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ulie's feeling a little insecure about herself and pushes luke away.

The band was in the studio finishing up practice.

"Alright guys I think that's it for today, we can practice our new song tomorrow" said julie, helping put the instruments away.

"Can I go see willie now?" Asked Alex who couldnt stop smiling

He and willie had been officially dating for a month now and today is their one month anniversary so willie is taking alex out on a date.

Julie laughed "yeah go have fun on your date"

That was all alex needed before he bolted out the door.

"Have fun on your date!" Shouted reggie after him.

"But not too much fun!" Luke also yelled laughing.

"I'm going to work on a song in my room" Julie said picking up her microphone to take back up to her room.

"Oh cool just let me grab my gutair and we can-" luke started but Julie interrupted.

"Uh no no, it's alright!" Julir said a bit to fast

Luke frowned, they always worked on songs together.

"I just uh... Its a kinda personal song and I'm just not ready to share it"

Luke nodded and went to Kiss her but she turned her head making him kiss her cheek instead.

Luke frowned, something was definitely wrong.

Julie gave him a loose hug "I will see you later, bye love you" she said quickly and exited the studio.

The truth was julie wasnt going to work on a song, she just needed to be alone.

She loved luke, but sometimes she felt that he could do way better than her.

Julie shook her head, forgetting her thoughts for a minute, she said hi to her dad and Carlos and went straight to her room.

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When Julie got up to her room she put her microphone away on the shelf next to her dream box and went straight to the mirror.

As she looked at herself hundreds of thoughts were swimming around in Julies head.

Why would Luke love me

He deserves better

I'm a nobody

I'm so ugly

I don't deserve his love.

Julie didnt realise she was crying, too distracted by her thoughts.

Suddenly her bedroom door opened and she turned around startled but relaxed seeing it was just luke.

When luke saw julie infront of the mirror with tears running down her face he was confused and worried.

"Hey baby what's wrong?" He asked gently and closed the the behind him coming in the room

Julie just couldnt take it anymore, she broke down crying.

Slowly, julie sank to the floor sobbing while luke rushed over, panicking.

Crying girls dude

Luke sank to the floor next to julie, taking her in his arms, placing a kiss on her head, rocking her back and forth.

"Shh it's alright, let it all out"

"Its ok, I'm here, your ok"

Luke repeated phrases like that over and over until Julie calmed down a bit.

At least she had stopped crying now.

Luke just sat there, with julie in his arms, her head on his chest, still rocking back and forth gently, waiting for her to say something, not wanting to set her off again.

After a few minutes julie finally said something.

"I'm sorry" she whispered, her throat sore from all the crying.

"No need to apologise baby, but maybe you want to tell me what caused you to break down like that?" Luke asked, he had stopped rocking now.

Julie nodded, turning around in her boyfriends arms.

She took a deep breath, mentally preparing for this conversation.

Luke rubbed her forearms gently "it's alright baby, whenever your ready just take your time"

"I...I have been feeling a little......" julie sighed "a little insecure lately"

Luke frowned, why would she be feeling insecure? Shes beautiful, talented, smart and so much more.

"Why are you feeling insecure baby?" Luke asked softly not to scare her off. (Not that he could)

Julie snapped, frustrated he couldnt see what she saw. That he still looked at her like she was his whole world

"Because I'm ugly luke! You can do so much better than me! I'm nobody special, you could easily replace me! I'm not worthy of love, I'm just a talentless nobody" her voice cracked at the end as she dissolved into another fit of tears.

Luke was shocked, really shocked. He couldnt believe she actually thought all that about herself. Tears gathered in Luke's eyes as he thought. He would make his girlfriend see what he saw, she needed to see what he saw, what everyone saw.

Blinking back his tears, luke got up, dragging julie up too.

He turned the girl around to face the mirror.

"Look in the mirror Julie." Luke demanded his voice firm but still soft.

When Julie hesitated, luke gently took her head , turning it so she was looking in the mirror.

"You've told me what you think about yourself, but you wanna know what I see?" He said not really asking.

"I see a beautiful, angelic, magnificent women, who's got the voice of an angel. You deserve everything you get and much more. I couldnt never replace you even if I wanted too, which I wont ever because your one of a kind Julie and I am so lucky to have you. I dont know what I would do if you suddenly exited my life."

"Probably eat a tainted hot dog and get food poisoning" julie laughed , still crying but of happiness this time.

Luke chuckled "yeah probably but the point is. Your special Julie, your magnificent and your certainly not a nobody. Your the lead singer in the worlds most awesome band for gods sake"

Julie giggled at that.

"I love you Julie" luke whispered, leaning in and kissing the girl.

After a few seconds passed, luke suddenly pulled away.

"And if that didnt prove it" luke started dragging julie to her bed and laying her down on it, straddling her.

"Then hopefully this will" he finished and started kissing Julie all over her face, her neck and stomach

Julie, who was very ticklish, was giggling all throughout the process trying to get away from the featherish feeling.

When luke had finished he layed down next to her.

Julie turned to face the boy she loved.

"I love you so much luke"

"I love you so much more" he replied.

"Impossible" julie whispered and sealed it with a kiss.

They would have those days again, but they would always be there for each other yo remind each other why they loved each other when they did.

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And that is a wrap people! Lol I hope you enjoyed this.

Not gonna lie I had to force myself to complete this, online schools a b*tch and I'm exhausted.

I'm sorry if this sucked but I think it turned out alright thought my opinions kinda biased considering i wrote it.

Alright

Until next time x