"No! No! No! Stop you can't take him away from Him STOP!" A piercing voice called desperately while a man was being taken away from Dementors, "STOP! NO STOP!" A woman screamed trying to get away from the binds which tightly held her, "GIVE HIM A TRIAL! CROUCH! GIVE HIM A TRIAL!" It was Luciana black.

Luciana Black had been pregnant with what they call Y/n for three months now and it was after the tragic death of Luciana's best friend Lily Evans and her husband James Potter did Luciana became emotionally unstable. She did not like the things she used to, she didn't each much, barely drank-If it wasn't for Sirius she would have been dead a long time ago. Today was the funeral of Lily and James Potter, What were her last words to James she recalled- "How can we trust you?" James eyed Luciana suspiciously as if she was a parasite, Luciana avoided eye contact. She knew it was not time for the fight, and she did not want to fight James Potter. "You not strong! You not brave enough the sorting hats made one huge mistake" Snarled James.

Lily and Sirius turned to James, "James! Luciana has extensive knowledge of protective Enchantments, and-" Lily explained knowing her best friend would not try to get into a lot of fights, "Lily it's alright he's just trying to protect you." Luciana softly said but it had sadness laced around every word, How could James think she would ever rat them out? Lily, was like the sister she never had. Was James saying this because she was the godmother of the Malfoy's son Draco? Draco Malfoy? And because she was close to Narcissa? Sirius looked at his wife, recently she was always lost, sad, and distant. "Prongs" Sirius called out firmly.

"Pads! This woman will rat us all out and we'll die honestly you can do much better." Prongs insensitively remarked. Luciana looked at the floor with warm tears pouring onto her cheek, "Now that's it Prongs!" Sirius barked, he took Luciana's shoulders and rubbed them, " She might not always argue like how you and I do, she might be quiet and speak only when needed but-"

"But that does not mean she is not strong!" Lily added furiously at her husband to talk like that, Luciana smiled through the pain "That's okay you can have another secret keeper. Who you'd want to trust."

"Lucie," Lily said softly, Luciana looked at her "No problem Lily the thing is you all should be safe If you James think I'm not good enough I'll step aside and you can have a more trustable keeper, Just please James let me put the protective enchantments, I won't be able to betray you-"

"My love... Don't listen to James, you're the strongest woman I know, and please don't-"

"Padfoot the woman is for the sake-"

"What?" Scowled Sirius "What is she? Don't you dare Prongs to insult her in front of me-"

"Sirius it's fine just warn Dumbledore the secret keeper is changed"

"I'm not allowing you to do the enchantments." Luciana looked at James "Why? Why shouldn't I? Is it that you can do better!?"

"Your not str-"

"That is for me to tell James! Look you might hate me alright! and I can't help it anymore so go on and hate me, honestly, now I don't know why I gave a damn on your stupid opinion, But I love Lily and my husband and I love Harry. I won't betray anyone, I am not chosen as an enchantment specialist for nothing" Lily gasped "You got it?" She breathed "I just accepted it this morning."

Sirius smiled proudly "You're not the secret keeper it is all!"

"Your wishes James," Luciana said.

Luciana felt warm tears was she going to attend this funeral on her own? With Sirius in Azkaban and Lily and James dead, Lily picked the flowers "I'm sorry Lily, James I've let you down I'm sorry."

Luciana made her way to the cemetery where she spotted a few close relatives and Dumbledore with Severus who looked heartbroken, She slowly barely balancing herself made her way towards him she put her head on his neck, "Doesn't matter now, does it? I loved her?" Right now Luciana's first heartbreak flooded in-

Luciana became close to Severus and Lily over their years at Hogwarts, and though bullied by the Marauders it was never that serious it was around this time Luciana slowly fell deeply in love with Severus, did Severus love her the way she loved him? Or was Lily for him? Luciana watched from afar how happy Lily and Severus were, was she the oddball?

