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"I can't do this shit."

"Yes, you can. Give me 10 more then you're done for the day."

"My body is sore." I whined laying on the ground. My uncle has been my trainer for the past month. I haven't been in the best shape since I got shot. I put on an extra 40 pounds and it wasn't looking good to me. He was pushing me to the max and I'm ready to give the hell up.

"You want to be healthy and in better shape? Then you need to do this shit right. I'm not going to go soft on you because you're my niece. Now, get your ass up."

"I'll do them with you." Zae joined me on the floor. I smiled at the effort wiping the sweat from my forehead. He pecked my lips and started doing the pushups with me.

"Let's go!" Gabe clapped in my ear making me roll my eyes but did the pushups. "Was that so hard?"

"She just needed a little motivation." Zae spoke.

"Did I ask you?"

"Chill out." I stood up drinking from my water bottle. "You can leave."

"Who?"

I poked at his chest. "You. Gabe! You are dismissed. See you tomorrow. I love you."

"I'm working your ass extra hard tomorrow, so be ready. I love you too, kid." He laughed kissing my cheek, walking out the door.

"You're all mine now." I pulled Zae by his shirt placing my lips on his. I bit his bottom lip sliding my tongue in his mouth. He groaned as our tongues moved in sync.

"You tryna get fucked?" He pulled back raising his eyebrow.

"Shower?" I smirked throwing the towel over my shoulder leaving him there.

"Wait up!" He laughed jogging to catch up.

"Let's go out tonight." East suggested as we watched Tales while laying on the couch.

"I'm not really in a club mood tonight."

"It will be cool. You haven't been out since your accident. You need some entertainment in your life."

I twisted my lips to the side. "Maybe."

Knocking at the door made me get up. I groaned stomping to the door. Noah stood on the outside with a smile on his face.

"Luna." He invited himself in making me look at him sideways.

"Well, hello to you too."

"Sorry." He gave me a hug. "I need some advice."

"On?"

"Boys." He smiled giving East a look. I watched with an amused look on my face.

"That's my que. Luna hit me later."

"Bet." He kissed my forehead leaving. "Now, what's going on with you? I didn't know you liked guys."

He shrugged. "I'm still trying to find myself but I find some attractive here and there."

"Okay." I looked at him waiting for him to continue.

"I've been friends with this dude for a while. Today, he expressed his feelings for me and I didn't know what to do. I have never been with a guy before and it scared me, so I left."

"Why didn't you just tell him the real?"

"I was scared. He's kinda the aggressive type. He'll get mad if you say the wrong thing."

"Then why be friends with him?"

"He's a good friend and I found him kinda attractive."

"If he can't respect your honesty and how you feel then leave him alone. He wasn't a real friend in the first place. If you're still founding yourself then he needs to understand that. If he can't then kick him to the curb. There are other people out there that will."

"You're right. Thank you."

"That's what big sisters are for. You've been doing good? Do you need anything?"

"I'm okay, thank you. I'm not going to keep accepting money from you. I want to work for mines. Even if that means getting kicked out of my apartment."

"You honestly think I'll let that happen?"

"No, but it's not your problem."

"Too bad." I smiled.

He frowned noticing my face. "What did you do?"

"I paid your rent for the next 5 months. I don't want to hear anything about this coming out of your mouth. You can focus on school now".

"What is wrong with- Thank you." He stopped seeing the look on my face.

"You're welcome. How are the girls?" I questioned feeling a sting in my heart. My egg donor had two other daughters by the name of Deluna and Lana. I thought it was crazy she named them after me. She claimed she wanted nothing to do with me for whatever reason but gave her daughter similar names.

"They're good. They just started the 8th and 4th grade. I try and talk to them about you when she's not around."

"You think I'll be able to meet them?" I asked with a hopeful eye. I couldn't hate those girls if I wanted to because they were innocent in the situation and didn't know about me. I always wanted siblings and now I'm getting a chance.

"I can ask to take them somewhere this weekend and we can all do something."

I smiled brightly. "I'll like that very much."

I think since I've got shot, I've calmed down. I don't really get as angry as I use to. My attitude has been slightly better. I've been trying to look at the brighter side of things in life and less on the darker.

"Hey, Luna." Lilo walked in with Adeya.

"Who is that?" Noah whispered in my ear making me chuckle lowly.

"Lilo, this is my brother Noah. Noah this is Lilo. Now, that you two are acquainted give me my baby."

She placed her car seat on the couch. I reached over removing the straps placing her in my arms. She had her lips curled up looking at me.

