It was beautiful morning around 5AM ,before the sun woke up......

I was thrusting hardly inside my bestfriend...

The moaning mess boy underneath me, made a grabby hand when I went little bit rough on him... His face was covered with sweat in the warm winter room, his bangs were falling all over his eyes, still I can see he was trying his best to look at me...

I leaned a little to take him in my embrace, and once he came closer to me he attached his lips on me......

I was thrusting, abusing his prostate still tasting his mouth, he was moaning for more and I also love to go rough on him....

''Arhh... Koo-k.. I- I'm close " he moaned breaking the kiss....

''Yes Tae me too" I groaned and thrusted hardly and at once he came all over his upper body...

I also came inside him after few more thrusts.....And threw myself on the bed pulling him on me, still I was inside him..

He moaned again when my recently released member hit his prostate again....

He whimpered and adjusted himself on my chest hugging me like a koala and due to this movement, my dick again hit on his prostate and he grimaced his face which was absolutely cute for me...

So let me introduced myself and my bestfriend.. I am and my bestfriend is ..

We have known each other for more that 10 or 12 years since we were in elementary school.... And now we are at our final year of graduation, We are 20 now...

If you are thinking Taehyung and me are in relationship then you are right.

It was friends with benefits..

I also don't know when everything started....

I don't know why we were doing that...

Our relationship was pure like crystal but it got crumbs when we were on our sleepover at age of 18...

We were watching 'God's own country ', and I even do not know when those space in between us got smaller and we kissed for the first time...

After that we ended in very good fuck which was for the first time of our life....

After that day almost everyday we had sex, you know teenagers' hormone things...

From 18 to 20, we both were happy with in the relationship without knowing what we were doing with each other...

Although I was few months younger than Taehyung still he was a baby to me.....

And finally we gave this relationship to a name and it was ''best friends with benefits"

We didn't have any problem with that because we were happy....

There was no random kisses, there were no random cuddles like couples do.. But still we were more than happy only with those sexual relationship...

When we got in university we took same subjects, I mean I took same subjects as Taehyung although I didn't like those subjects... But Taehyung helped me with my modules, and as a conclusion we always ended up having sex....

No one asked when we did it for the first time ,it happened with the flow of erotic scenes of the movie and at the end we made it official for our daily sexual needs... Sometimes I thought who confessed first for this...

It was Taehyung ... Then NO

It was me..... It is also a NO

But without confession how we ended up in this relationship...

Then I realised we never confessed about anything .

When we became friends for the first time, we never asked, it was just an accidental encounter... When we became bestfriend, it was also started when I don't remember but Taehyung always mentioned me as his special one, as his bestfriend...

And then we were became sex mates...

Without emotions (?)

''That was awesome "I said while caressing his back with my left hand and playing with his hairs with my right hand....

As a answer he hummed and cutely nodded his head... Which was cute, not like it was the first time I found him cute...

No...

Almost every thing he did was really cute for me.....

He was beautiful.......

He was ethereal......

He was my bestfriend......

I cupped his face and kissed him, he also kissed me back without saying anything ....

When we broke the kiss.. He said

''Kook, I should take shower... Otherwise we will be late for our classes"

With that he was about to get up ,I stopped him with grabbing his cheeks again and kissed him...

''I want one more round Tae"he looked at me confusion.... Because there was never a second round in our mission..

We always did for once ...

''Bu-" he said

''Please Tae... I want to have sex with you in the shower " I pouted and without any further question ,with a giggle he nodded..

After having sex for more that 45 minutes, we came out from the bathroom...

Taehyung was in my arm.... I helped him to put his dresses, not his but mine which were he owned by his some silly excuses ,demands and cute pouts with doe eyes pleads.....

Once we were finally finished ,we headed for our classes...

He sat down on passenger seat and immediately played our mutual favourite songs.

He started to enjoy the songs and there I was enjoying by looking at him...

We drove to the university and when we reached at the gate, I parked and he waited for me...

He was about to go ,I held his hand and pull him for a long kiss....

He kissed back while holding my face.. And I kissed him by pulling him towards me...

We went to the class, I was beside him and he was talking random things while walking and jumping a little,pointing at the walls or the notices...

The classes ended, Once we got inside the car and he did same, I pulled him towards me for a hug then a kiss....

''Kook,can you please drop me at my home"

Although I didn't want him to leave but still he was at my house for our so called fake project aka SEX..

On the way he said he wanted to stop at the convenience store for something which was just a few meter away from his house..

''Kook, I'm going buy. "He said to me once we reached in front of the store...

He hugged me and when he broke the hug, I caressed his check, leaned towards him and placed a small kiss on his lips...

''Kook why are you kissing so much today"he asked with a small voice like he was thinking something or confused about something...

''Why don't you like when I kiss" I said hurriedly in a dearly manner which was containing a fear of rejection... Because that was unusual... We never kissed like that as much as we kissed in just a single day.. From my house to his goodbye ,we had kissed for may be nth times..

