Elissa pov*

I woke up with a terrible headache like I beat my head on the wall hundred times. I massaged my temples sitting on the bed. I smelt coffee and... pancakes? Who is in my kitchen? I managed to walk out of the room reaching the bathroom. I quickly washed my face with cold water and looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes widened at my outfit; I was wearing a shirt, a man's shirt. I gasped when I reminded to whom it belonged. So he is the one who is in my kitchen I thought he will be gone after what happened last night. I brushed my teeth and walk to my kitchen.

He was there in front of the stove with a spatula in his hand; wearing a sweatpants and a white tee-shirt, his hair messy and still wet. When in the hell he used my bathroom and where these clothes were coming from. I was in my thoughts when I found Adrian looking at me smiling like an idiot.

"Good morning gorgeous" He said

"Morning" I replied walking to the small counter

"Take this" He said handing me a pill and a glass of water

I narrowed my eyes at him.

"I knew you will need it after all the drink you had last night" Adrian added.

I took it and gulped all the water without a word. I was really thirsty.

I sat on the stool looking at him. He seemed happy, relaxed. I believed he will be angry; disappointed maybe upset. But no he was here in my kitchen smiling and preparing my breakfast. He slipped a plate with pancakes, eggs, fruits and a cup of coffee in front of me.

"Bon appétit" He said with a smile. I kept looking at him and to my plate. I finally took my fork playing with my food and passed the events of last night in my head.

I was on the bed feeling Adrian's lips on my neck, going down to my cleavage. I couldn't stop myself of moaning. It's been so long that I couldn't stop myself. His hands were roaming all over my body, from my hips up to massaging my breast playing with my nipple. I grabbed his hair feeling the softness. He groaned at my act. He took my other nipple in his mouth. I arched my back feeling the immense pleasure. Suddenly he stood up taking off his shirt and pant without leaving my eyes. He was just in boxer. He took the rest of my dress off me and got between my legs looking lustfully at my body. He kissed his way from my belly to my mouth and captured my lips; I responded at his kiss with the same force with my hands caressing his back. He was so soft everything like was in my memories.

"I love you so much babe and love the effect you have on me" He mumbled against my lips. I felt his hand on my belly and hips. I was in a different world enjoying this moment I craved for; for years.

Without stopping his assault on every inch in my body, his hand was now on the edge of my thong; at this moment I opened my eyes like I was waking up from a dream. I couldn't go this far; it was not what I wanted; I let my guards down in a moment of weakness.

I grabbed his hand before he could take it away from me. He lifted his face which was on my breast and looked at me.

"I... I want you to... stop" I said

He frowned at me and sat, his hand sill at the same place.

"Please I don't feel right about this" I added

I saw the hurt in his eyes but quickly replaced by concern. He took my face in his hands and said softly

"Did I do something wrong?"

I kept looking at him and replied

"I am not ready "

He caressed my cheeks lovingly with his thumbs for long minutes in silence and stood up. I felt a little weird because I expected him to just walk out of the room but instead he pulled me from the bed making me stand. He picked his shirt from the floor and made me wear it. I was looking at him clearly surprised by his behaviour. He buttoned all the buttons, grabbed my waist and kissed my forehead.

"Can I spend the night with you" He asked

"I don't know, I don't think it's a... good idea" I replied

"Please I just want to hold you in my arms... please" He almost begged grabbing my hands in his

"We will just sleep I promise" Adrian added

I could at least do this I said to myself so I nodded. I never saw him smile like he did at this moment.

We lay down on the bed; he was behind me still with his boxer only. He hugged me from behind with one arm on my waist and the other under my head, passing on my chest grabbing my shoulder keeping me glued to him. I could feel him breathing with his chest up and down. We didn't speak. I didn't know when I fell asleep.

I was still playing with my food when Adrian spoke

"Babe is everything right?"

"Yeah just thinking"

"About what?"

I didn't want to open the discussion about what happened so I lied

"About Lucas" I replied not looking at him

"Don't worry my parents will take good care of him, I bet he didn't even notice our absence" He said with chuckle

"Yeah probably"

"Just eat as long as it's hot so we can go and bring our son"

I didn't reply and started eating, it was good and I was so hungry.

I didn't know where all this is going to take us because what happened is difficult to forget and forgive. I still couldn't forgive him and don't know if I could one day. It is harder for me than for him he have to understand this.