There was a sweet smell of coco in the air, with Christmas break. Upon the insistence reluctantly may you add your coming to the Black house. You had told Harry and Ron you would much rather stay in Hogwarts, But Hermione talked you into coming with her she had insisted that she was coming to and you couldn't leave her alone.

The reason was simple you didn't want to end up in tears. Sirius loves Harry so much, the way he embraces him, talks so proudly about him... Couldn't he see? You had recently discovered your loving and caring father Lucius is not here? So reluctantly you were catching the train you wished to be at Hogwarts, Maybe have more time to talk to Dumbeldore and your Godfather.

"N/n are you ready? Come on quickly the train will leave in an hour we need to have breakfast." Ron shouted. You took a deep breath "Coming Ron."

Taking your trunk, and your backpack you headed with your friends to the great hall. This was going to be your first ever Christmas without the Malfoy's. The food was so very festive after forty five minutes of eating you all made it to the Train.

"You still don't want to come N/n?" Harry sympathetically asked after he noticed you were not saying anything "Huh-mm.. this will be my first Christmas without the Malfoy's Harry, and I've still not quite gone over that shock... I never expected to loose them in one night you see Draco has been very distant.. Not that you will notice it, but he just doesn't spend much time like we used to Hogesmade trips, Even cloth shopping, and doing a lot of things.. I remember in the first year he asked me that I've been distant and the very next day we went to Hogesmade together.

I just don't want to talk to my dad to end up in an fight, and shouting horrible things at me

I'm just trying to protect myself." You said a little ashamed.

Harry nodded "Sure but maybe this choice might resolve the ice between you and Sirius."

"Besides N/n" Hermione started "You can find out exactly what is happening because Sirius has to talk, you will be locked--"

"Oh I almost forgot won't the Weaslys be suspicious--" Ron cut you off short.

"We have sent an owl to them they know this will be happening." Ron reassured you.

"Just relax N/n everything will be fine." Hermione added.

"I really hope so guys if it won't I probably will loose my mind."

After finding an empty compartment for the three of you Harry began telling you what has been happening with him.

"I dreamed of Voldemort again, I keep seeing him the night he returned when he killed Cedric. I hear him hiss... I've told Sirius but he keeps telling me it's just a dream."

"Harry is it okay if I can ask you a few questions will you answer each one of them?" You asked Harry who was sitting next to Ron.

"You have an answer don't you Y/n?" Hermione asked.

"I do but I need to be absolutely sure" You started "Harry how long have these dreams been going on? Have you seen him forever... No that can't be possible, Did it start when Voldemort returned?"

"Yeah after that night at the Graveyard I keep seeing him, rarely but yes."

"Hmm How do you feel when he is close by?"

"My forehead feels like it will burst with pain along my scar my head hurts terribly. That is how I know he is near."

"You can hear him talk?"

"Yeah Parsletounge that."

"Now for the final question do you feel it as a dream?"

"No absolutely not, terrible than a nightmare!" Harry almost exclaimed.

"Soo? N/n what do you think?" Ron asked curiously at you.

"Harry do you know why Professor Snape teaches you Occlumency?"

"To shield his mind from you-know-who right Y/n?" Hermione asked quickly.

"Yes, but after you have told me this Harry you have a connection with Voldemort's mind. Something similar with mine you feel your scar hurt when he is near by."

"How do you feel Y/n when he is near by" Harry asked looking at you.

your cheeks heated up instantly, you could feel warm butterflies in your stomach you could feel the blush in your cheeks now. You nervously cleared your throat as The three of them shared a look.

"Well?" Ron asked waiting for you to began, Hoping dearly you wouldn't say you had a crush on him or something. Hermione looked at you hoping the same as Ron so as Harry.

"W--well I" You tried to calm the butterflies this didn't look normal at all.

"N/n you alright?" Harry asked.

"Of course sorry I just don't talk about him, How I felt is close to him all the dreams I'd see -My soul would feel so lighted and so mesmerized understand?" You tried to explain it to them you didn't care if they knew you had a crush on Tom not Voldemort.

"So you like him??" Harry asked.

You nodded "I'm sorry I promise I won't betray it's a childish crush"

Hermione hugged you "We are so glad you trusted us with this and don't worry even if your in love we will never leave you."

Harry nodded "I'm less than unhappy right now but I'll go with you."

"Though it is the craziest thing."

"Do you mind if I meet Draco I just want to see him." You smiled so gratefully.

They all nodded, you got up exiting the compartment you came out and took a breath of relief it was like a weight had been taken from your shoulder they were supporting like your parents, this gave you a huge confidence to trust them.