''No Kook... I love it" he said with his beautiful box smile, which was my favourite...

I again leaned for a little long time kiss and broke it as I said

''See to tomorrow Tae" still my hand was caressing his cheek and he left my car with

''See you tomorrow "

I left the place when I saw Taehyung entered inside the store and directly went to the counter....

I reached at my house.... I thought it was empty like usual but no when I entered I saw my dad and mom were sitting on the couch ...

I was confused because for many times of the month they always were in their business tour... But suddenly that day they came back... Not like I was sad but My smile dropped when I saw my father's angry face...

I looked at my mom and she was just looking at me, may be that time I was really naive to read the emotions through someone's eyes...

''Who the fuck was that ?"my dad howled on me once his eyes fell on me...

I was so confused to answer him,then he again said

''Who was that man, whom you were kissing inside the car"

My heart skipped one beat.... But soon I consoled myself by saying ''thanks god they didn't see Taehyung "

I was afraid ...

And I saw my dad threw some packets of condoms and a bottle of lube on the table and said

''What are these ?"

I hurriedly went to them and picked them up and put them in my bag...

''You roamed my room" I asked in a sulky and anger filled voice..

''Yes we did.... No tell me why you were kissing a man and what you are doing in our absence ? "

I don't know but I felt anger when I heard him said ''why did you are kissing a man"

I mean he could have asked

''Who was that man"

"why you are having sex in our absence ?" But no he had a problem with my sexual preference..

''Dad that was nothing... And I love man" with that I stormed inside my room ...

Once I closed the door, I threw myself on the bed, unknowingly tears flew down from my eyes....

Thanks to god, he didn't see Taehyung... I did not want to lose him... He was always there for me ....

I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep after few minutes , didn't even noticed when my tears stopped...

The next morning I woke up, I did my morning routine and went out for my university but at the living room I again met with my dad....

My mom was silent...

She had not talked with me at all....

And about my dad he was still in anger...

I didn't even think to say good morning or good bye before I went out of the house...

I entered inside the university and my eyes automatically searched for one person and that was my best friend....

I saw from a little far, A small boy was running towards me and in a blink he threw himself on me for a bone cracking hug....

I didn't hugged him back.... I held his wrist gently and dragged him to the roof of the university.... Once we reached and I closed the door behind me...

I kissed him...

He was confused but he soon replied the kiss.... The kiss was for almost four to five minutes and one he broke the kiss ,I hugged him with

''I missed you Tae "

Unknowingly my eyes became teary, there were no sexual tensions, his presence was a medicine for the previous events of my house...

He giggled and said

''I also missed you Kook"he broke the hug and looked at my eyes , when he noticed the tears on my eyes he cupped my face..

''What happened Kook... Are you alright "

I was already amused by this thing...

I didn't need to say anything ,my eyes always told him, and it was only him who always caught there was something happened not even my parents who always put themselves busy with their work..

I didn't want to say him what happened at the previous night... I didn't want him to get afraid about anything so I smiled a little and said..

''No just I missed you little more"

He laughed on my sentence and kissed on my cheek..

''Now I am here... No need to cry ...let's go to class" he said and hugged me while patting my back..

May be he was sure that I was lying ..

''Just don't leave me Tae"

I said and may be that was what I also wanted... He cutely looked at me and said

''Never ever"

The day went by, I never left Taehyung even for a second and about the kisses, I kissed him when I got any chances.....

I never asked myself why I was kissing him like his lips were addiction for me..

I left him in front of his house after a last kiss and left to my house...

When I reached at house and entered inside I saw there were two luggages on the living room and my dad was sitting on the couch...

''Are you going back again " I asked and he looked at me still there was the anger in his eyes...

''No , not me... You are going... You are going to your uncle's house" he said and I was so shocked to say something..

''But why"

''Because what you have done"

''What do you mean by that" I asked him and he got up from the couch and headed towards me...

''You can't like man.... It is wrong " he said while coming towards me..

"There is nothing wrong dad... I like man... It is normal"

"No it is not ... I don't want to feel ashamed in society"

''But dad-

My words stopped with the strong slap on my cheek..

''You are wrong and you are going to your Uncle's ... That's it..no more argument Jeon Jungkook "

Tears flew down from my eyes, before I could say he dragged me towards the car..

They were fucking sending me to Japan....

My mom even didn't stopped my dad...

I didn't want them to know about Taehyung... I didn't want my dad to do something wrong with him... But he was the only one who was running in my mind.... When my dad was driving and mom was looking outside of the window, I typed a short message to Taehyung...

''I'm sorry Tae.... My dad saw me when I was kissing you and now he is send me to my uncle's house, to Japan.... I will miss you so much.... Just do not forget about me"

I sent the message and soon I received many message from him... I was afraid to read his messages so I locked my phone....

At the airport they gave me my passport and ticket,and luggage, he snatched my phone away from my hand and threw it in the dustbin, after that my hopeless and lonely soul left the place and my best friend....

