i continuously tapped my desk with my fingers while thinking.

i'm certain na dito lang kami sa class nagkita. why does he look so mad at me already???

even i, myself, can't understand as to why i'm putting so much thought into this. but for some damn reason, i can't stop thinking about the way that our professor's eyes would go dark whenever his eyes landed on me.

god, i wish it was just lust... i thought and mentally slapped myself immediately.

how could i be scared and daydream about sir stell at the same time?! this is embarrassing...

i felt my seatmate, bryan, nudge my right shoulder but i was too buried in my thoughts to even talk to him right now.

unfortunately, he wouldn't stop bugging me so i faced him, annoyed.

i whisper-shouted.

he said, cautiously pointing infront. oh, dear...

i slowly looked at the front and saw our professor leaning his back on the teacher's desk with his arms crossed over his chest as he stares down on me. some of my blockmates take glances on the two of us but some were busy answering an activity.

shit, may activity pala. Lord, katapusan ko na po ba?

i was too scared to speak so i just stood up instead, which is a very wrong move because now, everyone can clearly see me. nice one, jah. :)

sir stell walked up closer and stopped a few meters away from my chair.

he sighed.

i'm malfunctioning wtf. i just bowed my head. i couldn't even look at him.

my voice sounded like a whisper.

damn paano ko naman sasabihin na iniisip ko yung way nung pagtingin niya sa'kin mula kanina kasi parang anytime sasaksakin na 'ko nito e T___T

he clicked his tongue.

my eyes met his and the same scared feeling went crawling back in my nerves. eto na bibigwasan na yata ako.

he said and finally walked away, leaving me breathless and frozen in my spot.

sir stell glanced at me as he said that last phrase.

my blockmates bid him goodbye and started leaving one by one while i slowly fix my stuff for my next class.

tangina naman, first day palang mukhang may major na 'ko na ibabagsak ah.