《Loved Like a Psycho》5: You are mine
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I left for college from there, thousand emotions and questions flood in me. What the hell doest that psycho think of himself? He is so pathetic! He can't just go around and claim people as his.
I walked down the hallway to the auditorium where a speech was going to be held. I found him arranging the mics I went straight towards him bucking up all the courage I had.
"Hey you! What do you mean by I am yours?!" I raged as I stood in front of him snapping my fingers at him.
He was setting up the mic on podium so he turned from it twitching his neck and smirked then he said "Oh so now you know"
"What the hell?" I asked in disbelief
"By that I meant that your mine as simple as that" he said casually plugging in the mic and turn in off the button
"No Mr. Nigam I am not your property, you can't just go around claiming people as yours. At least not me" I said as I crossed my arms
"Shut up angel. If I said that your mine then it means your mine" He said that in his cold voice and turned towards me
"Are you kidding me?" I squinted my eyes at him, I couldn't believe this guy, who the hell is he to decide for me? Who the hell is he to control my life?
"No" He shrugged and stepped closer "You. are. mine" he said each word separately and slowly, it sent chills down my spine.
"What do you mean by I am yours?" I cried again, just confirming if he is not that psycho we all think he is but nope.
"That your mine, just mine and no one can get you except the one and only Siddharth Nigam" he smirked running his fingers over my lips, his neck twitched again, he pursed his lips and slowly massaged his neck, his eyes were wide as ever. It scared and disgusted me at the same time.
"When did I become yours?" I said swatting his hand away in disgust.
"The day I laid my eyes on you" He whispered in my ear "I carve my name on what I like and see my name is already carved in you destiny" he said with a cold tone gritting the last part.
"You need counselling" I said shuddering, he is seriously scary, and here I was thinking I didn't want any association with him, why fate? Why!?
"I need you " he said with cold eyes and in a dangerous tone he snaked his hand around my waist, slowly and gradually, savouring every touch.
"Are you out of your mind?" I struggled in his grip, I tried getting out but he had iron grip on me. From corner of my eye I saw students filling in the auditorium, they were looking at us, after all we were on the stage. I started struggling harder to get out of his grip
"Wait " he said as he left me I sighed in relief but what he did next shocked me. He turned on the podium mic and spoke addressing the whole college.
"Listen everyone, I have an announcement to make. You guys see this girl?" He pointed at me, there was a murmur "She is mine and only mine so I suggest you all stay away from her" I heard mixture of laughter, cheers, and boo's. Tears leaked from my eyes. I got off the stage and started running, eyes turned to me. Some laughing at me, some mocked me, some girls shot me dirty looks, some shot me pitiful looks. I ran through hallway opposite to everyone else's direction which caught attention I don't want to meet anyone or face anyone ever again. I reached my dorm and slammed the door shut I heard my door open I quickly wiped my face and turned to see who it was.
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It was him, he had no expression of sorry on his face he was blank as ever, he looked at me "Why the fuck did you run away?" he yelled
"I- I m not yours Siddharth, please try to understand" I stated and I stood up. I tried breaking his wall to reach the inner human in him regaining my confidence but no use. He held me tight, pinning me against the wall, our bodies pressed.
"Leave" I ordered struggling in his hold, trying to slip away.
"You. are. mine" He stated coldly, his neck twitched again.
"I'm not! You need treatment" I yelled sobbing
"Listen angle I am being nice with you, so you also be nice to me" he stated normally as if he was telling me some story. He held my waist strongly, our bodies pressed so close that I could feel his lunatic heart beat.
"Don't force me to show my bad side" he muzzled over my neck, his wet lips grazed my neck. I flinched in disgust. Wow it can get worse.
"So tell me who do you belong to?" he asked against my skin as he began using his tongue. I would do anything to get out of this disgusting situation.
"You!" I screamed out of frustration
"Good angel" he smirked and pulled away "I am sick, right Ms. Psychologist? then don't make me sicker. Don't make it worse" he said before leaving.
I rested myself against the wall, and I slowly slid down as I stared straight ahead of me. I didn't know when tears started leaking, and a sob escaped my lips. I didn't care I started sobbing and shaking violently. I heard the door open again Ashnoor, Aashika and Anushka came running when they saw me, they tried to console me.
"Its okay Avu stop crying " Ashnoor said wiping my tears away, she was side hugging me, keeping me in her protective embrace.
"He is just mad don't worry about him" Anushka sighed her hand was on my shoulder.
