"He in Orlando?" I told Shayaa.

"How you know that?" He asked me

"I know because I tapped his phone, I know where he is at all times. Or at least where his phone is. He wit' that lizard nigga, Michael. And his cousins, Kentrell, and the twins, Cordae and Nick. He told me about them a long time ago when we was dating." I explained to him. "I want you to go over there

"Why I gotta go there for? Michael already over there." Shayaa says.

"That nigga don't work with us anymore. That's why I got something for you to do." I said.

"What? You want me to get Michael?"

"Nah." I said getting up. "I don't want you to just get this nigga. I want you to kill him and get Jahseh, okay? Anyone that interfere, kill them too. I need Jahseh to come home, you hear me?"

He shuddered a little bit then relaxes, "Yes. I hear you. I'll bring him by tonight."

We were at the strip club and it wasn't all that for me, because you know. It was a very extravagant experience though, not gonna lie.

I saw Jahseh sitting near the bar drinking something. I guess he's not having the best time either. I walk over to him and sit next to him.

"Hey." I said into his ear so so he would be able to hear me.

"Hey." He responded.

"Why aren't you having fun?" I asked.

"What?" He asked

"Why aren't you having fun?" I repeated louder.

He grabbed my hand and lead me through the dancing and drunk crowd of people, pushing some people out of the way that wouldn't move and lead me out into the lounge, where it was quieter.

"What were you saying?" He asks.

"I asked..I asked if you were uncomfortable at all." I lied

I got a text from Shayaa saying something about coming to Orlando for some "business." I don't know why he really needed to tell me this, while I AM in Orlando with Jahseh. I knew it wasn't for any business, it was probably Jefferey's sociopathic, psychotic ass trying to get Shayaa to do his dirty work for him. Why do you think he's named '21 Savage' around Jefferey's "business" bullshit? I'll let you take a good guess, you're is as good as mine.

He mentioned that he figured we were in Orlando and wanted to pay a visit BY TONIGHT. He said 'he wasn't finna hurt us or nothing, maybe we could chill.' Fuck that. This nigga has held people hostage, had sex with people against their will (rape) because he kisses Jefferey's ass and follows whatever this corrupted bitch does and many many more. Hell, he probably killed 21 people and so his name 21 savage, iSsA MuRdErEr faceass. He never used to act like this, he used to be a good guy, I don't know what has gotten into him or possessed him. I don't know who told him that it was alright to do these things but he's changed drastically, and it had to be because of Jahseh. When Jahseh left him, he went mad.

Jahseh deserves way better. No I'm not saying he deserves a little bitch like me, he already had me and I blew it fucking a hoe. In fact, he needs someone better than me, way. Way. Way. Better. Someone like Stokeley.

Overall, I didn't want to ruin Jahseh's plans with his cousins because I know how much he wanted to see his cousins, and how much he missed them and wanted to have fun and spend time with them. I'm not going to scare him, Kentrell or the twins into cancelling a good night they could have because of my dumbass.

"Michael, I've made sure to push off any weird drunk dudes that want to hook up, I'm fine."

"No, no. Like..have you seen..anyone staring at you? Or do you notice someone following you at all? During the day? Tonight?" I said.

"N-no. Michael? Are you okay? Do you want me to get the guys so we can leave?" He says getting nervous

"No. No. No, not all all. Don't kill your fun because of me." I said.

He nodded, obviously questioning my words but shrugged it off.

"Okay. Well, whenever you feel you want to leave just come get me, or Kentrell or the twins, they'll help you." Jahseh reminded me.

"Yeah, yeah yeah. Of course. Thanks." I said. He gave me a soft smile then he kissed me on the cheek and left me standing in the lounge alone.

I tried to sleep tonight but I couldn't. I would keep jolting awake every time I collide my eyes. I tried watching some TV, reading but I can't fucking read, doing things that hold normally put me to bed. I fell sleepy, went to lay down, closed my eyes but the cycle continued. I kept getting up and having this bad feeling. It's probably because Jahseh wasn't here and I'm lonely but I don't really feel that lonely. I feel scared.

Jahseh is probably asleep by now and I don't want to bother him so I just went to him room and sat on his bed. I keep having this bad feeling that something is going to happen. I don't know what, I can't fucking figure it out and it's making me frustrated. Why can't I go to sleep but I can have this bad feeling that won't let me sleep.

It's not me being lonely, I don't feel lonely, I feel scared for whatever Jahseh is doing right now. I feel scared for Jahseh and his cousins and Michael. They're safe though, I really have nothing to worry myself about.

Jahseh is safe, Michael is safe, his cousins are safe. They're all safe. Even if I have to stay up all night convincing myself they're safe, that's what I'm going to do. They are safe.