Don't give me up

Don't give... me up.

*Not about Angels ~ Birdy

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I saw Julian was going home. I chased after him. The bandages around his arm were visible.

I grasp his shirt tightly and make him look to me...

e you cheating on me?" I asked Julian who can't even looked me in my eye.

"Chloe--" I cutted him off.

"No. Is it because of her?!" I shouted at him. Glad that no one hears us because we were at the school garden whose no one want to enter because of lame scary stories.

"Its always Chelsea! Chelsea! Why don't people love me as me? Why I don't get your attention Julian? Is it because she's goody girl? Is it because she have a big chest than mine is that all? Huh?" I cried. I smacked Julian's chest by my hands repeatedly. He didn't move.

"Sorry." I heard him mutter.

"Why don't people love me back? Am I not that lovable?" I held his clothes tightly and looked him in the eye.

"I-im sorry. I can't love you back." My heart broke.

Its happening again...

Everyone's leaving me again...

Like how Ethan left me when he found out I was pregnant for our child...

I looked down in horror to see if I my pregnant kit has two lines. I have been puking since last week and last week is the day me and Ethan made love at his room.

I was fourteen that day...

He was eighteen...

I was totally in love with him. He's perfect! He's everything every girl wants. He was..... royalty of the school.

And every girls envy me...

I was walking to the school, clutching my strap of my blue bag. I was feeling something...

That something was going to happen...

Something bad...

But I just shrugged my shoulder of and headed to the shower room where Ethan used to go after his training.

Groups of cheerleaders were heading to my direction. I turned to other side to prevent them. But, they grabbed my shirt.

"Where are you going bitch?" Erica sneered at me. She was Ethan's ex girlfriend. The leader of the squad.

"I was just.... visiting Ethan?" I said. She laughed.

"Hey girls, this chick really assumes that she was loved by him." They laughed.

I was teary eyed that then....

"No. He loved me..." I said. Trying to remove her grip. But it tightened..

"No... Bitch. He just using you to make me jealous. You're ugly you know that? You're like a trash!"

She smacked my cheeks so hard that it swell so bad..

They punched my..

Stomach..

I clutched my abdomen...

"Julian, you'll regret if you leave me." I said to him.

You and I will be forever.

I will not lose you..

Julian.

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