Butterflies turn my stomach

upside down

My heart wants to jump out

gets stuck in my throat

along the way

And my heartbeat speeds up

whenever I think of you

Feels like talking with strangers

or failing a test

Failing at communication

or when I have to give a presentation

in front of a big crowd

If this is what love feels like

I don't want it

My brain is rewired

don't know how to put it back

can't find my default settings

but I didn't choose this

I would never choose to feel sick

every time I see you