I see yellow, everything is yellow, I put my hands out in front of me but I can't see them and I realize that I myself am also engulfed in yellow. I imagined death more peaceful than this.

I feel hot, more like I'm slowly roasting over a fire, this can't be heaven so it must be hell. I hear the sadist laugh of the devil, I know it's him, I've heard that laugh. I start to run, trying to get as far away as possible from that laugh but the laugh only gets stronger as I run blindly forward but still get no where.

The yellow flames engulf me, causing my tears to boil as they fall down my face.

~

I open my eyes to see the familiar yellow ceiling, did the devil decide to torture me more? Is this my personally designed hell?

" You're awake, good. "

The devil says but I keep my eyes on the sadist yellow.

" Maybe you can explain why the fuck I found you nearly drowning in your own blood! "

He screams at me but I don't say a word, maybe I can make him mad enough for him to kill me. My wrist hurts but I know it's not bleeding anymore, I guess he knows how to stitch up cuts due to Maria.

" Just fucking talk to me! I just want to hear your voice! "

He screams, a sob escaping his lips.

" Why couldn't you just leave me there? "

I say quietly, making him shut up.

" Why couldn't you just let me die? Do you not see that I want to die? Do you not see that I'm miserable? Just let me fucking die! "

I scream at him sobbing and the next thing I know he is hovering over me, with tears streaming down his face.

" I'm not letting you leave me! I love you and I'm not letting you go! "

He screams in my face.

" Just tell me how to make it better and I will, I'll do anything. "

He says, sobbing into my shoulder.

" There's only two ways out of this. "

He removes his face from my shoulder and looks at me.

" What? I'll do anything. "

" Either I die or you die. "

I reply monotone, I don't even know if I would still want to live if he was dead, even if he's dead that doesn't mean the memories will vanish.

" There has to be something I can do, other then that. I love you, I don't want you to be like this. "

" Yet Maria turned out exactly how I'm turning out, how many girls have to die before you see the damage you're causing? "

" I never loved her! You're the only one I love and you love me too! You're just missing your freedom, that's all. "

I glare at him and get close to his face.

" I will NEVER love you. You ruined my life, you ruined Maria's life and I will never love someone as self centered and insane as you, if you think you can change my mind even for a second you're living a lie. "

I can see the yellow flames in his eyes, stronger than they have ever been before.

" I've played nice as long as I can love but I'm afraid that you have taken advantage of my kindness. If I can't make you love me, then I will have to make your body love me, I will start with your body and eventually you will burn for me just as I do for you. "

He whispers in my ear. My eyes widen as I take in his words and I start to move around, trying to get away from him but I'm chained up as usual.

" I hate you! Just let me go I don't love you! "

I scream at him but his ears are long gone and his eyes have all the power.