"How can he?" I sobbed in disbelief, I started hating myself even more.
"Leave it Avu, we will get you out of this don't worry " Aashika smiled sadly
Time passed with me being depressed and I took notes half heartedly and attended lectures just because I had to.
Next day I got ready for my classes but the words he said were still all over my brain. They kept haunting me, I could literally hear them from time to time. I passed the campus, lost in my thoughts, cursing my fate when suddenly walking by someone held my arm strongly.
"Angel stop " a voice ordered me I looked back and it was Siddharth.
"What?" I asked with a tired expression
"Meet me at the canteen during lunch" he ordered I just nodded in order to keep away from him creating any scene.
I entered the class sat in the first bench and heard people gossiping about me, muttering, mumbling about last day. Fuck them all.
"Good morning students" the teacher greeted entering the room and he started teaching about Inheritance. It was my favorite topic so the class went well now it was time to meet that demon which means lunch time.
I entered the canteen slowly wasting time because I wasn't ready to face him I looked around and spotted him with his gang. I walked to him stood nervously.
"You will sit with us just beside me from now on " he ordered not even smiling or greeting once.
"But I want to be with my friends " I complained.
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"I Don't Care. Tell them to sit here but its decided that you will sit here" he stated with a cold voice star in right into my soul. Hell, I hate my life.
I just followed what he said. I was very awkwardly sitting among these weird people. Specially, Lucky and Arishfa make me sick, they keep nuzzling to each other. Bhavesh is the chill guy here. Jannat wasn't sitting here. Ritika and Manjul kept maximum body contact which was awkward. I felt his continuous gaze on me,
I played with the rice using my fork. I kept staring at food. I turned to look at him, he wasn't eating he was just looking at me. Then he took the fork from my hand, filled it with rice and kept in front of my mouth and gestured me to eat. I did without arguing. Everyone on table turned to him, he glared at them so they didn't say anything.
Lunch done which meant that I could escape this hole of awkwardness. All of them left the canteen I was about to but he stopped me.
"Tie your hair" he ordered digging his hands in the pockets of his grey sweatpants.
"What why?" I asked touching my hair.
"Because I asked you to do so" he sneered coldly.
"I Won't" I stated crossing my arms. How dominating.
"Do it " he stepped closer but I stood firmly.
"I said do it" he was now so close now that I could smell his cologne
"I Won't " I replied clenching my hands in fists. His jaw clenched, his neck twitched so did the corner of his mouth. His hand slowly went to my hair, he gripped on few strands and pulled on them.
"Ahh" I cried in pain.
"Never disobey me the consequences will be bad" he stated seriously. He was looking at the wall ahead.
"I Won't" I said just to get out of his grip. He gripped my hair tightly pulled me closer.
"Do it or" he gritted his teeth, still staring at the wall. This psychopath can do anything I better agree.
"Okay, leave my hair!" I cried.
"Now that's like my angel" he smirked and left me I ran to my class after tying my hair in a Ponytail roughly.
After classes I went to my room glad I didn't meet him on the way I locked the door, I didn't speak a word to Aashika and did all of my regular chores. After finishing I called rest of the girls.
"Hi" Ashnoor greeted entering the room.
"Are you okay now?" Asked Anushka she was genuinely worried for me
"Yeah I'm fine" I replied forcing a smile .No I wasn't fine, my life was an example of living hell. I wanna escape this College.
"Avneet Sidd is not a bad guy yeah he is all messed up but he deserves a chance" Jannat said abruptly.
"He forced me to sit with him. He forcefully got my hair tied up, he is so dominating! And you are telling me to give him a chance? Are you serious Jannat?" I asked raising my voice slowly
"She's right" Anushka sighed and we fell silent.
"Leave it let's not ruin our mood now" Ashnoor chirped.
"Yupp I really don't wanna hear his name" I complained.
"So let's play something" Jannat said trying to cheer us up
"Good idea but cards?" I asked.
"I have them" Jannat said getting up .
We played for a long time , after some round we got back to our rooms .
POV ENDS.
It was early morning , whole hostel was still sleeping. The sun had just risen. Siddharth was sitting on bed sleepless and Bhavesh just got up.
"I feel like a owl" Siddharth complained.
"Huh?' Bhavesh yawned .
"I didn't sleep the whole night not even a minute" Siddharth said sheepishly.
"What about that pill?" Bhavesh asked getting up.
"I am out of it" Siddharth said twitching his neck.
