For an instant, Lisa's heartbeat stopped.

The ring Jennie wove him broke.

A small piece of wicker fell off between his fingers, lying quietly in the palm of his hand.

So he still shouldn't have extravagant hopes, it is impossible to have these longer-term things, you see, but a small ring, only a minute, has been broken.

Lisa didn't want to think about it like this. It was too sad and painful, but once he had such a thought, more similar thoughts began to erode his mind continuously. For ordinary people, it was just because of too much effort and the willows were too brittle. So it cut off naturally, but Lisa always thought of something extra.

The broken willows are like a symbol, just as they will come to an abrupt end one day...

Lisa grabbed the thin willow twigs, and Jennie next to him was taken aback by Lisa.

The high school seniors were all stacked with a stack of books on their desks, and a little lowered their heads could almost block their own figure.The teacher on the podium was still giving lectures. Thinking of the previous experience of being criticized by the class teacher, Jennie should have been in class. But looking at Lisa's situation, Jennie couldn't manage that much for the time being.

"What's the matter?" Jennie lowered her head and whispered, but Lisa stared at her without speaking. Jennie looked at Lisa's trembling eyes, and then at Lisa's clenched left hand.

Quietly reached out and grabbed Lisa's wrist, pulled Lisa's hand hard, and then smashed the firmly grasped fingers one by one, and finally saw that the crooked and twisted ones had been dispersed. Little wicker.

Jennie was angry and distressed.

Asperger's disease not only makes people unable to understand other people's thoughts, but also makes them think too much about what they don't have, and Lisa has no sense of security.

Jennie sighed, took out the wicker from Lisa's palm, grasped his stiff hand and squeezed Lisa's fingers and said in a low voice, "This is a wicker woven casually and not a real ring. I made it. It's not very tight, it's normal to break, stretch out your hand."

Lisa hesitated and stretched out his hand, Jennie wrapped the wicker around Lisa's fingers again. This time Jennie made it very seriously, especially in the interface.

"It's fine if we reattach it if it is broken." Jennie finally re-arranged the little finger ring. "Okay, our Lili fingers are really beautiful."

Lisa lowered his head and stared at the ring that he put on his fingers again. The feeling of stagnant heartbeat finally disappeared a little bit, and his heartbeat returned to normal again. This time, he didn't dare to move his fingers, for fear of breaking it again.Even if Jennie said it was nothing, Lisa still attached great importance to it. Even if it is made of willows, it is in the shape of a ring, so it still has a special meaning.

The teacher standing on the podium giving a lecture, as soon as he lowered his head, he saw Jennie and Lisa with their heads together.

These students!I thought that there was a stack of books blocking the teacher and I couldn't see anything. In fact, the teacher could see everything clearly while standing on it!

The teacher opened one eye and closed one eye for a long time. When he turned his head to see that the two of them were still getting together and didn't know what they were doing, they were about to mention something, just to see Jennie finally sitting upright.

Okay, forget it, just give it another chance.

Jennie started to listen to the class seriously again. Lisa stared at the ring on his hand for a while, then carefully removed the ring from his finger. Finally, after taking it down completely, Lisa breathed a sigh of relief and opened it. This thick paper has the ring in the book.

That's it.

No matter what, it will never disconnect again.

Finally it's the weekend. Jennie usually goes to Lisa's house during the weekend, but this week it happened that a dormitory roommate had her birthday.

Although the eight girls in Jennie’s dormitory usually have their own small groups, the overall relationship with them except Nancy is very good.

The third birthday of high school is usually the coming-of-age birthday of 18 years old. Girls always pay attention to the sense of ritual, so this birthday still needs to be celebrated. Even Gaeul deliberately stayed on weekends and did not go home.

A dozen girls went to eat together, and finally Gaeul suggested to sing again, so Jennie, who was planning to go home, failed to go to Cheng Lisa's house.

After finally waiting for Lisa on the weekend, I didn't even see my girlfriend.

When he practiced free combat that day, Lisa was as irritable as he was.

The coach entangled for a long time and asked him tentatively, "What's the matter, what about the girl you like and others?"

As soon as the voice fell, he received a murderous look at Lisa.

Coach: "...I'm sorry that I have a bad mouth."

The coach instantly acknowledged that it is not that your expression is too horrible. Combined with what Lisa said before, the coach first thought of this.

Lisa took a deep breath and said hard, "We are together."

Coach: "Oh, congratulations...??? Together????"

Didn’t you say that you can never be together for a lifetime?Doesn’t it mean that it’s impossible to catch up in a lifetime?

And since they're already together, why are they so expressions?