"Severus?" Luciana softly began when they were studying for charms she had already warm tears streaming, "Luciana what happened? Why are you-"

"Let me finish...." Luciana was shaking she knew he wasn't going to get him, no but she had to confess "Severus I don't want to ruin what we have as friends, But I fear I may never be able to tell you this again... Severus I-I Love you" Luciana breathed. Severus world stopped she loved him? No why? He loved Lily. "Luciana" He began "I'm very sorry I-Love Lily." Severus began he knew he had broken Luciana, "I know Severus I know, you and Lily are meant to be, I don't want to ruin this we can still be friends right?"

"Of course Lucie, I love you just as in a sister," Severus said. Luciana took a deep breath "Thank you...Is it okay if I leave now? I'm tired?" Luciana whispered, Snape knew she was heartbroken "Yes" He didn't know what else to say. Luciana cried all the way.

To the corner Lily and Sirius with Remus closely listened the sight was so heartbreaking, Sirius stared at the girl with something he never felt...Love.

Luciana blinked with tears flooding Snape's robes, Luciana didn't know what to say was she alone? Was she with no one? She closed her eyes again remembering the day Black was sent to Azkaban.

"CROUCH! NO NO! DON'T DO THIS! GIVE HIM A TRIAL! A FAIR TRIAL!" Luciana was screaming she lost Frank Longbottom, Alice Longbottom her friends, James and Lily Potter, Remus and Snape was out of touch and now her baby Y/n was at stake by the Dark Lord and now she was losing her husband?" Luciana desperately cried helplessly "CROUCH!" Luciana bellowed "I CAN'T LOSE HIM! JAMES HE WAS RIGHT! I WAS NOT STRONG ENOUGH-"

Sirius saw Luciana crying as his eyes held with tears, he was never going to be with Luciana, he was never going to see his baby grow, fate never had this planned. "LUCIANA MY LOVE" Bellowed louder Sirius "YOU ARE STRONG! PLEASE FIGHT FOR Y/N DON'T LET HER GO! I LOVE YOU, I SWEAR ON JAMES AND LILY'S GRAVE THAT RAT WILL DIE."

"Come back my love." Luciana collapsed clutching on her bump, "Your all I have left my beloved, all I have now!" Luciana cried helplessly.

She opened her eyes again why just why?

Luciana was tracked through her sorrows and pain by Bellatrix and Joanna

"CRUCIO! CRUCIO! CRUCIO! CRUCIO!" Bellatrix cackled screaming as Luciana begged and begged, "Please m-my baby... please I beg of you...." Bellatrix cackled harder than ever.

"CRUCIO!" Joanna laughed as if gone insane, "YOUR BABY IS DEAD INSIDE THE WOMB" Several hours passed when Aurors arrived they took Luciana in, "H-he-lp please! oh oh! my water it's breaking" The Aurors were shocked taking the woman to ST. Mungos immediately.

Though the labor was hard through her condition she had to make one push, She thought on Sirius and pushed. Luciana looked into her eyes.

She cried as she cradled you, "Oh my" She gasped "Oh my sweet sweet angel you are! Y/n Lily Black." She cried, she was running out of breath and she knew she was dying "NURSES!" She screamed and looked into your eyes, "I love you my sweet angel you're strong, your brave your my star that never faded away, My time has come I love you thank you Y/n." Luciana kissed your forehead before writing a parchment of your godmother and barely giving it to the nurses before she closed her eyes.

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You woke up in tears as it streamed down your eyes, "It's okay Y/n it was an nightmare" Snape was next to you with your friends. You clutched his robes, and softly chocked "It wasn't a dream Uncle it was the story of my Mother Luciana Black, What I had learnt on her was a lie! You lied to me! Narcissa lied to me... The memory she had shown me in the pensive in third year was a dream! on how Luciana wished it...it was! She died after giving birth through the cruciatus curse to me! You lied! Luciana died with an broken heart she only lived for me." You sobbed pushing yourself away from your uncle, Your Uncle had soft eyes which glistened with tears "She was born while crying and met her end crying, yet her soul is here she's trying to protect me!"

"Y/n dear-" Snape chocked "I can't Uncle I can't this happened because of me Voldemort he knew I was in my mother's womb and wanted me! I WAS THE REASON THEY ALL DIED!" You cried "Y/n please...Luciana to thought everything was her fault and she died believing that!" Your uncle tried.

"Why!?"

"I'm sorry Y/n" Your Uncle hugged you.