Only 2 hours 38 minutes and 47 seconds left of school.

Today was an extremely boring day. To be honest, everyday is a really boring day.

Except for my last class.

Which happens to be in 1 hour 23 minutes and 29 seconds.

There is this one boy I've had my eyes on for some time.

He always listens to the teachers class, despite the teacher being crowned 'Mr. Boring Potato' throughout the entire school.

However, we've never actually talked before, not even in our class, since there aren't many group projects in math.

I find that time just flies by when I stare at him.

I don't know if he knows, but there were some occasions where his (uke eye color) eyes met with my ( seme eye color) ones.

On those days, the bell rang even sooner than I imagined.

Anyways, as I sat into my seat somewhat near the middle, more closer to the back.

I caught a glimpse of (hair color) locks that belonged to none other than (U/n).

Yep, (U/n) was his name and I liked it.

I didn't know if I liked him or not, but I probably didn't.

Its just that staring at him makes time go by faster.

As class started and Mr. Boring Potato lectured on about gemometry, my eyes started to waver over to the small boy siting diagonally in front of me.

Today he seemed out of focus.

He looked like he was looking around and he was fiddling with his pencil instead of writing.

Suddenly, he turn he head sideways and looked straight at me, our eyes meeting.

His face flushed into a tint of pink as he immediately turned back and planted his face in his arms on the desk in front of him.

That was weird, I thought.

Maybe he was looking at the clock behind me...

*dinggggggggg*

"Alright class remember to do pages 45 to 72 for tomorrow," The teacher announced as the class rushed to the door to finally be freed from his boring class.

After everyone else stampeded out, I realized that the only people left in the class was me and (U/n).

I started to pack up and prepared to go home when I heard some footsteps followed by a small voice say my name.

"U-um (Y-y/n)... Could I a-ask a f-favor from y-you?"

"Go ahead."

"Ah- U-um. C-could I-I... CAN YOU PLEASE GO OUT WITH ME, (Y/N)? JUST FOR A MONTH, PLEASE? Ack- I didn't mean t-to y-yell... I'm so sorry you don't need to respond I just wanted to get that out-"

"Sure I'll go out with you."

He looked at me with a stunned expression.

"Um... hello?... (U/n)?..."

"W-wait... R-really! You'll go o-out with m-me?!" He asked with shining eyes.

"I mean, you did ask, right?" (U/n) vigorously nodded his head.

"I've never been in love before, let alone go on a date. Maybe it's time to actually do something instead of locking myself in my room and playing games."

I looked back at him.

"Plus you're cute, so why not?" I said with a wink.

He immediately looked down, with a very noticeable blush on his face.

"Just for a month, if that's alright with you, (Y/n). I don't really know how I feel, but I just know that I find myself turning around to stare at you every once in a while. In the hallways too..."

"That's fine by me. I really don't know how I feel either."

"Alright! T-thank you s-so much!" He said with a bright smile.

"So what day and time do you have in mind, (U/n)?" (U/n) thought about it for a bit.

"How about... this Saturday (which is the next day) at noon? We could go eat lunch together?"

"No problem. We should also exchange some contact information." I informed.

"R-right. Here's my n-number."

"And here is mine."

After getting each others number we decided to meet up at a restaurant close to a mall.

That way we could find something to do afterwards.

We said goodbye at the school entrance, but still went the same way once we started walking.

Turns out, we live a couple houses away from each other, but we never knew because we leave the school at different times, thus never bumping into each other.

After we agreed that I would knock on his house the next day and said goodbye, for real, we went back home.

"Whew, what a coincidence." I said to particularly no one.

My parents weren't home most of the time.

They work in another city but our family was very loving.

*ring ring*

"Hm? Oh, mom's calling. Yes mom?"

"Dear! How was school today?"

"It was boring. The material is too easy."

"Sigh- you've always been so good in school, even though you seem like you're just fooling around half of the time..."

"Mom!"

"Haha! Just kidding! My son is amazing! No one could compare to him! Oops. Need to get back to work. Your dad and I will call you later alright dear? Love you~! *Muah*"

"*Muah* Love you too mom. Say hi to dad for me."

"Alright! Bye dear~!"

"Bye mom." I hung up the phone.

"Can't wait until tomorrow." I said with a smile as I prepared to take a shower and sleep for the night.

It was finally Saturday and it was almost noon.

I picked a (color) jacket and some blue jeans.

I also wore a (color) scarf cause it was cold outside.

