The avengers stayed with Peter and Emma until Peter was calm enough to be put in his bed in his own room. They all wanted to escape the depressed mood of the room due to recent events. Yet at this moment there was no light at the end of the tunnel. They still had Emma who doesn't remember anything up until almost a year back. She hated all of the Avengers especially Peter, and Peter was in no state of mind to be hearing these things as he believed what Emma was saying, even though they weren't true. For right now, they needed to figure out what happened to Emma whilst their children rest.

The Avengers were all very concerned for both children and so they first discussed Emma. What happened to her? How has she forgotten what has happened recently and why did she think her mom was already dead? They needed to find out exactly what Emma remembers whilst keeping them and her safe. Obviously they had a room for her for when she is calmer although the windows are locked and Jarvis alerts everyone when her door is open and closed. She will also have 24/7 surveillance except for in her room. They owed her mom too much. If they found Emma earlier or if Nat didn't make that nasty comment which made Emma unaware of her surroundings Emma's mom would still be here, and Emma would be safe. The least they could do was take care of Emma. Although they couldn't make any progress with her whilst she was asleep.

Although physically her body was a mess. She was covered in scars, some of which had traces of infection starting in them, which were put to rest with help from a cream from Bruce. There were a couple of broken bones that were almost healed, so they didnt need any casts on them. She also had a concussion. They made sure her IV was supplying her the right nutrients so that she could recover as quickly as possible.

They also needed to be there as support for Peter. Only Tony had seen him in a bad place like this. And that only happened once around a year ago. He made a schedule for him. He made him come down to sit with the rest of the Avengers for every meal time, yet didnt force him to eat. He eat on his own free will, yet the comfort of having company helped him. He made sure Peter knew he was there for him, that he loved him. When he heard him cry in the nights he would cuddle with him until he fell asleep and made sure he awoke with him in the morning just to prove he would never leave. He did give Pepper quite a few heart attacks when she woke and he was gone, but it was soon resolved after a quick explanation. The rest of the Avengers also supported Peter, and were as supportive as possible.

Tony went and cuddled with Peter to ease his sense of mind, to make sure that his son was still with him. He needed the cuddle just as much as Peter did. The rest of the team went and discussed Emma's situation.

In the Ned, they all decided that Emma was to have an anklet which includes a tracking device, and a magnetic strip that doesn't allow her to leave the tower without an authorisation code. They weren't going to deny her the outside world, yet she would be kept on a tight leash. She would not be able to go anywhere or do anything without somebody there. They needed to make sure she was safe, and wouldn't run away to the place she was now Layla too. They also needed to make sure she was ok on the news about her mom. She might not believe them right now, yet something could switch in her memory and she could breakdown. They needed to be there for her.

Bruce would be spending his time trying to make a serum that could bring Emma's memories back. They needed Emma back. They needed the normal, outgoing, defiant Emma. Not this shell of her. They may have only been with Emma for a short period of time, yet she affected all of the their lives, even if no one know how she did it, not even the Avengers themselves.

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We were currently on another mission, but we made the huge mistake of taking too long and having some of our own men killed. Not only that, but we were unable to retrieve the information needed as there wasn't enough time to grab it before the place blew up.

I dragged Jason's ass put of there because i didn't want to see him dead, I couldn't.

"What the hell Emma! Why would you do that!? Do you know how much trouble we are going to be in? They're going to kill us both" he shouted at me as my eyes teared up.

"No they won't, because they will only get me. They're going to think you died in the explosion as well. This is your chance at freedom" i explained calmly. I needed him to be safe from the dangers of these organisations.

"NO! NO I WON'T LET YOU DO THAT! THIS IS OUR BATTLE! IF WE GO DOWN THEN WE GO DOWN TOGETHER. OKAY! DO YOU HEAR ME! IF YOU GET CAUGHT THEN SO DO I!" He shouted once again.

"If you cared about me, then you will. You will remove the tracker wherever yours resides and you will live the life you've always wanted. I want this for you. It's my dying wish" i said crying out loud.

"NO! WE WERE SUPPOSED TO PAY OFF OUR CONTRACTS TOGETHER! YOU ARE MY GIRL! Please don't leave me" he continued sobbing

"Exactly, we are in this together, and i need you safe so i can't let you take the blame. As much as it pains me, i need to leave you because it will guarantee your safety because i lov-"

My dream was disappearing right before my eyes. I didn't want it to end, yet it did as my eyes fully opened and adjusted to the lights.

Ultimately i decided that i needed to see Jason. I didn't care how, i was just going to. That's all that i cared about right now. I needed him.

