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Honestly, Stokeley is so stupid. I can't believe I'm actually helping him to do this. In my life, it's literally problem after problem after problem. They never end.

Good thing Ayleks might be able to help me. We met when we were teens at a detention center, we were both troubling kids and instantly became friends.

We've kept in touch for a long time and I still have her contact in my phone but we haven't been talking too much since everything, plus she has a life and problems of her own so our time don't necessarily intertwine as much as we'd like, but she let me know that whatever I need, she's here to help. And I'm pretty sure when she said she's here to help with whatever I need, it's not to cover that my significant other is gay to his parents.

"Jahseh, really?" She says over the phone.

"I know, it's a weird situation, Ayleks, but look, I need your help."

"With what? You want me to play a role?"

"Yeah..I need you to be his 'girlfriend' for a time."

"Jah, you know that this can't go on forever. They're gonna start asking for grandkids, asking when we'll get married, all of that. The truth needs to come out now or..soon at least." She says.

I sigh, "I know."

"But, I'll help you guys..for now." She says. "What's his name?"

"Stokeley."

"Everyone Just has some weird ass names." She says chuckling

"Shut up, your name sounds like a demon you can summon in a ouija board."

She laughs, "It's because I am a demon you can summon on a ouija board, bitch!"

"I noticed." I said rolling my eyes.

We talk a little bit more before she hang up. I don't know how this whole cover up is going to go, but I know better.

I know that I shouldn't be entertaining this. I kind of want to see what Stoke's parents might say if the truth came out. Hopefully not what happened with me.

I've distanced myself from the group because a lot of shit is on my mind. No I don't cook, or burn bibles, I use that as an default excuse so niggas would just assume I was on some satanic shit.

Although that little group I had was real, I know Jesus loves me, for the holy bible tells me so.

But anyway, I'm not gonna sit here and front. Jordan been clapping the fuck out of My cheeks, on god and everyone else. Jordan's the freak bitch though, he was high key tryna hit but I said no for a while because of his fucked up back.

Of course I KNEW Jordan's back was alright because That Orlando trip was long ago, I just did that shit to tease him. So super short story time. He comes over and we end up doing to the do, I didn't even know my mans was gay or whatever he might be. So that's that.

Side note, from all the men and women I've been with, I've never fucked a guy. So Jordan kinda sorta took my virginity. Everyone else doesn't know that though.

I'm the type of nigga that if you don't ask I won't tell. If no one ever asks, I'm never going to tell. It's going to become obvious to a point if this is how Jordan and I are going to go about but for now, it's if you know, you know. And now you know.

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