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Italic - You

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In the next morning, Sunghoon felt Y/N shift slightly as she was engulfed in him, causing him to be lifted out of his sleep.

Her head was now on his chest, her legs wrapped through his and her hand under her head.

He couldn't help but smile. This girl just made him so happy and he still couldn't believe she wasn't his.

He loves her.

He gently brushed her hair back and planted a small kiss on her forehead before putting his head back on his pillow and trying to fall back asleep, despite the rising sun telling him it was morning.

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He thought Y/N didn't feel it, but she did. His lips left a sensation on her forehead as his heart beat against her head laying on his chest.

She held back the smile trying to form, acting like he was still asleep.

She just certainly did not want to get up - so play sleep was the way to go.

Y/N ended up falling back asleep to the steady rising and falling of Sunghoon's chest. The warmth of his body entangled with his lulled her into a dream-like trance before she even fell into a sleep once again.

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The smell of bacon and some noises in the kitchen swarmed on her senses as she slowly woke up.

Noticing the sun is fully on the rise, she sat up. Sunghoon woke up as well, missing her warmth before feeling through his hair and stretching.

"I have work", Y/N realized, her brain still too tired to process anything.

"Fuck no, you can say an excuse today and stay here with me", Sunghoon smiled at her and sat up a little further.

She felt a smile crept onto her face when he said this, like a young girl reacting as the first snow drop into the winter season.

"What do you have in mind now for us?", she asked mischievously, poking two fingers in his side while he's grinning playfully.

He reached for her hand and laced his fingers through hers, "Well, maybe we should talk about us first", he speak softly in a husky voice that sent shivers down her spine.

Y/N wanted to say she just wanted his hug and never let go, but she knew that obviously couldn't happen. Her thoughts were interrupted when Heeseung enters the room and he was holding a steaming ramen cup.

"We made breakfast", he smiled, looking so proud of the breakfast he was waving to them.

Sunghoon let out a chuckle at how quickly she got up and follow his friend to the kitchen.

The food smelt good. She hadn't had any breakfast like this in a long time, and she could barely hold herself back where as every Enhypen keeps suggesting her to eat as much as she wants to.

This was definitely the happiest she had been in one of the mornings.

But an instant everything rushed into her head at once, feeling like a grenade planted in her brain. She had momentarily forgotten the events of the day before, but now in this moment, they attacked her full force.

Sunghoon must've noticed her rendered speechless and in shock, because he began asking if she was okay. While her head was buzzing, Y/N managed to nod her head and go to the bathroom to be alone.

She didn't need him to see her cry all the time.

Y/N let it all out, silently that is. She was in there for a pretty long time, but she got out the crying that she had been building in her, ready to explode.

She cried for her mom, she cried for her father who abandons her in her Aunt's care, she cried for herself. It was all coming out.

And sure she felt like an absolute shit, hence the crying but the sobbing out felt nice.

After spending how long in the bathroom, she made sure she didn't look like a pretty mess from crying.

She found Sunghoon in their bedroom, laying in his bed and looking at his phone, presumably waiting for her. He looked up at Y/N when she went in and gave her a sad, sympathetic smile.

"Wipe that pity look off your face and bring me home", she said, feeling the need to distract herself from life.

She wanted any distraction. And yes, she's kind of using this person in front of her as anti-depressant, but can people really judge her if Sunghoon was ready to offer himself to her?

"Woah woah", he chuckled as she climbed on the bed and went to his side, "Didn't I tell you that you'll stay here?"

"And why should I when I can work?", she quipped back at him.

"We could work on this", Sunghoon grinned at her before he sat up and brought her lips to his, putting one of his hands on the side of her face while supporting himself with the other.

They carried on for a few more seconds, the kiss growing in intensity as they went along.

"Wait, what if one of your friends burge in on us?", Y/N broke away, slightly out of breath.

"No, because they'll be too busy in trying out the new game in the living room", Sunghoon replied, resuming the kiss.

Another few moments later, she pulled away again and tried to make sense of what's happening.

"We were not even together, so why are we doing this? Are we even a thing?", she looked up at him. She placed her hands through his hair and continued talking.

"I - I just don't want to be hurt again, you know?", her voice came out breathy and thin as she tried to keep herself collected.

"What if I were to say that I already love you?", he asked with a chuckle, and she couldn't tell if he was joking or not.

"Please", she breathed out and groaned as he lightly kiss her on the lips.

As Y/N laid her head on his chest, he ran his fingers through her hair and thought about how much he was utterly infatuated with her.

He'd say it was dangerous how much he was devoted to her in just a short time, but what the hell did she have to lose?

She honestly was the best thing in his life for ages.