You were in your dorm and no one was there you just stared at the ceiling. Only a few months had gone by, but something bad was going to happen you could sense it, especially with the DADA professor it is like he does not want to teach he is stalling. Then it hit you maybe my grandmother she must know something about your biological dad. What happened then you thought about that boy Tom Riddle you muttered he was close but not who he used to be he looked as if he was dead. Your thoughts were abruptly stopped when Mione walked in. Y/N she told you fainted you do not look too good.

Yeah, I will be fine you gave her the warmest but the fakest smile.

Look N/N you do not always have to hide your feelings and fake a smile you do not have to pretend everything is alright. You understood she looked through your act, you decided not to tell her about the boy. Mione, what do I tell you? You sighed It is so frustrating my mind wanders on to my parents, my mother I can not have a moment you know when I just can relax and for once do not have to worry about what is wrong going to happen it has been happening for years I neither can get used to it nor can I block it sometimes I wish to Obliviate myself and think off nothing.

Oh N/N I am so sorry I can not stop it But I will be there for you she said hugging you. You sighed and hugged her back thankyou Hermione. I will try to open up but no promises alright? Hmmm, she said.

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On Christmas-

N/n wake up Ron said it is Christmas I smiled and got dressed and went down stairs I saw books from the muggle world, Potion books, Spell books , Defence dark arts books, And some dark arts books

( You were not mad you found the dark arts books intruging)

You saw a package with beautiful Slytherin colors you went to pick it up

It was from your dad

Darling,

I was hopping to see you this Christmas anyway I herd that you fainted and you insisted you did not wanted to go to the hospital wing. I know you do not fancy hospitals but do take care. Happy Christmas. I will see you at summer.

Yours truly,

from your dad,

You opened it to find a beautifull diamond earrings-

You smiled wow Y/n Ron said your mother has good taste.

It is from my father.

You saw package from your mother full of dresses, stockings, boots, heels, Frocks and all sorts of dresses gifts from your parents you got an very old parchment off map You thought to look into that. From Draco you got candies, Choclates and a slytherin ring.

You levitated the gifts guys I need to write a few letters Merry Christmas Harry, Ron

Merry christmas Y/n they both said

Dear Mum Dad and Draco,

Thank you for all the gifts. Each one off them is very beautifull and elegant. Thank you dad for those pair off earrings they are in my favroite colour as well. I really miss all of you.

Yours truly

Y/N

You sent a letter to YOUR GRANDPARENTS and your other friend including Mione.

You came downstairs to see Harry putting his cloack wow I am invisible

It is your fathers I said it is really rare now you have something off your dad's I said smiling at him.

Guys before I go-

Where do you want to go? Harry asked.

For the first time I know where I want too go now listen. When I was talking to Hagrid when I went to gringots he mentioned something off a stone first all I knew is that whoever drinks the liquid makes the drinker imortal so I went to the library yesterday night and found out it was made by an alchemist Nichloas Flamel Hermione helped me to. It is on high security and you know who might be after this. He has been drinking the unicorn's blood to surrvive might be having a very pathetic life.

Before I could continue

Harry replied wait you sneaked to the library in the night?

If you know Voldemort has been drinking Unicorn blood you must have gone to the Forbidden Forest alone!! Harry said understanding. Yes I know I was not supposed to but people here are under danger and you know what is even bizzare? Voldemort is in Hogwarts I can sense it? I can sense dark forces the most is with Quirrel he is to know good. You replied back.

They looked so shocked like they were going to fall from there places. I know this is a lot to digest I know I should not have hidden it but I needed to be absolutely sure. But now I know.

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Guys come I have to show you something Harry said. I immediately knew what he wanted to show me as I guessed he took me and Ron to the mirror of erised.

He went Harry, I said slowly I know what you see but it is not real it shows our depest desire many people have wasted there lives looking at this mirror it should not even be here. It shows no future,. You walked to it and stood in front you saw your Father and your Mother and a very handsome boy. Tom Marvolo Riddle I muttered and stepped aside. Woah I can see myself holding the Quiditch cup Ron said. You pointed your wand it and it despired. The last thing we want is to be decieved I said walking away. They nodded and followed you.

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We were having dinner when george said next to me Y/N Harry he said. I turned to look at Harry he was deep in thought. I walked up to him slowly. Harry you can not change what has happened. Neither can I change what happened to my mum. I miss her to as much as you miss your parents. Harry they are here who knows in front off you. You do not have to see them to believe it you just need to feel it. They will be looking out for you so proud off you just believe in it. I know you wanted to look at the mirror but it is not the best for you.

Thank you Y/n you are the best you know you can tell me to.

I smiled at Harry Thank you, I will try but it won't be easy.

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