And i knew just how to get to him, or at least as close as i could. It was simple. I'd give then false trust. I'd follow their stupid rules, and abide by anything else they want me to do so they trust me enough to let me do things by myself or not be under constant observation.

I knew I would be watched like a hawk. They all had this protective glint in their eyes, and i knew they would do anything to keep me safe, yet why they would still baffles me. I hate them and i always will. I'm currently alone in this world right now. Although Jason left me, i need to see him . I felt safe with him. I don't know why thought, I certainly don't want to forgive him but something inside me is just begging for me too. I've never felt like this before so i'm going to go through with my plan. Why not try and find him, he had a reasonable excuse which was 'he was gonna die of he didn't get back with the information' .

I think the difference between Jason and Peter walking out, was that Peter had a chance to tell me his alter ego. What did he think i would do? Hate him? I wouldn't of, but it's too late for that now. It wasn't a life or death situation, whereas Jason's was, and i think i can forgive that. I think I'm a very forgiving person.

With that thought in mind, i finally got up. My head was pounding but it didn't hurt too bad. I'm used to pain now. What I did feel thought was the weight of a Stark anklet resting on my left foot. I was right, I wouldn't be allowed out of sight nonetheless outside.

As i was looking at my new permanent addition to my body my door opened. I tried not to flinch too hard in which i succeeded and my face turned into disgust as i saw Black Widow standing at my door staring at me. I hate her, she betrayed Madame B. Don't get me wring i hate the woman, but Natasha Romanoff as she likes to be called nowadays made everyone's lives in the red room 10x worse. A new system was set up. There was harder training schedule with limited food so as we went to bed our bodies would have no energy left to even dream about escaping. There was also a much harsher punishment if you were caught doing anything, and i mean anything wrong. If one fingernail was out of line, you were punished.

They gave more mercy tot he younger ones which surprised me. They also gave mercy to new additions. I had a week to get a grasp on things before I too was punished for not flexing my toes enough in ballet, or not hitting the bullseye each time. Let's just say i got whipped multiple times, and more scars than i thought could reside on a body.

The younger ones had 2 weeks to adapt, yet there were less targets for them to reach and easier classes. Madame B was a manger but she did go easy on the kids which I appreciated. I would appreciate her fully if her organisation didn't exist and young girls weren't out through all of this trauma.

I snapped out of my thoughts as Black Widow said with a smile, "Come. We have lots to do with the team today"

Ughhh, i know i said i old try and abide by the rules but I think this is going to be much harder than I thought. I was already dreading it. Me being stuck in a tower with the people i hate most on this Earth. I'm strong enough to deal with this if it gets me my freedom. I'd put up with anything for my freedom.

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THWACK, THWACK, THWACK, THWACK

Blood was dripping down my back. I could feel the sear as different pieces of skin were being torn open. I could taste my salty tears and sweat as they dripped down my face. My ears were ringing so i could not hear the shouts of Madame B which i was thankful for. I already knew that my nose, wrist, jaw and ribs were broken from my beating yet all of my senses were blurred. This was my worst torture session so far. It makes me worried how much the widows go through when they are punished as it seems much more gruesome and brutal than ours back at Hydra. I know this because I am currently getting whipped by Madame B herself.

Apparently it isn't good enough that i lost one of her favourite agents. She was my favourite too. I would happily go through this pain if it meant she didn't have to. I knew she was safe with the Avengers. Although everyone at Hydra and Red Room are taught to hate them and the fact that they are the destroyers of the world, i am not blinded by their lies. I see who they really are. They save the world from problems like us. I would love to be a good guy for once and not be classed as a villain but that's not possible. At least not if i want to get out of here with my life. I hope once i pay off my debt i could move to somewhere like New York and be a saviour on the internet. I could hack without being traced to give money back to people who were robbed of it, release the innocents from prison and such things.

I would also go to New York to be able to see my girl. Even in this horrific feeling of pain, the image of her face makes me smile. I forget about what I'm currently going through as i focus on the giggles and the defiance and bravery i witnessed from my girl. I know i should get her image out of my head but i can't. It's the only thing that brings me peace. I need her. I didn't think caring about someone like this was possible, at least not until she came along. I don't know why i feel like this, but i feel the need to just be near her, to touch her or to hear her voice. My grin gets wider as I remember every little detail about her that i can remember.

Blurry visions of Emma re what's going through my head as i am knocked it from a cold fist. I go to sleep with a smile on my face, which is what i think annoyed Madame B which resulted in me getting punched. Hopefully this is the end of my punishment so I can back to paying of my debt in order to get back to Emma. Yet i know that's too good to be true

Anything is worth it for her. Anything for my girl.