Afterward, I made sure my house was securely locked up before going a couple houses down to pick up (U/n).

*ding-dong*

About 15 seconds later, a small (hair color) haired male opened the door.

"Sorry (Y/n)! I didn't mean to make you wait!" He said, slightly panting

"It's alright. We have the entire afternoon anyways. So, you ready to go?"

"Y-yeah. I just need to grab my jacket."

"Alright, take your time." I said as I watched him rush off to get his coat.

"Let's go!" he beamed, dragging me out of his house before locking his door.

We chatted while we walked towards our first destination, which is the restaurant we were originally going to meet up at.

We walked in and got a table and started to order.

I got (favorite food) and (U/n) got (their favourite food).

All in all, it was a great time.

As we walked aimlessly around the mall, (U/n) spotted a cinema and dragged me over to watch (movie name) that recently came out.

I insisted on buying the tickets and after a while of fighting, (U/n) gave in.

Additionally, I bought some popcorn and some (favorite drink).

We watched the movie and it was amazing.

(U/n) was squealing at some... I mean most scenes and I just watched his adorable reactions.

"That was amazing! Thank you for treating me!" He squealed as he hugged me.

"No problem. Is there anything else you want to do?" I asked, patting his head twice.

"Let's do something you want!"

"Sure then, follow me." I lead him to a park near the lake in our neighborhood.

"Let's just walk around and chat, like we did on our way here. I enjoyed talking with you during the afternoon. Is that okay with you?"

"No problem. Let's go sit by the lake. It'll be beautiful when the sun sets."

After sitting down on a nearby bench, we proceeded to talk for a couple hours.

We talked about a variety of topics, ranging from school to stupid stories to what we were going to do in the future.

By that time, the sun was setting, so we sat there and enjoyed the lovely scenery in front of us.

It started to feel chilly so we got up and made our way back home.

"Today was a fun day. We should do this more often. After all, we are technically in a relationship, my dearest boyfriend~" I say in a singing tone.

He blushes and responds saying that he would like to do this as well.

We discussed about meeting again next week for something else as we walked back and soon enough, we were home.

"Then I'll see you later, (U/n)."

"See you too (Y/n)! Don't forget to do your homework!"

"I won't!"

"You never know!"

"Alright alright. See you."

"You too."

I opened my door and plopped on the couch.

"I haven't been this active in so long, but it was worth it. I wonder how the rest of this month will go..."

Today is Saturday, aka the last day of the one month contract.

During this period of time, we did many things, however, we never kissed each other, but I was fine with that.

Although we are lovers, it technically ends today.

The most skinship we had was cuddle together and watch movies.

So for our last date, (U/n) and I decided to go back to the restaurant we first ate at.

However, I felt as if he was being oddly quiet today and he looked somewhat sad.

I decided to ask him later when we arrived at his house for our final date.

"(Y/n)......"

"Yes (U/n)?"

"Let's have sex for our last date."

What.

"Please? Just once?"

A shocked expression covered my face as I asked him for his reasoning.

"I want to be useful to you, because all I've done accept everything you've done for me. I really didn't get a chance to do anything for you at all during our one month relationship," he confesses, pulling me over to the couch and pushing me onto it.

"So let me service you, please? Even if it's just you feeling good I'll be okay too..." he asks, getting on his knees and positioning himself before my crotch.

What is happening? Wait, am I just letting him do that? I think as (U/n) starts to pull at my belt.

"W-wait (U-u/n), stop."

(U/n) paid no attention to my plea and continued to remove my pants.

"(U/n), stop please..."

Still not working.

At this rate, I really need to do something or else he's gonna start sucking.

"(U/N)! STOP AND LISTEN TO ME!" I unwillingly yell.

He looks back up at me, with tears streaming from his (color) eyes.

"I-I *sniff*... I r-really a-am g-g-good f-for n-n-nothing, r-r-right, (Y-y/n)? I'm j-just-"

"No! Your not! How could you be a burden?" I gently say, while moving off of the couch and onto the floor with him in my laps.

Slowly, I start patting his back and rubbing small circles on it to make him feel better.

"Why would you say that, (U/n)?"

"It's b-because..."

"Come on now, stay still little boy. I SAID STAY STILL YOU SLUT!" Was all I heard before a whip struck my back.

I immediately followed the terrifying mans order and didn't move an inch.

"Now that's a good boy stay just like that, and hold your legs apart with your arms, okay?"

Afraid of being hit again, I obediently did as I was told.

"Good," the man said, as he pulled his cock out from his pants.