"Get some coffee" Bhavesh advised.
"Hmm " he yawned.
They both freshened up and got out of the room . They entered the canteen and went to their usual spot where all of them are waiting already.
"I need coffee" Siddharth snatched the coffee cup from Ritika
"Bhai get another one then" Rits complained.
"Go get one for me" he ordered handing her her cup back
"I hate you" she said as she got up and left with a hair flip.
"Cutie" Manjul chuckled at her gesture.
"What's cute?" Siddharth asked leaning towards Manjul
"Riti" he smiled dreamily and She came back.
"Take it" Rits yelled placing the coffee cup in front of him.
"Good girl" he smirked and sipped from his coffee "Where is Avneet?" he asked Rits.
"She had an early class" Rits said placing herself over Manjul's lap.
"I am heading to the pharmacy, need something?" Siddharth asked getting up.
"Pads" Rits said not really paying attention, she flicked Manjul's nose.
"Okay" he nodded heading out.
"What about your breakfast?" Bhavesh asked.
"I will eat something on the way" said Siddharth .
They have a pharmacy in the college. Siddharth went inside his expression tuned into a worried one when he saw Avneet there.
"What's up Angel?" he voiced from behind startling her.
"What are you doing here?" he asked star in at her
"Here is your bandage" the pharmacy guy passed a packet.
"You are you hiding your hand?" he asked with a cold but worried tone.
"Umm.. " she hesitated as she pushed her hand further away. He forcefully took her hand out which had a cut on the palm.
"What the fuck is this?" he said with a restless voice.
"I ... I slipped and my hand fell on a sharp object" she stuttered.
"This needs dressing dumb head. Come with me" he dragged her.
"The nurse is absent today" she complained.
"Then we will go to some other place outside" he said as he started already dragging her with him
"But we cannot before college.." she was cut of .
"And who the hell will stop me" he smirked.
He took her out of the pharmacy at the gate no one stopped him. Avneet was shocked at this but then adjusted. There was a clinic near the college Siddharth took her there. A nurse did her dressing, Siddharth paid and dragged Avneet out of that clinic.
"Next time anything like this happens you will inform me" he ordered.
"Okay" she agreed forcefully.
They entered the college .
"Where are you going?" Siddharth asked .
"I woh. pharmacy" she replied.
"I am going there only ,what do you need?" Siddharth asked casually.
"I will get it ,don't worry"she replied avoiding any eye contact.
"What do you need?" he gritted holding her arm tightly.
"Pads" she hissed in pain.
"So why were you hesitating, I am getting pads for Rits as well I will bring one for you too" he ranted as he started to walk away but he stopped and turned to her "Backdated" he added with a smirk
She left the place Siddharth went toward the pharmacy.
Siddharth POV:
I bought the stuff and gave Rits her pad and another to Jannat so that she can parcel it, before I head to the campus I took another coffee from the canteen, I am literally live example of sleep deprived right now. We all were chit chatting when I saw Angel. She came to the garden putting her stuffs on the ground placed herself over the grass. She took a notebook from her bag followed by the headphone. I kept staring at her, admiring her beauty, her features. A smile crept on my face
Her annoyed face looking at the tangled earphone, she made different face as she tried to remove the the tangled earphone the winning smile as she succeed. She grooving with song while she did something on her notebook, she smiled every time she solved something in her notebook. Her smile strikes me with a unknown amount of happiness and peace . Her chuckles ,her smile those eyes. I kept staring at her when she looked at me with her angelic eyes melted me inside. She continued her work and I continued admiring her.
POV ENDS .
Avneet's POV: I was finished with my work it was lunch time I noticed Siddharth still gazing me . I blushed but why did I?. I went to the the canteen to get my lunch and i am not sitting with that crack this time. So I sat with my group.
"I told you that you will sit there with me ,what the fuck are you doing here?"Siddharth pulled me toward him holding my arm tight ,I hissed in pain,
"I will sit here only and listen on I am not yours Siddharth " I said firmly.
"Oh darling you are" he glared with a cold tone.
"Leave me" I got out of his grip. He narrowed his eyes at me then he picked me up and tossed me over his shoulder, then he started walking to his room. I kept punching his back uselessly, because he wouldn't budge. On the way I found people on verge of laughter but they didn't laugh because of his glares. Oh I hate me life, I have been humiliated for countless times because of this LUNATIC! So just out of shame I stopped struggling and buried my head in his back.
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