"Don't look at me like that. I'm sorry, I woke you up," I placed kisses on her face hoping to get a different look. After a while, her mug broke and she gave me a smile.

"She's not having it."

"Alright, I'm about to go get ready for work. I'll come by tomorrow." I nodded waving him off. "Bye Lilo."

"Bye." She giggled making me shake my head. I could see how confused he really was. If he wanted her then he could do whatever he pleased.

3 hours passed and Adeya was back to sleep. I was now on my room whole Lilo helped me pick out an outfit for tonight.

"You think this is cute?" I turned around letting her see. I wore a black dress with black thigh-high boots.

"It looks good."

"You think so? I feel like this weight isn't going down. Maybe I should change into some ripped jeans or something. This isn't working for me at a-"

Before I knew it her lips were on mines. I couldn't do anything but look at her in shock. She pulled back slapping her forehead.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do that. You were just talking and I know you are with Zae. I shouldn't have done that. What was I- I'm sorry." I continued staring at her with wide eyes. "Say something!"

I could see the panic in her eyes. "BITCH!"

"I didn't mean that. Say something else. I didn't mean it. Oh my goodness, is that him? I'm just going to leave. I'm sorry again." She stumbled over her words walking out the room. I picked up my phone feeling nervous. Zae was FaceTiming me.

"Hey, baby." He smiled. "Where you going?"

"Uhh- I- me?"

"Who else would I be talking to?" He looked confused.

"Right." I cursed under my breath. "I'm going to the club for a couple hours with East.

"I was hoping we could kick it for the night."

I pouted. "I can come over afterwards."

"For real?"

"That's what I said."

"Alright, call me later. You have a good time." I nodded hanging up the phone releasing a breath I didn't know I was holding. I can't believe she just kissed me like that. I knew I was going to have to tell Zae when I see him after the club.

I shook my head grabbing my things rushing out the door. East texted me telling me he was outside so I didn't waste time heading out the door. I knew things between us would be awkward and that was something I wasn't looking forward to.

"You good?" East asked once I settled in the car.

"I'm good." I gave him a tight smile putting on my seatbelt.

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"This is my shit."

"Here." East handed me a drink. I threw it back as the chorus started playing

"Dance with me." I dragged him to the dance floor.

"So won't you say my name, say my name. If you claim you want me. It ain't no thang. You acting kinda shady. You ain't been calling me baby oh. Boy, you can go and stop playing games, playing games."

I bit my lip feeling the words as I grind against East. He held my hips giving them a slight squeeze.

"Say my name." He whispered in my ear sending chills down my spine. I scrunched up my face looking at him. His eyes held this lust look.

"You're tripping." I giggled feeling my words slur extremely.

He shook his head. "Let's get out of here."

"But the fun is here."

"I think we'll have more fun at my place."

I frowned. "Doing what?"

"You'll find out." He placed a kiss on my neck making me laugh. I pushed his chest moving away. He immediately grabbed ahold of my hands pulling me out of the club. Once we were in the car he sped off.

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I leaned against the window closing my eyes. I could feel his hands creep against my left thigh. I tried ignoring the feeling but his fingers played against my thong. I opened my eyes to see him smiling.

"W-What are you d-doing E-East?"

"Stop moving." He gripped my thigh roughly making me try and move his hand but I felt like I was moving in slow motion. My body started to tighten together as I tried moving again but had no luck.

"What's wrong with me?"

"Don't worry about that." The car came to a stop and he got out coming to my side. He pulled me out the car carrying me inside the house. I felt like everything around me was spinning as I tried to speak but nothing came out this time.

He stripped me out my clothes laying me on the bed. His lips found their way to my neck sucking hard on it. His fingers played my lips as he massaged my clit. A light moan escaped my mouth.

"Shit Lu." You could hear the sound of my wetness. I think it was turning him on. My body was betraying me at this very moment and I couldn't do anything about it. My body was shutting down to movement but reacting to his actions.

I felt him lift my lower body and place his head in between my legs. His tongue slides down causing me to close my eyes. He sucked on my clit rapidly. I could feel my body tense as he fucked me with his tongue. My legs started shaking causing him to move his head faster. Very faint moans escaped from my lips as I came. He smiled standing up.

"You taste good as fuck. I knew you'll like that shit. Get ready for this".

From the corner of my eye, I could see him stripping out of his clothing. He ran his shaft against my lady. He forced himself inside of me causing tears to fill my eyes and a silent scream to escape my mouth.

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