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You found Draco in an Compartment with Blaise and Pansy.

"Draco do you mind?--"

"No not at all sis." Draco got up coming out of the compartment. "Wanted to wish you happy holidays." You smiled and then pulled out a small package and kissed his cheek "I'm sorry Dray, About that day when I yelled at you, Nothing and I mean nothing I said was true I love you! the best brother, And I will never ever get over the truth if you will leave my life I feel really guilty. You don't have to forgive me ever but please give me a chance?" You smiled sadly.

You felt Draco hug you and you instantly returned the gesture "Of course I'll forgive you Sis! And I'm sorry I over reacted you can fight for what you believe oh one more thing just one second." He kissed your cheek and returned to the compartment and pulled out a small box and came outside.

"We may not be able to celebrate Christmas together our first one, but a present here Merry Christmas to the most annoying sis." Draco smirked knowing it will piss you off, But you payed no heed to it there it was a pink paper with a white bow. You were pretty used to seeing these shades (It is your favorite color) The package was just the exact small as your own which you had for Draco

"I'm getting pretty used to this shade I love it thank you oddly this package is as small as mine" You said happily carefully taking the package. You then pulled out the gift for Draco it was a white package which glittered and a green and silver bow very similar to the one you had just gotten.

"To the most idiotic brother one can have, who taught me the difference of being stupid and crazy" You smirked referring to the Buckbeak incident "I love you from the best sister here for you."

Draco smirked back "Wonder what you have gotten me--"

"Ah-ah Draco dear remember Christmas today is not Christmas, Open it on Christmas or you will ruin the fun." You slightly pushed him.

"And what if I open it now?"

"Really Dray? Open it at Christmas"

"Ok" Draco rolled his eyes.

"Pinkie- Promise?" You asked this was as close to an Unbreakable vow once this was done you both would never break it. Draco huffed but entangled his little finger with yours.

"Pinkie promise to not open the green bow till Christmas"

"As do I." You smiled.

"Oh Y/n are we doing our Christmas tradition?" Draco mused.

"If you can make it then obviously yes."

Draco hugged you going in the compartment.

"I might as well wish you both Merry Christmas now, Merry Christmas Blaise, Pansy" The nodded you gave them two chocolate bars.

"Hey Sis for me??" Draco immediately said you laughed he was still the same.

You kissed him "All I can give you is my love." Draco pouted you threw him to an bar.

"Merry Christmas" Blaise finally said. "Yeah Merry Christmas Black" Pansy to said.

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You had all reached the house you, Harry and Ron entered in the headquarters Mrs Weasly came outside and she spotted you first and smiled so cheerfully you to smiled.

"Oh Y/n dear!" She exclaimed she kissed your cheek "Come in dear almost time for lunch do you want to freshen up?" Molly asked.

"Sure an good bath will do I'm feeling quite slimy." You smiled.

"No worries dear you can use the washroom of the second floor opposite to Harry's room, Kreacher's having your room cleaned.

"I'll do that." You smiled as your luggage levitated you went to the Dinning hall your father along with Mr Weasly and to your surprise Remus and Tonks were there to.

Tonks noticed you she clumsily walked up knocking almost knocking a pot "Hi Y/n I--"

"Tonks uncle moony told me so many nice things about you" You smiled.

"Uncle moony?" Tonks asked confused.

"That's me" Remus said from the table "That's the name she picked ever since the third year."

"Ooo really?" Tonks asked "Then what about for Snape?"

"Snivellus of course" Sirius said smirking at Remus.

"No it's actually Uncle."

"Just uncle??" Remus asked shocked.

"Just uncle" You repeated.

"You named me Uncle Moony?"

"Now I can't name uncle Snape as uncle one and uncle moony as uncle two can I?"

The whole house herd the conversation and busted to a laughter fit even Sirius laughed.

"Q--quit d-down everyone, we don't want anyone to hear us" Arthur said though he to was in a laughter mess.

"Gosh N/n wonder where you get these lines!"

"Oi, Freddie looks like she is replacing us!"

"No Georgie we just got to take that place."

In this the laugh just got louder until Tonks silenced everyone.

"Gosh that was good anyway I just wanted to learn what lessons you have all learned morals?" Molly suddenly asked starting from you Sirius.

"To not laugh in a safe house." Sirius smirked earning chuckles.

"To drink water cause I'm thirsty" You suddenly said they again laughed louder.

"Y/n please stop my stomach hurts!" Harry said laughing.

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