Some days had past without Him. I have sat on my couch wishing for him again all this time. I don't eat, i don't sleep, all I do is watch the tv day and night to distract myself.

Maggie came to see me so did Harry, they wanted to know why i was feeling like this. Bucky visited me.

My dad would be sweet with me afraid of tearing me up more.

"Hey, y/n can you please get up!"

Dad saw me getting emotional and quiet while I sit on the couch.

"what?"

I whispered.

"Come you're getting off that couch! I don't know what is bothering you! Ever since you came back from Peter Parker kidnapping you-you have been like umm like...."

He got mad real fast. I got up from the couch and started saying,

"Dad, Pe-peter Par-parker saved me and you don't understand that!"

He walked up to me and gave me a confused look.

"What are you talking?! This the most you have talked in a while to anyone y/n! I wanna know what happen!"

"Oh my god dad!" I walked pasted him walking almost out the door done with this.

"Where do you think you're going young lady!" I turned around and looked at him.

"dad," I started quietly. "I'm really hurt right now, okay? I'm not going to get in detail but you don't understand is that... someone betrayed me and i don't know how to find them they didn't want anything to do with me. And they were a very important person in my life."

Tony grabbed my wrist.

"What do you mean, y/n?" Tony was scared of what I were speaking.

I ran out of the door not wanting to see Tony's face of disappointment.

I walked for minutes but felt like hours in the rain. Just walking for no reason, thinking about Peter like everyday.

But today he felt closer to me. I heard the footsteps following me. I turned a corner and the shadow was stalking me.

I speed up my walking. I felt the pull of my arm into the alley. I tried to scream but they covered my mouth.

"y/n! y/n! it's okay! it's me!" I turned around to see Steve Rogers. I let a sigh.

"Steve? Why? What?" He looked out the alley to check.

"Look y/n go home. Tony was calling to see if you came by to get away from him. Look y/n what ever he did was to protect you."

He wrapped his arm my shoulder. "It's not Tony Stark that I was thinking about." I confessed. "Then who?" He seem like i don't know but he seemed weird. "Peter Parker."

Poor girl. She really did miss him. They barely knew each other but Peter and her were soulmates.

Peter couldn't stop talking about her. About the first time they met he felt like that y/n was her home.

"Oh. Why?" I responded acting stupid. "ummm"

She seems like she doesn't really trust me with the information I already knew. "It's nothing but ummmm he let me go. And I'm just confused why. That's all."

She lied, she was lying I could tell. I reached Stark Tower which wasn't that far away.

"This is where we part ways, y/n. See you soon." I said kindly.

"See ya Rogers." And walked in the Tower. I sigh loudly. That was a close one. I hopped into my car and drove to the apartment.

I open the door with my keys. I saw Peter on the window watching the Stark Tower very carefully.

"Peter!" He flinched and turned to me. "what Steve?"

He turned from emotional to hatred. "That was close! I saw the spiders creeping at her! When you just going to the Tower and tell her that you're in New York? "

He looked at me with no expression.

"Never. She's better without me dude."

I walked up to him making eye contact really close.

"I'm not your dude. And do you really think parting from your one soulmate is going to keep you apart? Do you not know soulmates work?"

I asked. "What are trying to say Rogers." He responded.

"Peter, how long will you think you can hide from her? She will find out sooner or later because guess what she's your soulmate! And when she finds out she's not going to be mad at me Peter. Or Natasha, or Bucky, Peter. She's going to be mad at you for leaving her when you said you would protect her."

I pointed my pointer finger on his shoulder pushing him lightly. "I am protecting her! if i'm her life i will destroy everything." He truth thought. I responded to him,

"If you are not in her life, she will destroy herself."

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