Chaeryeong

The day has ended and we're currently on our room now. We spent our time by chatting and touring around the resort since Yuna said she was okay with that instead of staying in our room. We took a swimming on the pool for a half hour and Yuna's currently changing her clothes on the bathroom.

Being with Yuna isn't that bad. She was playful, funny sometimes, she follows whatever I say, kinda humble at the same time and yeah, she's adorable.

About the guy last night, I can't recognize him because I guess he put something on his voice and his eyes are the only thing I've seen. But I have one suspect in my mind. When he said those hints, I totally knew who would tell him to kill me. I just need to find evidences to support my theories about those killers.

"Unnie, did you see my phone? I forgot where I put it". Yuna seems comfortable with me already, me as well. Yuna is a kind of person who's easy to be with. In our two days together, I could say that, having a younger sister isn't that bad.

I looked at her and pointed on the closet. "Thanks". She muttered and went to the closet to get her phone.

It was seven in the evening and we're already ate dinner. Dad and Mo-Yuna's Mom, yeah, also noticed our closeness already. Well, they always left us, plus, Yuna never stops talking when she started it.

I lay down on the bed and Yuna's now drying her hair. From behind, I could see Yuna's exposed back. She was wearing a black sando with a laces on the back and a white pants. Why is she even wearing a sando at this time? It's already night and the weather is getting cold. What seriously comes through her mind and wear it.

My gaze didn't leave her as she started to comb her hair, tying it up, making her nape got revealed. "Unnie, are we going home tomorrow?". She asks, still focused on the mirror.

"Probably". I replied and turned my gaze on the ceiling after noticing that my eyes kept staring at her gorgeous neck. "You'll study on the University where I am studying but you're still not enrolled so we have to fix your papers first. I have one month vacation so I'll be the one who will assist you while I don't have classes".

"...Mhm". She hummed and I felt her eyes looking at me. I heard a footsteps coming so I adjusted myself on the side of the bed. "Where's the pillows here, Unnie?".

"Do you still want to use it?". I asks, not daring to look at her. She was wearing that revealing sando for fuck's sake!

"No- I mean- I thought you're not comfortable sleeping with me". She said and I heard a zipper being opened. I looked at her direction and found her getting a hoodie on her bag.

"Who even said that?".

"I asks you and you agreed having it between us, right?". She said. I know, it was just... I was really uncomfortable that time. But we didn't even had it last night though. And besides, you even saw my body.

"Well, if you want to put it, it's up to you. Imma sleep now". I said and turned to my side. I heard her chuckles and felt the bed moved when Yuna lay down beside me.

"Unnie..." She called and I hummed as a response. "Goodnight~ ". She said and there's something on her tone. I swear, it was the sweetest voice I've ever heard so far. Call me weird but I was starting to like Yuna, I mean, as my younger sister, yeah. I'm freaking weird since I really hated her the day I saw her and her Mom's faces, but now? I don't know, it's like, something changed after what happened last night.

"Goodnight". I muttered. The whole room became quiet now and Yuna's probably sleeping now behind me.

Earlier, when I got up, Yuna's face was the one I've seen first. Who wouldn't panick when our faces are so closed? I mean, that happens a lot between us, I don't even know why, but my eyes couldn't look at her when her face is freaking close to mine. Then I found out that she was the one who changed my clothes? That's fvcking crazy, yeah.

If Mom was here, I'm sure she would do the same. I miss Mom so much. How I wish Dad was the one who have that disease and not Mom. I would be happy without him.

Argh!

"Time to get some air". I mumbled and sat up, glancing at the woman beside me. Guess she's sleeping already. I stood up and tried not to make noise. I walks towards the door and opened it, going outside. I was just walking when I passed Dad's room. It was open and Yuna's Mom was also sleeping already while Dad is talking to someone while sitting on the couch.

I curiously went closer to their door and listened to what was Dad saying.

"I told you, you can use her first before that. You can't do it just once. Play with her. Don't worry". He stated seriously. Who is he talking about?

"I know, I know, I'll pay you".

Was it about business?

"Just do what I've said. I'll hung it up now". With that, he dropped the call and looks at the door. Fortunately, I was fast enough to hid and walks away. I went downstairs and made my way to the beach outside. I wonder who was Dad talking about, and who's the person on the other line.

This made me think that I'm right. I just have to keep an eye to him. Just a little more.

I didn't know it would be this so cold here. There's no too much people but there's still some having a night swimming and enjoying the view.

This resort is literally prettier when the night comes. The lights, the moon's bright, the stars, the ocean's waves, it's all perfect.

I saw on the old wood laying on the sand so I took and bring it to where there's no people. There it is, a quiet place.

I dropped the wood on the sand and sat there as I stared on the moon in front. The only thing I could hear is the wave coming from the ocean. It's getting colder as the wind kept hitting my skin. Good thing I'm wearing a pants this time and not a shorts.

Well, this is a peaceful night. It's time to remember Mom. This is the exact place where Mom and I last talked with each other. She even gave me a necklace that night. It wasn't just a necklace but a couple necklace.

I still remember what Mom said when she handed me that.

“give it to her, when you're already sure”.

She was talking to someone I will love in the future. I don't actually have a person in my mind that time. Well, Yeji's not my friend yet when Mom told me that. But now, I'm still doubting. Yeji does like me, but as a friend. The necklace isn't for her. It's for someone, I guess.

Mom also know who am I. I mean, what I want. She knew I'm into girls but Dad was against about it. He want me to marry a guy in the future. He once beat me when he saw me being clingy and closed with Yeji five months ago. I didn't told Yeji about that.

Dad knew when I like someone. And if it's a girl, then I should ready myself for a new war. If I didn't repeatedly told him Yeji is just my friend, and I need her for my study, he won't really stop hurting me.

"If only you're here..." I couldn't finish my words when the tears I was holding for a long time, drops down on my cheeks. It's too much. Mom should be the one I am with, and not that man, not Dad.

Those time that Mom was there with me, protecting me from Dad, singing for me, buying what I want, supporting me, I miss it. Her smile, her presence. Those were just memories now, living in my mind.

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a short update, sorry for errors!