《Kayden (Larry Stylinson)》Chapter Thirty Six
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Harry's P.O.V –
"Are you sure about this Harry?" Niall asked concerned. "This is a big step and honestly kind of crazy. I just want to make sure you're thinking clearly."
It's been three months since I told Louis that I'm in love with him. To be completely honest, it has been the best three months of my life. Things have never been better. I didn't think I'd ever end up here. I can remember the day he walked out of my life like it was yesterday.
"What do you mean he just left?" Liam asked.
I paced around my living room, running my hand through my hair. "I don't know!" I said exasperated. "He said that it was cool he lost his virginity to a popstar and that we shouldn't drag this out or summat."
Liam looked at me with pity. "Did you try to talk to him about it?"
I thought for a second. "Ugh. Not really." I said in realization. "I wanted to, but who the hell wants to beg for someone who clearly thought this was a one-night stand?"
Liam nodded in understanding and spent the day with me just watching movies and eating ice cream. I just kept thinking about how I should have stopped him, but it was pointless. He didn't want me.
Over the next few months after that, I had considered calling him but never got the courage to actually do it. At the time, I honestly believed that he just didn't want to be with me. I mean, the popstar life isn't for everyone. I really couldn't blame him for not wanting that. Hell, sometimes I don't even want that. Little did I know, while I was contemplating calling him for my own selfish reasons, he was pregnant with Kayden.
Even after I basically forced myself back into his life, I didn't think he wanted me. I honestly believed he simply understood that he couldn't keep me away from my daughter. I remember the night he told me that I needed to call his mom's phone to facetime with Kayden the next day because he had a date. My heart almost broke.
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Talking to Kayden on Facetime was my favorite part of every day, but seeing Louis after it was a really great bonus.
"Oh. My mom is watching Kayden tomorrow night, so you will have to call her phone or Lottie's to facetime. I'll text you their numbers." Louis said easily. Something seemed off though.
"Okay." I tried to cover my disappointment of not seeing him tomorrow. "Got plans?"
He nodded. "Yeah... um." He paused. "Someone from work asked me out to dinner."
"Oh." This time, covering my disappointment failed. "So it's like... a date?" Please say no. Please say no. Please say no.
The blush on his cheeks broke me as he nodded. "Yeah, I guess it is."
I wanted to cry. He wasn't mine and I knew that, but that didn't change the fact that I wished he was. Knowing he was going on a date with someone else stung. I plastered a smile on my face and told him I hope it goes well for him. It was a lie, but I needed to be nice.
The next night, I called the number Louis gave me for his mom to see Kayden. Louis's mom was special. When I met her, I was honestly terrified. Who could blame me? She is my daughter's grandmother and Louis's mother. I was right to be afraid. However, she took me in with open arms and made sure I felt like I was a part of the family.
"Oh hi Harry! Calling for Kayden I'm guessing?" She smiled through the phone.
I nodded. "Yes please."
She gave Kayden the phone and I talked to her for a good hour before it was time for her to go to bed. When Jay took the phone from Kayden, she told me to hold on a minute. I waited while she tucked Kayds into bed and exited the room.
"Are you okay Harry? You seem a little down." She observed.
"Yeah." I sighed. "I'm alright."
She looked at me as if she could read right through me. "Harry, Harry, Harry. You are a worse liar than my son, and the only reason he can lie at all is because he talked me into getting him acting classes." She huffed. "Now tell me, what's on your mind?"
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"Louis." I said sadly.
"Is this about the date he's on?" She asked. I nodded. "Sweetie, do you have feelings for Louis?"
I looked down. I couldn't lie to her. "I tried not to." I said defeated. "It's impossible not to."
She appeared to be thinking for a minute. "I'm kind of surprised to be honest." She spoke. "I thought you two wouldn't get along well with the fact that he kept Kayden's existence from you until he had no other choice."
I shook my head immediately. "I don't blame him for that at all." I said quickly. "I think his intentions were good. I mean, he should have told me, don't get me wrong. But I think at the time he honestly thought he was doing the best thing for me and for Kayden. Maybe even for himself, I don't know. All I know is he is amazing and I can't ever stop feeling like everything bad in the world disappears whenever I look into his eyes." I rambled.
She smiled as I stopped. "Harry. Let me tell you something." She began. "The look in your eyes when you talk about my son, is the same look he gets in his when he talks about you."
I felt my breath hitch. "But... he's on a date." I said confused.
She chuckled. "That boy has been on numerous dates in the past 5 years, and never has he been on a second with any of them." I breathed a sigh of relief. "Don't give up on him Harry. He may be stubborn, but I believe that you're the best thing for him. Make him give you a chance. You won't regret it; I promise you that."
Since then, his mom and I have been pretty close. She was thrilled when she found out we decided to give a relationship a chance, but she played it cool really well. She may have whispered an 'I told you so' in my ear and winked at me when Louis wasn't looking, but he didn't need to know that.
Our relationship may have had its ups and downs when it first started, but with our history, that's to be expected. I have never wanted to fight for something more in my life though. I knew when we finally kissed again, that I would do absolutely anything to make sure that I get to kiss him for the rest of my life.
"Harry?" Niall waved his hand in front of my face. I looked at him confused. "I asked if you're sure about this." He repeated.
I glanced around the empty house. It was gorgeous. I was able to picture everything here. Kayden running around with her friends. Watching movies in the living room. Putting a Christmas tree up and decorating the house with decorations. And finally, cuddling up every night with Louis in the master bedroom.
I nodded and turned to the realtor. "I'll take it." I told her.
She smiled happily and explained that she would fax the paperwork over to my lawyer later on today and I could pick up the keys within the next few days. Niall and I thanked her and we got into my car.
"So, what are you going to do if he says no?" He asked me.
"Well, I'm hoping that's not the case. But if he says no, I will just wait until he does." I answered.
"Will you move into it without him?"
I thought for a second. "No. This is our home. I will move into it when we all move into it."
He accepted this answer and left it alone, playing music through the radio. "Now I just have to ask Louis to move in with me. No big deal." I thought to myself nervously.
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