*Month later*

𝗣𝗢𝗩{𝗡𝗮'𝗷𝘂𝗿 𝗣𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻}{𝗱𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗻}🅿️💙

I got into deep thoughtful about why nookie haven't gotten pregnant yet

We been fucking like some two horny ass teenagers. I nutted in that damn girl more than i can count

𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗽 𝗵𝗮 𝗮𝘀𝘀, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝘀𝘀𝘆 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱🤣

She told me she been having stomach problems.....

"Baeeee" nookie yelled in worrisome

"Yeaaa"

"Come here"

I got out her bed and walked to the bathroom opening the door. I could see blood in the toilet

"Bae i think we need to go to the ER" a tear dropped from her eye

"Why whas wrong" i said walking towards her

"I- i don't know...i came in here t-to use the bathroom and looked down and i just seen a whole b-bunch of blood" she said stuttering before she busted out crying

"Awhhh ma come on...clean yourself up and after we can go...okay?"

"Okay" she said with sadness in her eyes

She cleaned herself up. Before you know it we were pulling out of her drive way heading to the ER. The whole entire ride asia been looking out the window now even blinking. I couldn't imagine what's going thru her head rn. But i wanna know whas wrong wit my babyyy

"Um afternoon ma'am i'm here to see a doctor" nookie said quietly

"Hello, do you have an appointment" the lady at the front desk asked

"No ma'am"

"Ok well type your name in and have a seat in the lobby, we will have a doctor see you shortly" she said after typing into the computer

"Ok thank you"

When we sat down nookie laid her head on my shoulder and started to cry

"Mama why you crying" i said whipping her tears

"I don't know i just don't want anything to happen to me"

"No mama don't think negative...it could be anything...could be symptoms of the smallest thing"

"I know but i could only think of the worst can you look up the symptoms of blood clots"

I pulled out my phone looking up what could cause blood clots. I read strokes, menopause, arteriovenous malformation, and pregnancy. PREGNANCYY?!?! . I start to think what if she had a miss carriage. How could she if she doesn't do anything. She asked what were the symptoms and i told her

"Ms.Thompson" a male doctor came out and yelled

"Right here" we got up

"Ok Ms.Thompson what may be the problem with you"

"I've been having blood clots and my stomach had been having this aching feeling"

"Is that all"

"No i've been feeling a lil weak too" i turned my head towards her she never told me this

"Ok im going to have you pee in this cup so we can run some tests"

The doctor left and she went into the bathroom down the hallway. A few minutes and she came back in

"Baby why you don't tell me you was feeling weak"

"Cause i didn't want you to worry about me"

"Na you my priority i'm suppose to worry about you"

"Ok na'jur"

I just let go of the situation cause i'm not trying to put so much weight in her. The doctor came back in and got the pee cup from nookie and left again. We sat there for about fifteen minutes until he came back in.

"Ok so we have been running some tests and i have bad news" the doctor said making eye contact

"Ok" we both said at the same time

"Ok well you were pregnant and you had a miscarriage so it came out as a blood clot" nookie busted out crying

"Ma'am your pelvis is fractured so that's how you had a miscarriage which is why the baby couldn't develop"

Damn i thought to myself....we can't have a family. I wanted kids wit my baby

𝗣𝗢𝗩{𝗔𝘀𝗶𝗮 𝗧𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗽𝘀𝗼𝗻}{𝗻𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗲}🧞‍♀️💕

When she told me my pelvis was fractured all i could do was think of my past relationship when i moved from michigan

My ex boyfriend used to beat on me but not as must till i was traumatized. I was fighting back so i didn't catch PTSD.

We fought one day and he bbeat me really bad for no reason just cause another man was flirting with me so he took all his anger out on me

He beat me so bad till i was in the hospital with a fractured leg, busted face with a broken nose and a slight concussion

I think this is what the lady doctor tried to tell me when i denied the rest of what she had to say...I feel bad because some day i wanted some kids wit na'jur now i can't give him that

"We set up an appointment for next month so we can do an x-ray on you"

"Ok we will give you some papers to sign and you can leave"

"Ok thank you"

Demon drive in silence no talking, no radio, no nothin. He drove to his house

"Why we here" i asked

"Youn wanna stay wit me"

"Yea i'm just asking cause i thought we was going back to my house"

"Na"

Na'jur has been quiet all day. I'm thinking should i talk to him or not. I went downstairs to where he was

"You ok?" i asked sitting next to him

"Yea"

"You sure?!" i asked for confirmation

"Yea i just really wanted to have kids with you and now i'm not even sure if we can have a family but i have hope"

"Me too"

"Ma you forever mine you know that?"

"I hope"

"Stop playing girl you know this a forever thing" i said kissing all over her face

"I know"

"Come hea" he pulled me into his lap to straddle

"i love you na'jur"

"I love you too mama, it don't matter what we go thru i'm gone be here for you and forever n always"

"Vise versa"

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𝑉𝑜𝑡𝑒 & 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡🌝