byers until Mike had to leave. I had so much fun that day, but little did I know at school the pain i'd have to endure that day.

As usual I parked my bike next to Max and El's met up with them. Expect, when I walked in, Mike had El on his arm. Max looked visibly uncomfortable.

"Hey guys!" I said as I walked up to them. Max immediately pulled me away from them. "They're dating." She said, as soon as she knew we couldn't hear her, "what? who?" I said, she glanced over at Mike and El a few times until I realized. I think she saw the horror printed on my face.

"Don't freak out, i'm sorry I had to tell you," Max said and then pulled me into a hug. I think a few tear rolled down cause boys passing boy started laughing at me. I didn't care about that though.

I walked to class without Mike that whole week. I was way to upset to see him. I didn't go to anyones house that week and told them I wasn't feeling well. Max came to visit me after school on Wednesday.

"Hey, it'll be ok. There are loads of great guys!" she said. "I'm not upset over that, i'm upset that El betrayed me. She KNEW I liked him."

Then on friday I heard a knock at my door. I didn't answer it. Then again, the same knock. "I'm coming!" I yelled. I sat on the couch for a moment then finally got up to see Mike standing at my door. I was about to shut the door in his face when he said.

"We need to talk," as he walked into my house, he continued, "Why have you been avoiding me? We haven't walked to any classes together and you didn't want to hang out the entire week, what did I do?" As the boy sat on the couch his face was washed over with a sad and somber look.

"I- uh-" the words I wanted to say wouldn't stutter out. "I can't tell you, you'll hate me. I think it's better if you just go." I said, grabbing him by the wrist and opening the front door. "Will! Will we can talk this out. Will, I'm sorry, just please tell me what's wrong!" I heard him yell from outside as I closed the door on him.

I started crying as I flopped down on the couch. mike stood out there screaming my name for 30 minutes until I opened that door again. "Will, please. Just explain what I've done and I'll make it right." He said, he sounded desperate.

"You wouldn't understand." I said. He wouldn't understand a thing I said. "I wil-" I interrupted him, "NO, Mike you won't!" I yelled, I felt tears forming in my eyes. "Will I promise I won't be mad or upset at anything you say!" I lead him inside because it started raining and he could ride home on his bike now.

"Are you gonna tell me, I'm not gonna force you I just want to be friends." He said "That's the problem." I mumbled, "Huh?" He said, "It's nothing," I said as I lay my head on his shoulder.

"There's something wrong with me, you wouldn't understand it. I wish I could tell you everything I have on my mind right now, but you would hate me. I don't want to ruin any friendship I have with anyone, specifically you." I said.

"I feel that way too," he said

a/n: oooo fun long chapter. I'm writing a whole bunch of parts and then I'm gonna post them every other day so I don't have to write on school nights!