Before I start this, this is an incredibly serious topic, if you are not comfortable reading this please do not continue reading, if you are going through a hard time please speak to someone about it, trust me, I know, it will be easier.

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Jaedens POV all the way through

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As I walk into the house I wonder where y/n is, I haven't seen her in a while since I've recently been filming the book of Henry, face time calls aren't good enough,

"Y/n?!" I say lurking around the living room and kitchen, I feel excited but my excitement soon turns to sheer panic as I see the medicine cupboard open and the cutlery draw open,

"Y/N?" I say a little louder rushing up the stairs into our bedroom, when I walk into our room my face drops when I see small tiny pills scattered over the floor, then I hear the water.

" Y/N BABY!!" I yell, Thrashing against the bathroom door, After afew kicks I manage to open the door, I rush inside the bathroom, and my heart just starts gunning.

"No no no no Y/N!!" I run over to the bathtub, filled with red water, I lift her up out of the bath and see both her arms are full of deep gashes, Luckily she's still breathing, but her eyes are rolling back drifting out of consciousness,

" SOMEBODY HELP ME!!" I yell, somehow someone must've found out because all of a sudden the ambulance brigade come rushing in, pulling her out of my arms.

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Time skip to hospital

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4:30pm,4:31pm,4:32pm, every minute that passed the more I grew impatient, The doctor called emergency, she lost a lot of blood, the room looked like a murder scene,

" Mr leiberher?" The doctor calls me over,

"Excuse me for the words I'm about to say but, I'm sorry for your loss" I feel my body collapse onto the floor, my own girl, my world, my happiness, she was gone, actually gone.

And it's all my fault, I never knew, I never even bothered to ask, This is all my fault