Elissa pov*

«Give me this bottle » Adrian said softly

"No" I replied gulping more

"I said give me this damn bottle" This time more sternly

"Just leave me alone"

I was in my apartment after I left the wedding, I couldn't support to look at all this couples; So I let my son with his grandparents and left without telling anyone. But unfortunately Adrian knew about it and followed me here. I didn't want to open for him but he made a huge din and I didn't want to disturb my neighbours so he is here trying to snatch the bottle of wine of my hand. I need it just for one night; forget about everything just one night but he has to spoil everything like always.

"Elissa you drunk enough"

"I will decide when it will be enough so just leave, what are you doing here anyway"

"I was worried" He simply said

"You don't have to I am fine" I said falling on the couch and closed my eyes for a moment, he took the opportunity to snatch the bottle from my hand and run to the kitchen. I followed him to try to take it back but he was already emptied it in the sink.

"Why you did that" I screamed to his face

"Calm down Eli you..."

"I don't want to fucking calm down" I screamed once more

He stayed silent looking at me with worry. I grabbed my hair with frustration.

"Why you have to always ruin my life? I just want to enjoy this night alone and forget but no you have to be here and get on my nerves"

"It's not good for you" He replied

"From when you are concerned about what is good for me"

"I care for you Elissa no I... I love you"

"Stupid liar" I replied

"I am not lying I love you so much babe" He said coming towards me

I took a step back not wanting him so close to me

"Please believe me I never stopped loving you"

It was too much for me so I exploded

"Stop saying it because I don't fucking care about your love or whatever it is" I shouted

"Don't say this" Adrian pleaded with hurt in his eyes

"I will say it because this is the truth, what kind of love it is, once you love me and the second after you hate me and now you want me to believe you really love me. Do you think I am that stupid... I was a fool in the past when I thought a person like you would want a person like me a stupid waitress like you said but I am not anymore so just spare yourself I won't fall for you lies anymore!"

"I I know I said horrible things in the past but it was not what I really thought... I said it just to... to hurt you and make you feel miserable like I was. Please believe me..."

"No you broke my trust Adrian and nothing can fix it, because it happened once it can happen again"

"No no I won't doubt you anymore I swear"

"You believed a stranger over me Adrian. Someone you have never seen. When this man said I was guilty I was and when he said I am innocent I became innocent so how do you expect me to trust you when you didn't even listen to me and give me a chance. You believed I could be this low and cheat on you, you didn't believe my love for you so don't wait for me to believe yours now" I said calmly

"I was hurt, angry, and jealous I didn't know what I was doing" He replied taking his face in his hands

"That don't justify your actions Adrian, I was hurt too but I tried to fix the things between us, even after all you did I came to you to tell you about my pregnancy despite everything you've done I wanted to see you happy ...In hindsight if I return at this moment I won't do the same mistake I would leave with the little pride I still had"

"I am sorry"

"Yeah you can be sorry because you broke everything we had, you know what the most painful thing is?" I asked looking straight to him, he was now on the couch his elbow on his knees, his face in his hands. He lifted up his head looking back at me

"In our wedding you made vows to love me, trust me and never leave me until the death separate us, you lied back then. At the first opportunity you ruined everything and didn't respect such sacred vows and now you are expecting me to believe you"

He came towards me trying to hold my face but I jerked his hands away, he sighed and took my hand instead holding it tight

"I am so sorry babe... I don't know what I can tell to express how many regrets I have, but the only thing you have to know is that I was sincere with you from the first day I never lied about my feelings...The horrible words I said to you when... I doubted you were false."

I let out a deep breath feeling my anger began to go up

"Look at me Elissa... please" He said while putting his fingers on my chin

"Look at my eyes... Look at them you will see the only truth"

I look at him, our eyes were melting in each other, the stare was intense like we could saw our soul trough them. But he had to ruin it again and spoke

"I love you babe, I love you so much"

I regained my spirits and strongly pushed him away. He almost fell but pulled himself together at the last moment and looked at me with surprise

"Shut up" I said jumping on him and punching him the chest. I couldn't control myself anymore. All the anger that was locked in me for all these years resurfaced suddenly. He didn't move and let me punch him

"I hate you... I hate..you" I screamed punching and pushing him

"I love you" He shouted at my face. I slapped him with so much force that I saw the prints on his cheek. He stared at me with watery eyes and said I love you again. I slapped the other cheek

"Don't you understand I said I don't want your stupid love!!!"

I was a crying mess no we are crying mess. He didn't move like he wasn't affected at all

"No matter you say I am and will be in love with you for all my life" He replied softly walking to me.

I tried to speak but I didn't have strength in me anymore. I felt his arms around me I put my fists on his chest and hit him weakly

"I hate..." I couldn't finish because my tears

He hugged me tightly, my head on his chest hearing his heart beats. I couldn't move my body was like paralyzed in his embrace. We stayed like this for long minutes. He recoiled and cupped my face in his large hands, dried my tears with his thumbs, my eyes still closed I felt his forehead on mine.

In the same position we stared at each other, he kissed my nose. I pushed myself away a little. He caressed my cheeks his hands still on my face, kissed my forehead multiples times, my temple, my cheeks more and more faster like he was afraid I will disappear. He stopped for a second looking into my eyes

"I love you so fucking much it hurts" His voice full of despair.

I didn't reply this time he bent towards me slowly until he kissed me gently. I felt the softness I craved for. But in my mind I knew this was not correct I can't do this so I detached my lips from his. I wanted to move away but Adrian grabbed my shoulders bringing my face near him again, lingering his lips against my cheek and after that against my mouth. I felt so weak, I would be lying if I say I didn't miss him or his touch; my body wanted only to crash to him

"I miss you my love please" He was like begging

"Please Eli I want you... I want to feel you please" He said again while brushing his lips on my face and my neck his hands now on my waist.

I couldn't resist when he began to kiss my neck, my soft spot, I moaned without realizing it. That made him lift his head from there and stare at me with so much passion. He crashed his lips on mine; he kissed me with so much force and need that I responded with the same hunger. He pulled me to him with the hand that it was on my back while the other was massaging my hips. I circled his neck and passed my fingers on his hair; He groaned in my mouth enjoying my gesture. We kept kissing until we couldn't breathe; we stopped just for seconds because Adrian jumped on me again hugging me even harder kissing me more and more. I felt his hands slipping under my dress, massaging my thighs then going up to my butt squeezing it. He took me by the back of my thighs so I jumped circling my legs around his waist. Adrian kept kissing me from my lips to my jaw, my neck until my collarbone where he rested his face between my cleavage for a moment and mumbled something I didn't understand. He began to let sloppy kisses all over me again focusing on my soft spot while his hands cupped my butt to maintain me in place. He walked until we reached the room and put me gently on the mattress without stopping his actions.

Adrian bring his hands to my shoulder and removed the strap from my shoulder kissing it in the process. I was in heaven I missed all of this my body didn't want him to stop when my mind screamed another thing.

He stared at me for a moment scrutinizing my red face; he caressed my lips and cheeks with his thumb smiling at me

"You are so beautiful, just so gorgeous my love" He said tenderly before smashing his lips on me again.

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