It's been six months when they abandoned me.... I am living with my uncle and he is really good....

Here at least no one judges me on my sexuality.... I have made few friends and most importantly still they can't replace Taehyung from my heart...

I miss him....

Everyday

I have never contacted with him not even with my parents.....

I have learned japanese and now I'm not bad at this language...

I am sitting in the cafe , the weather was cold outside and my friends were talking about something .... But I am thinking about him not listening to my friends...

Because there is only him who has been running inside my mind..

I have cried for many nights remembering about him... It is really hard for me to live without him..

I don't even want to replace him and I'm sure one day I will go back to him....

Jungkook was thinking about Tae when

Kael asked me..

''Kook why don't you find yourself someone "

He stopped thinking and smiled at his question.. His other friends also curiously looked at him for the answer...

''Someone is waiting for me... So I don't need anyone for myself.... I have him... I just want him back"

It was the cheesiest line he had ever said to someone...

Everyone uuuuued and they again emerged in their talks...

Jungkook who also went back to his previous thoughts noticed someone was standing out side of the cafe while asking someone about something....

He squinted my eyes to see him and when he realised who was it , he got up from his table and went outside..... His friends were calling him for his sudden action but he didn't hear them because there was standing his long awaited bestfriend...

Once Jungkook went out side of the cafe, he stopped....

There he was wearing a fluffy sweater and jeans, a scarf around his neck., hands were covered with gloves... He was asking about something while showing his phone.... And the person was saying something ...... He was looking so cute.... Jungkook chuckled and shook his head...

When he saw the person went away from Taehyung,

Jungkook didn't waste any time and ran to him...

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Taehyung was so into the search ,he didn't even noticed when someone coming towards him....

He was looking at his phone after the person left, but he felt someone picked him up and joined their lips.....

His eyes went wide...

Not in fear but he finally felt the touch of the same warm lips.....

He realised it was his best friend ..

Jungkook ...

His phone fell down from his hand... He wrapped his hands around Jungkook's nape...

Jungkook was holding him by his waist and Taehyung was in the air....

Jungkook broke the kiss and hugged Taehyung tightly for some moments...

They didn't say anything... Just wanted to stay like that for some more times... He again kissed Taehyung .... Because in their case, silence always won over words..

After some round of kiss, hug and crying, Jungkook and Taehyung sat down on a bench... Jungkook was holding Taehyung's hand and Taehyung was smiling at him...

They were still silent, which was showing they didn't want to know anything just they wanted the presence of each other, especially Jungkook...

Jungkook caressed Taehyung's hand and said...

''How did you find me"

Taehyung left a sigh and said

''The next day after you left I went to your house.... I was angry... I asked your parents about you and they didn't say anything about you. .... I did the same thing for many months and they still didn't say so one day in anger I said everything truth about us to them and your dad slapped me... He warned me not to go your house so I stopped but one day at university.... I saw your dad was talking with principal so after your dad left school I went to principal and I asked him about you, I don't know why at first he hesitated but when I cried and requested him to say about you, he told me that you are living with your uncle in Japan and fortunately your dad told him this college name... So I requested my parents to come here for study and they somehow agreed about that.... "

Taehyung said his eyes were teary again.... Jungkook pulled him towards him and asked

''Then you will again leave me... No Taehyung don't leave me again , Please."

He begged and Taehyung smiled...

''Dumbo, I am here ... I came here to complete my graduation with you.... I know without me you can't even pass the exam so I am not leaving you"

Jungkook hugged him tightly while said

''Thank you Taehyung. .... Thank you so much... I don't want to leave you also"

It had been 5 hours ,Jungkook brought Taehyung with him to his uncle's house and his uncle also agreed for Taehyung to live there... He accepted him when Jungkook said about everything....

Taehyung was sitting on Jungkook's lap, Jungkook was hugging him backward....

''Tae... I want to say you something "

''What Kook"

"Taehyung it is really hard to live without you..... I don't want you as my bestfriend anymore.... Be my boyfriend" Jungkook asked and Taehyung giggled...

It was not a confession at all but a demand .

''What do you think about my answer after I came here to you leaving everything back"

Jungkook smiled, he got his answer

"Thank you Tae"

Jungkook pulled Taehyung into a heated kiss.... May be after that they had a good sex also.....

It had been three years , still their relationship was same....

They were boyfriends...

They have started there own business on perfumes which was going well with many ups and downs but that never effected their relationship....

They were living together.... Apart from their uncle.... But their uncle accepted the relationship..

And the most interesting thing was they never shared or said ''I love you'' to each other but still there was love....

Everytime when someone asked one of them for a date they clearly refused them with ''I have a beautiful or handsome boyfriend"

Due to their business was also going well so Jungkook was planning to ask Taehyung to ''Marry him''

But still he didn't know how to .

May be he was going to demand him again because he knew in their relationships .

Hope you like it💜