"Stay just like that little boy. I'll make you feel good real soon~" and with that, he inserted it into my butt.

I screamed and cried but all that did was earn myself a whip on the back.

After trying to resist for a couple more minutes, I gave up and let the man have his way, and do whatever he wants.

It has been going for a couple days, but those felt like eternity.

However, one day, I heard the sounds of a police siren and no later there where policemen, barging into the enclosed room the man locked me in.

They arrested the man and called my parents, who had filed a report for their missing child.

One of the police asked me to tell him some things about the man, which I hesitantly did.

I didn't trust anyone, not even if they had a uniform on.

I was too scared to.

The only people who I can trust are my parents.

They won't hurt me.

After the incident, I returned to high school only to have bullies pick on me because of the fact that I had lost my virginity.

I didn't want my parents to worry, so I kept it a secret.

I didn't tell anyone and I couldn't burden my parents.

Until they noticed some questionable marks on my body and nagged me about it until I gave in.

They dealt with the school and the bullies and even went to court for me.

And I couldn't do anything to help.

We moved to another city after this whole ordeal was over so I could start a new life.

"Over that course of time, I just accepted that I was only good for my body. That no one would like me for my personality or my achievements. If there was anyone trying to flirt with me or ask me out, it was because they wanted me to do something sexual with me, and that really was the case when I first started high school in another city," (U/n) said, still crying.

"Students and even teachers would lay a hand on me and not care about me afterwards. So I moved schools once again. To this school right now. I thought that if maybe I didn't talk to anyone I would be safe. I thought maybe I just needed to live alone," He said, wiping away some of his tears.

"B-but then... I met you..." He started crying again.

"What did I do?" I asked, very confused.

"W-well, you were the first person that helped me sincerely, without asking for anything in return. Slowly, I realized that I would unconsciously stare at you during lunch period or sometimes even turn my head around to pretend I'm checking the clock when I-I'm actually l-looking at y-you... I finally decided to confess to you and I was pretty surprised when you agreed. I was thinking you'd ask for sex on the very first day, but you were different. You took me out on a date and even... even... even..."

He was sobbing now, unable to speak probably.

"Hey, it's alright now (U/n). Nothing like that will happen again. You're not lonely anymore... You have me and all of my friends. We'll treat you like brothers alright?"

"For rweal?"

"For real."

"T-then cwan ywou pwomise?"

"I promise we'll be your great friends."

"T-t-t-thwank ywou..."

He cries, gripping my shirt and crying into my chest, letting all his emotions out.

After awhile of him crying his eyes out and me caressing his back, I decided to break the silence and tell him something that's been on my mine after his story.

"(U/n)... I was thinking... Maybe your feelings towards me wasn't feelings of love. It may have been more out of loneliness. You may have also been feeling insecure. You may have just wanted to have some sort of affection from non-family members, or another way to say it is, you wanted some real friends, and not bitches that throw you away after they've used you..."

(U/n) didn't say anything, although he looked like he was deep in thought.

"We can still be friends, in fact we are friends, best friends. Me and the rest of the gang. We are best friends, so we will always be there to support you. However, your true love probably isn't me."

His head instantly snapped up and looked straight into my eyes.

"W-what? W-w-what are you talkin-"

"You should go out there and find yourself someone who you really like. Someone who thinks that you are amazing and is willing to give up the world for you. That's your true love. You should find that someone, alright?"

"... I guess you're right. I was f-feeling lonely... I-I'm sorry I used you for this..." He apologized with a guilty expression on his face and his eyes staring at the floor.

"It's fine. You were going through a tough time. Plus, I also had fun during this month as well."

"So your not mad at me?"

"Why would I?"

"I used you..."

I mentally sighed.

"Like I said (U/n), you were going through a tough time and you just wanted friends. It's okay I'm not mad or angry at you."

"Thanks."

"No problem! But I think I need to go, my mom might call me anytime soon." I said not looking (U/n)'s adorable face.

"Ah! R-right! I'm sorry for keeping you here for so long! You should get going! You wouldn't want to make your mom wait!"

"Yeah... I'll get going then, " I say, standing up and heading towards the door.

"See you at school then, (Y/n)! Don't forget your homework!" He says with a wave.

"See you then, too, (U/n)! And I won't forget." I reply as we exchange our final goodbyes and I watch him close the front door.

"I'm sorry as well (U/n). I'm sorry for lying to you just now, and... I'm sorry but, I think I might have fallen for you... (U/n)..."