Where did they go, I thought as I just finished the breakfast but couldn't find the two boys

"Alex" I called out

No response

"Gulf" I called out and again no reponse making me start to get worried then I remembered Alex took him so they could brush their teeth

I walked into my bathroom and into his through our jointed doors and didn't see them, I was about to walk out when I heard snoring come from his room

It was barley heard but since I was quite I could hear it, I walked into alex's room to see them sleep

Alex while body was on top of gulfs he had his head on his chest, his arms where on top of his chest in front of his face and his mouth was slightly open while Gulf had his feet hanging or the bed with his arms wrapped around Alex protectively also his mouth was slightly open

I took a picture before leaving out and eating some food

I wrapped the rest up and set in the fridge before I felt myself get sleepy again, good thing it's the weekend me and gulf don't only work on the week days

I started walking back to my room by instead my feet made it's way to Alex's room

I sighed before grabbing some covers and setting on on the floor and a pillow beside alex's bed and he later down throwing the cover over my body

I stared at gulfs hand that was now hanging off the bed, his little veiny hand it looked so smooth and small

Somehow my hand has made it to gulfs and we're now intertwined with his soft skinny much smaller hand then mine

I ended up turning both covers so I was now leaning against alex's bed hold gulfs hand in both of mine

"Why do I feel like I have missed you all my life" I asked aloud quietly while rubbing my thumb across his hand

His hand twitched a little squeezing mine before it went back loose

I traced his little veins before I felt myself getting sleepy, I covered my lover half with the cover and squeezed gulfs hand, no matter how hard I tried I couldn't let his hand go soon after I was sleep

"He won't know"

"Let's just get the over with"

"Ok but do you love me"

"No I just want my money"

"Wow really"

"Yes and if that means screwing you then so be it at least I will be famous I already have a bastard with that sexy human"

"Why i-i thought you loved me"

"No and you have a shrimp dick mew though has a big one he doesn't even know I forced him to have sex with me"

"You told me the baby was mine"

"It's not I lied"

"B-but"

"Enough strip I'm becoming more horny"

"N-no"

"Now or I will leave forever" she said and that was all before mews best friends had his clothes striped off and that was also all the information mew needed to understand what was going on

"You say you loved me"

"Mew baby what's wrong I do love you"

"N-no you liar you fooled me"

"Mew baby what's wrong"

"You used me"

"How could you do this"

"I just needed a few dollars and you were so easy"

"Let me go"

"Not until you give me another bastard for more money" She said stripping her clothes

"Stay away from me"

"Just pull your pants down you'll like it too"

"Leave me"

"Why aren't you listening to me and saying sorry for not pulling your pants down"

"No"

"No"

"No"

"N-"

I was taken away from my nightmare once again to someone shaking my body

I opened my eyes and turned my head towards the bed where I was met with gulfs worried gaze

"Are you ok daddy" I heard Alex and I turned and saw both of them staring at me

"I'm fine Alex" I replied

"You had another nightmawre" he asked and I nodded

He got up from the bed and sat on my lap wrapping his little arms around my torso hugging me tightly

"Pretty man hug daddy to" he said and before I could speak I felt his arms go around my neck from behind while his head lay in the crook of my neck

"Don't wowrry daddy me and pwretty man make you fweel better" Alex said in a cute baby voice and I felt gulf nod in my neck making tears stream down my face

I hugged Alex back and layed my head onto gulf cheek feeling all if my sorrow let go all if my sadness anger confusion everything that I was feeling, have felt and will probably feel came out in the form of tears