"Gem. What are you doing here?!" I asked shocked.

"Helping you take care of my niece and nephew, duh." She said as if it were obvious. "Are you going to let me in?"

"Oh, duh, of course." I opened the door wider so she could enter.

She walked past me and put her large suitcase against the wall. Just then, Harry came in the room.

"Hey Gemma." He said, giving her a hug. "Thank you so much for doing this."

"Oh please. It's nothing." She replied, playfully hitting his chest. "I'm excited to get so much time with them."

"Um. Someone want to tell me what's going on?" I asked confused.

Harry walked over to me shyly.

"Well, I know you don't really trust many people with Kayden or Jax, so I thought I'd find someone you already trust." He explained. When I didn't reply, he started to become frightened. "If you don't like the idea we can figure something out. We could- "

I cut him off by pulling him to me by the back of his neck and kissing him roughly. When we pulled away, he had a small smile on his face.

"It is an amazing idea H. Thank you." I said honestly. He smiled and wrapped his arms around me, hugging me tightly.

I had been worried about the whole live-in nanny ordeal. Not only did I have to trust someone with my kids, but I had to trust them to live in my house and be around all the time. The whole idea made me nervous. Now, knowing it will be Gemma staying with us, I have never felt so relieved.

"Aunt Gemma!" Kayden shouted as she ran across the room.

"Hi baby!" She replied excitedly.

"I missed you." Kayden said as she hugged Gemma tightly.

"I missed you too bug."

"Do you want to tell her?" I asked Harry. He smiled and nodded.

"Hey Kayds." He said to her. "I have to tell you something."

She walked over and sat down on Harry's lap. "What Papa?" She questioned.

"You know how Papa has to go back on tour for a couple of months?" He asked and she nodded sadly. "Well, Aunt Gemma is going to live here while I'm gone so she can help Daddy with you and Jax."

The sad look on her face was instantly replaced with a bright smile. She turned to face Gemma quickly as if looking for confirmation. Gemma smiled and nodded lightly.

"That's the best news ever!" Kayden yelled as she wrapped her arms around Harry. "I'm going to miss you Papa but I love Aunt Gemma too! We can do girl things! Daddy doesn't like to do girl things!" We all chuckled at that.

"That we can Kayds." Gemma told her. "How about you help me unpack my stuff in the guest room and then we can paint our nails?" She suggested and Kayden nodded excitedly.

After they left the room, Harry walked over to me.

"Are you sure you're okay with this?" He asked.

"Are you kidding?!" I scoffed. "Of course, I am. I trust Gemma just as much as you do. This makes me feel a lot better about it all, but I still wish I could go with you."

He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my head. "I know babe. Me too. But I'm getting it done as fast as possible, and then we have our wedding." I smiled at the thought and pulled my head back to give him a sweet kiss.

Later that night, Harry and I were lying in bed, not wanting to go to sleep because he leaves tomorrow. One thing that was driving me absolutely bonkers was the fact that we haven't had sex since before the accident. Every time I make a move, he turns me down. Take tonight for example.

"Harry. Please?" I begged as I tried to climb on top of him.

"No Lou." He replied dryly.

"PLEASE?!"

"No."

"I'll let you do whatever you want to me."

"No."

"I'll blow you."

"No."

"I'll call you daddy."

He made eye contact with me then grimaced. "Would be hot if that wasn't what our daughter calls you."

I groaned frustrated. "Come on. PLEASE! FUCK ME!"

"No."

"Why not?" I pouted.

"I don't want you to get hurt. We haven't been cleared by your doctor yet." He explained. I stopped trying to climb on top of him and crossed my arms. "Oh, come on babe. Don't be like that. You know I want you."

"Harry. I'm fine." I said sternly. "I haven't had a headache in a while. My mobility is almost back to normal. The only reason I haven't been cleared for sex yet is because we haven't asked!"

He seemed to think about it for a minute and I began to get hopeful. "I'm sorry baby. Not until your doctor clears you for it."

I whined. "If we don't have sex tonight, we can't until you're back from tour!" I argued. "Do you know how insane I will be by then? I'll lose my mind!"

He chuckled and kissed my cheek. "Think of it as delayed gratification."

I gave him a look of disbelief. "Delayed gratification my ass. Torture is more like it." I mumbled. Just then an idea struck. I smirked as the devilish plan played itself out in my head.

"I don't like that smirk on your face. That's your evil smirk. I don't like your evil smirk." Harry said nervously.

I smiled innocently. "I don't know what you're talking about dear." I said as I got up. I walked over to the drawer we keep the lube in and took out the bottle. Then I walked into the closet, found the box I was looking for in the corner, and brought it back to the bed with me.

"Lou?" Harry asked hesitantly "What are you doing? What is that?"

"Nothing love. Go to sleep. Big tour tomorrow and all." I sassed.

I pulled the item I was looking for out of the box and placed it on the bed, next to the lube. I put the box on the chair in the corner and quickly took my boxers off. I made eye contact with Harry as I walked over to the bed. He looked like he terrified of what was coming next.

I climbed onto the bed and kissed him sweetly. Then I grabbed the lube and poured it over my own three fingers.

