It feels so good to be back to sex again. It's been so long since I been a hoe, being trapped by Jeffery for so long and us never been intimate, I felt like a virgin.

"Fuck.." He said as I bounced on his dick, him holding my hips for more control. The headboard hitting on the wall and the bed squeaking filling the room along with grunting and moaning. Soon we finished and started putting on our clothes in silence.

"So..uh, you said your name was Josiah..?" He says breaking the silence. My god, why can't anyone remember Jahseh, it that fuckin hard, is it?

I roll my eyes and chuckle, "Jahseh." I said correcting him, putting on my shoes. "Yours?" I ask. "Michael." He says as he lights a blunt. I look at him, examining his features. His red dreads falling over his face, his face having freckles sprinkled all on it. The number "14" tattooed in the middle of his forehead. I probably been staring too long so I snap out of it.

"I should go. Thank you for..this." I say getting up and starting to leave.

"Wait. Go out the window, my girlfriend comes home around this time." He says. I stop in my tracks and look at him.

"Your girl- okay, I'll use the window." I say walking over to the window still trying to understand what he said.

Jahseh's friend, Miles, is a weird guy. Ever since we reunited with Jahseh, I guess I've wanted to make the friend group bigger. We already have 5 other dumbasses, why not have 2 more.

Not that Jah or Miles are dumbasses, I'm just saying. But I've learned that Miles is Jahseh's best friend and basically stuck with him since he dropped out of high school years ago. He said Jahseh had multiple dreams after high school, and wanted to go to college one day but it was stripped away because of one person. He wouldn't tell me who or what made him give up on his dreams but I know that Jahseh has been through a bit.

"I've been texting Jahseh all damn day and he hasn't replied. He usually is quick to reply."

He reads the texts to me. I read all of them and they're hours apart. I would start getting worried if that was my best friend. I look at his name and start laughing.

"What's funny?" He asks confused.

"Why you got his name saved as 'Yung Dagger Dick'. That's gay."

"Probably it's because Jahseh is gay." Miles says laughing. There's a pause before he realizes what he said. "I-I'm cappin bruh, h-he's not actually gay..." He says stuttering going back to his phone.

Jahseh is gay? Miles jokes about a lot of things but when he said that, he kinda had a vibe that he was telling the truth. I don't want to push him though, he could just be joking around and I'm thinking too hard about it.

We heard a phone ring and Miles immediately checks his phone. Jahseh was calling him and he immediately answered it.

"Jahseh?" Miles says, as he has the phone on speaker. Jahseh's voice booms through the phone, "Miles, oh my god. Bro I just came from fucking this one-"

It suddenly goes silent, Miles had turned off the speaker and held it to his ears. I chuckled and shook my head.

"I could've exposed yo ass. Stokeley is right here and it was on speaker." He says. I laugh as the two continued talking for a little bit.

Miles finally said his goodbyes and hung up. I look over at him, he who liked shocked at what Jahseh told him.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"Jahseh finally fucked someone after the longest time." He said in an excited tone. "After they were done, the gu-I mean bitch mistook his name for Josiah and shit like that. She made him climb out he window because her boyfriend was gonna be coming home around that time." He explains, correcting himself at some parts.

"Damn." I simply say. I felt something was wrong though. I mean, I wasn't there, one. And Miles probably just sucks at explaining stories and gets some parts wrong.

"I know. But I'm glad the lil nigga finally getting it." He says sighing. He gets up and gestures to dap me up. "Ight, homie. I'm out. Hit me up the next time to chill." He says. I nod and dap him and he left.

I get home and plop on my bed. I'm now finally all settled in this bitch ass apartment. I don't even really like it all that much, there's too much room for my small ass.

Speaking of my ass, it hurts. It been way too long. I knew I should've used lube.

I checked the time, it read 2:30 pm. How long was I at that niggas house for? I then received a text from a random number.

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I replied chuckling. The bitch never replied so I just blocked the number and threw my phone down and went to the kitchen. This heat is really not good for my dreads. I've had these black/ blonde dreads for so long I need to change it up. I've always wanted my hair blue. I'll consider it, but I don't know how Miles will feel because he's apparently a BlOoD. But I think it will be cute for a change.

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