Jennie had thought about how to stop Lisa from lying to her, so that he could feel safe and so on.

This is what she will do.

But it does not mean that Lisa does nothing.

Jennie wanted to find an opportunity to talk to Lisa about this, but she never found an opportunity.

She found that as long as she observed Lisa carefully, she could still tell whether he was telling the truth or lying, or based on Jennie's understanding of Lisa, she could probably guess Lisa's more real thoughts.

After spending the weekend with Lisa, Jennie didn't find any chance. It was also because Lisa was very real in those two days. He was very happy, Jennie could tell at a glance.

Lisa was startled by Jennie’s sudden serious tone, and raised his head subconsciously, and met Jennie’s eyes, Jennie stared straight at his eyes, not allowing his eyes to dodge.

"I don't like this reaction."

Lisa was startled.

His eyes were uncontrollable and confused.

No one knew how afraid he was that Jennie didn't like these three words.

Jennie could see the confusion and confusion in Lisa's eyes. She couldn't help but feel distressed, but she continued, "Do you know why? Don't lower your head and look at me."

Lisa's gaze that he wanted to look away trembled, and then re-focused on Jennie, his voice quieted.

"do not know."

Jennie sighed, her voice softened, and she said slightly hurt, "Because of this reaction, I can't feel you like it, and it makes me think you don't care about me that much."

"No", Lisa answered very quickly. Some answers don't require thinking at all, "I only care about you."

"Then why do you let me go so plainly?" Jennie said, "If I were you, you would go to a place where there are all strangers I don't know, and there are many girls who think you are handsome, I I will definitely be unhappy."

No... Are you unhappy? Lisa stared at her blankly, "Why..."

"Because I like you. It's very overbearing and unreasonable to like. I don't like other girls watching you. I don't like your being with other people and occupying my time with you. I don't like someone being there. I don't know. The place secretly sees that you like you, so I definitely don’t want you to go. But if I have to go, I think about it, I will ask you when it ends, and when you come back, I will ask if there are any other girls who like you. Ask some reassuring questions, after all, my boyfriend is so handsome and good."

Lisa looked at her silently, without speaking.

Jennie continued as if she didn't know anything.

"If I were you, I would be like this, I like you, so I want to express that I want to let you know that I care. Calmly say one and go, I can't do it, unless I don't care, or I want to hide my Thoughts pretend not to care, but since you are in love, you should be honest and relative, you should not conceal, and you should not deceive. So Lili, your reaction, do you care about me or are you hiding your thoughts and pretending not to care?

Those dark eyes looked at him like this, and there was a ghost in Lisa who didn't dare to look at her like this, but Jennie didn't allow him to look away.

Is it because you don't care or you want to hide your thoughts and pretend not to care?

Lisa felt cold all over and his hands were stiff.

If you don't understand Jennie's intentions at this time, Lisa won't be able to come to this school.

Jennie said so much, but in the end, she just wanted to ask him, why did you hide your thoughts and lie to me?

She discovered that he had lied, and that he had lied to him.

She said that the person in love should not cheat, but he cheated her.

Jennie was disappointed in him.

The moment the word disappointment came to mind, Lisa felt that his heart was wringing pain.

What will happen after disappointment, will gradually become disliked, after dislike, break up?go away?See you again?

Lisa felt that the blood in his whole body was cold, and he sat there in a daze, motionless. After a long while, he barely spoke with any consciousness.

"I don't care", I only care about you.

"Then why lie to me."

"I thought you would like this..."

I like him unselfish, like him not troublesome, like him generous.

think?such?

Jennie really felt distressed when he looked at him, she just wanted to hold him and rub it, but she held it back.

"It's the same topic just now. If you go to join a club, I just say "Go" in a flat way. Would you like it?"

"…will not."

"Then why do you think I would like it?" Jennie sometimes doesn't understand it. Although she understands that Lisa is for her, why does she think she likes such a reaction, "Lisa, I don't like it either."

This time he was called Lisa directly.

And I don't like it again.

My heart seemed to have been stabbed again.

"It's not the same," Lisa said. After he finished speaking, he was silent for a while before continuing, "I and you are different."

Lisa was probably too desperate. For a moment, he even thought of the most unacceptable point. Some words that had never dared to say in front of Jennie said like a broken jar at this moment, "I am not a normal person, I I don’t understand other people, possessive, paranoid, extreme, and even delusional. Why do I lie to you, because I dare not let you know what I’m really thinking. I don’t want you to go, if you don’t agree, then you Catch it back, it’s useless what you say, I don’t want you to have friends, you have relatives, and I don’t want you to see anyone but me..."

"Then do it."

All Lisa's words were stopped because of Jennie's words.

As if there was no reaction, it took a long time to say, "What..."

"I said you can do it what you want." Jennie looked at him, her expression was not joking, "Have I told you, when did I start to like you?"