But the coach didn’t have the courage to ask again. Lisa didn’t seem to have any desire to say anything. When Bo Chen came to pick up someone in the evening, Bo Chen happily went gossiping with the coach, “The little girl went with her roommate on her birthday and didn’t accompany him. It's awkward."

Already nearly 30 years old, I can't realize how speechless and speechless the sticky coach between young couples is. When I look at Lisa, his mentality changes instantly.I thought Lisa was coldly like an overly mature boss every day, but because of this reason, he was awkward. The coach sighed from the bottom of his heart that he was actually a teenager.

Lisa, who was "uncomfortable", had a particularly unhappy weekend, and he didn't feel much better when he resumed classes on Monday.

The countdown in front of the classroom is decreasing every day. The head teacher points to the countdown every day and yells that time is running out. The students are also lamenting that time is passing too fast. Only Lisa hopes that time can be faster.

Graduation quickly. After graduation, there is a three-month vacation. Lisa feels very yearning after thinking about it.

The uncomfortable campus life continues, occasionally mixed with things that make him feel a little better, such as his stock trading.

Lisa came into contact with the stock market because of Jennie. After the contact, I found that there are many secrets and very interesting, and the more I study, the more interesting. Lisa, who is particularly talented and interested in mathematics, found some ordinary people here. Something less than.

When I first started playing, I lost a little bit, and Lisa almost didn't lose much money behind.

He also bought a small share with Jennie's money. At that time, he promised that Jennie earned Jennie's money and lost his share. Instead, he bought this small share with Jennie's money. The recent momentum Not so good.Lisa spent nearly 10,000 yuan on Jennie, and now there is an extra zero.

Lisa decided not to tell Jennie the good news for the time being. After all, this stock still has potential. After graduation, everything stabilizes before giving her a small surprise.

Emotionally, Lisa’s unilateral temporary dissatisfaction caused Lisa to have to shift his mind a little bit in order to feel better, such as his stock trading, such as boxing, but despite this, Lisa’s night sleep was not particularly good. .

Lisa told himself again and again in his heart that this is not Jennie’s problem, but because of his own psychological problems, because he is always different from others. He cannot use his pathological needs and desires to demand Jennie, Jennie Wouldn't like him like this.

Jennie would not like him like this, Jennie would not like him like that, and Jennie would definitely not like his many behaviors.

The more he thought about it, the more desperate he became. He couldn't find anything good about him that he liked.

Lisa suffered from insomnia for two consecutive nights. As a result, Lisa, who had always been in a good spirit, fell asleep during class.

The teacher never cares about Lisa, but Jennie has to. Jennie has never seen Lisa sleep in class.

Jennie stretched out and shook Lisa's hand while the teacher was not paying attention.

It is cold, not hot.

No fever or sickness.

Lisa woke up and grabbed Jennie's hand with her backhand. Jennie glanced at the teacher and asked him in a low voice, "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable."

No, Lisa shook his head.

I miss you very much.

Even if you sit by my side and hold my hand, I still think I miss you very much.

Jennie looked at Lisa like this, and suddenly wanted to reach out and touch his face, but her hand was still being held by Lisa. Jennie was about to pull her hand out, but she was grasped tighter by Lisa, and Lisa died. I caught her, stared at her for a long time and suddenly said,

"Jennie."

"Ok?"

Jennie was taken aback, because Lisa had never directly called her name so seriously.

"What's wrong," Jennie said softly.

I have always wanted to ask you a question. I wanted to ask it since we were together, but at that time he didn't dare, because he finally got together, he was afraid that Jennie might regret it if he asked it clearly.

They started out too dreamy, because he kissed uncontrollably, so everything became out of control, they didn’t say anything, he didn’t say like to Jennie, and Jennie never said why he kissed back. Why would he be with him, just like that naturally.He sometimes thought that Jennie might have been confused for a while and didn't think clearly, and the moment she finally thought it through, it would be the time when they separated.

Therefore, Lisa always hopes that she can continue to be so confused.

When I first got together, I obviously thought that way. It doesn't matter if I've been confused, just stay together.

But after only a few days, he became dissatisfied, and he became bold and wanted to ask why.

Lisa, aren’t you afraid? He asked himself this way in his heart, why do you want to ask, why can’t you pretend that nothing has happened? Why are you still dissatisfied after being together? Why are those so-called Is it that important?

It turns out that there is always.

In love, everyone likes to ask why, like to ask the bottom line, sometimes even if the answer is not so good, always want to ask a clear question.

Therefore, Lisa firmly grasped Jennie's hand, suppressed the frantic beating heartbeat, and spoke heavily.

"Why are you..."

Lisa paused, and finally finished the sentence with difficulty.

"Why are you with me."