"Louis William Tomlinson. You better not be doing what I think you're doing." He warned.

"Go to sleep H. No need for you here." I replied as I bent over on the bed and wrapped my hand around to my backside.

I could feel Harry's eyes on me as I inserted the first finger. It has been so long that I instantly moaned at the feeling. I moved it in and out as I adjusted to the intrusion. When I felt like I needed more, I added another one.

I could hear Harry groan while I fingered myself open. As I added the third finger, I turned my head and looked at him. I could see the tent in his boxers. His pupils were blown and he was biting his lip. I began to myself with my fingers and I could see him trying to discreetly palm himself.

"You are going to be the death of me." He said aroused.

I smiled. "Oh, you just wait. I've only just begun." I pulled my fingers out and moved to grab the vibrator. It was very thin and I really didn't even need to open myself up for it, but it was worth it to see the look on his face. When Harry saw what it was, his eyes grew even darker.

"The only thing allowed inside of you, is me." He said with a tone to his voice that almost made me hesitate. Almost.

"Well you better claim your place, because that is exactly where this is going." I replied as I began to open the bottle of lube.

Harry groaned loudly and pulled both the lube and the vibrator out of my hand. As I was about to object, he pressed his lips to mine in a passionate, yet heated kiss. His tongue immediately entered my mouth as he climbed on top of me.

"Why must you be so difficult?" He mumbled into my mouth.

"You like it." I answered.

I brought my hands to the waistband of his boxers and pushed them down. As he kicked them off and slipped on a condom, I grabbed the lube, pouring a small amount into my hand. I reached down and began to slick up his hard cock. He gasped at the contact.

"It's been so long." He said as he kissed me. "I miss being inside of you."

I smiled into the kiss. "Then get back inside of me."

That was all it took for him to shove into me in one quick thrust. We both moaned loudly and I mentally thanked Harry for soundproofing our bedroom. He wasted no time and immediately began pounding into me as if he couldn't control himself.

"So tight Lou. You feel so good." He panted.

"Mmm Fuck Harry." I replied. I glanced over at the vibrator and got an idea. "Babe do you trust me?" I asked.

He slowed the pace of his thrusts and looked at me confused. "With my life." He replied honestly.

"Can I try something?" I said hesitantly looking back over at the vibrator. He followed my gaze and his breath hitched when he realized what I was referring to. "If you don't like it, I'll stop."

He thought for a second but then nodded, bending down to press our chests together and kiss me softly.

"Just be gentle with me." He said nervously. I smiled and nodded.

I worked quickly to lube up the vibrator while trying not to cum from Harry's slow but satisfying thrusts. Once it was slick enough, I reached around to press it against his hole. I looked at him, mentally asking for permission like he always does with me. He nodded and I slowly pushed it in. He jerked forward at the feeling, thrusting into me hard as his face showed his pain. I moaned at how deep he was in me, but I was still worried about him.

"Are you okay?" I asked. "Do you want me to stop?"

He shook his head. "Just give me a minute. Go slow."

I smiled and used my unoccupied hand to grab the back of his neck, pulling his head down so I could kiss him. I kissed him through the pain as I pushed the vibrator further in, slightly withdrawing it just to push it in again. After a few minutes, he seemed used to the feeling. When I felt like he was ready, I turned it on.

"FUCK LOU!" He moaned. I chuckled and worked it in and out of him some more. I knew I hit his prostate with it when he screamed. "Do that again!" He said with wide eyes. I angled the vibrator the same way I had previously and repeatedly hit his prostate.

It was tricky work to be able to fuck him with the vibrator while he was fucking me, but we made it work. I could tell he was getting close when his thrusts started to become frantic. He wrapped his hand tightly around my straining cock and began to pump in time with his thrusts.

"Oh my god, Harry." I breathed.

"Cum with me Lou." I nodded and made sure to angle the vibrator just right, pushing it into him roughly. That made him instantly let go, cumming hard into the condom with a shudder. "LOUIS!"

The look on his face alone brought me to my high. I came with a scream of his name, feeling myself cum just as hard as he did. He fucked me through both of our orgasms before finally stopping. I pulled the vibrator out of him, as he pulled himself out of me.

I was completely blissed out. I laid there panting while Harry disposed of the condom and got a cloth to clean both of our chests. When he finally turned off the light and laid back down, I lazily rolled over to cuddle with him.

"Stubborn ass." He said playfully.

"Hey, I'm still alive aren't I?" I teased.

He rolled his eyes and kissed me lightly. "Yes dear. Still alive."

We both let our exhaustion take over us as we drifted to sleep.

The next day was rough as we brought Harry to the airport and said goodbye. We will have to be away from him for two months, which is the longest we have had to do. Harry hugged Gemma and kissed Jax and a crying Kayden goodbye, then walked over to me.

"I love you Louis." He said. "I'll be home before you know it."

I smiled sadly, wishing that were true, and kissed him lovingly.

As soon as we got home, the house already felt empty without Harry. Gemma tried to cheer us up, but after an hour of no luck, decided it was best to let us sulk the first day. I went to bed early that night, wishing that I could be wrapped in Harry's arms, where I belong.