Lisa was startled for a moment, "No."

"You asked me what to do if you couldn't stand up, that time," Jennie said, "You asked me what to do. I said I would take care of you for the rest of my life. At that time, I realized that I like you."

Lisa's fingers trembled, it was... so early...

He always thought it was after he got up.

"I remember that when I first met you, I kept talking to you but you ignored me. At that time, you were more difficult to get along with than now. I always feel that others are going to harm you, and I want to commit suicide whenever I feel unhappy. Now I don’t understand people even more, and I’m completely unreasonable to walk according to my own ideas, and I can’t even stand up.”

Jennie said these words mercilessly, Lisa didn't even know how to look at Jennie after listening, he was so bad, he didn't know what was wrong.

"But I still like you." Jennie's tone softened. She stretched out her hand over the table and touched Lisa's cheek, "Do you know how much you like it? You definitely don't know, you definitely don't know yet. What do you mean to me."

"...What?" Lisa became a fool who couldn't speak.

"I grew up in a muddy family. It’s dark, I can’t retreat but I can’t see the front. You are a light, and the light that brings me out of the darkness is my salvation. You are always afraid of me leaving you, why? Yes, you are my light. Even a cactus does not need water, but it will die without the light."

Lisa didn't know what it was like after death, he only knew what it was like for the rest of his life.

That's it now.

Lisa felt that he had been in hell, but was suddenly pulled back by Jennie and took him to heaven.

How could a person like him be light, how could it be redemption, Jennie was the light and redemption he pursued, and he even felt that these two words on him insulted them.

But Jennie looked at him seriously and told him it was not a lie, but a truth.

"Possessive, paranoid about feelings, extreme, this is not a symptom of Asperger's disease, this is a symptom of love, not only you have it, I will also have it. What I said to you at the beginning is not just to deliberately guide You, but my true thoughts, I hope you will express your true thoughts when I say I am going to other places, rather than what you think I would like. I have seen your truest side, and I like you hopelessly because of your truest appearance. I like you only because it is you. If you pretend to be another person, it is not what I like."

"Do you want to continue like this and become someone who makes me unfamiliar and gradually dislikes me?"

"No," Lisa shook his head without thinking.

In every true love, no one will not be inferior.

Inferiority is so low that for the other side, trying to become what the other side likes and abandon self.

However, he never thought that the way Jennie liked him was simply wrong.

Jennie was still disappointed in him.

Because even he himself was disappointed in himself.

Lisa wanted to ask, but he didn't dare. Jennie saw that he wanted to say something but stopped, and asked what he wanted to say. After speaking, he quickly said, "Don't lie to me!"

"Are you?" Lisa said very hard, "Are you disappointed in me?"

Jennie smiled, "That's not true. I was a little sad and angry at the time. It wasn't you who was angry with me, but I was not disappointed."

"why."

"Because I can't bear it."

Lisa's eyes were astringent, and he suddenly wanted to hold the person into his arms like this, but suppressed it, "...I said why I was angry with myself."

"Because I was wondering if it was because of me, because I subconsciously wanted you to get along well with everyone, that's why you would do this, Momo, I'm sorry, I misled you. Will you follow my heart in the future? Just do it, don't worry too much."

Lisa finally became sober, but after hearing this sentence, he became silly again.

After a while, he said, "I can do whatever I want."

Jennie replied, "You just said that if I want to go to the club, what do you want to do?"

"I don't want you to go. If you don't agree, then I will catch you back. What you say is useless. I don't want you to have friends or relatives. I don't want you to see anyone but me..." Lisa is like a repeat Machine, dry answer.

"Yes, this", Jennie wiped her hands with a wet towel after eating, "I don't want me to go, this is fine, but the back is not."

"Do whatever you want to do..."

"Just do what you want, so that you don’t conceal it, but I will tell you what you can and cannot do. We are lovers, we can communicate and negotiate. Both you and I can make concessions, but we can’t cheat. , Instead of guessing where you are, what I like and what I don’t like, why don’t you just ask me whether I like it or not, I’m happy to tell you.”

Communication is the best solution. As long as the two have each other in their hearts, there is nothing that cannot be properly communicated.

Lisa may be a little hard to understand this sentence, he lowered his head and thought for a long time, finally figured it out, and finally made up his mind to try a new communication method.

"Then I don't want you to go to the club this afternoon."

Jennie nodded, "Yeah."

"That" Lisa paused and said, "Then can you not go?"

"No."

Lisa: "...Why?"

"Because this is the punishment for you for lying to me for so long." Jennie stood up and squeezed Lisa's face. "When I asked you if you would like to join the psychology society, I just said that I would go if I wanted to. Now I regret it. ."

Lisa's shoulders drooped.

Think about it now.

Really regret it.