/From Екатерина Петровна Замолодчикова's experience in her sober circle./

Imagine adding:

A cooldown from a morning jog,

A warm shower of lavender soap,

Cherry blossom shampoo on your head,

Your lover waiting by your memory bed.

To embrace you like your Mother,

Share a comforter in cool weather.

Then...

Multiply the comfort 20,000 times as you feel them-

All at the same time.

That's the demon, the Math of Heroin.

But we haven't been to the fun part yet:

You'll never feel it again.