Arjun's POV

I closed my fist and hit the wall in rage. I'm not able to control my temper. I went to take a shower.

How did it happen??

I never fell in love with any girl.

But this girl??

She is getting on my nerves.

I'm happy when she smiles,

I'm sad when she is hurt,

What is happening with me?? This is a new kind of feel to me. But, I can't enjoy and continue this. I know I'm not blessed to be in love.

We both married with a condition we can't take relationship further especially I can't eventhough she agree, but that is not going to happen. She dislike me I saw only hatred for me, in her eyes. So she will never accept me also my bitter past.

If she know my truth, how she will react??

I can't think about that, I was terrified. There is no life for my love... I don't want to become a joker, so I want to ignore her

But, I'm not able to do that. What can I do??

Yes if I can't ignore her, but I will make her to ignore me and hate me more. Only that is the solution I will behave rude to her as a ruthless man. So that she will not come near me also l, she won't let me close to her. I laughed at my cursed life and went out of washroom.

I changed my wet dress then went to balcony to relax sometime. After a while I heard the door opened sound I peeked my head into the room.

I saw a beautiful soulful statue sitting on my cot, it was none other than my wife.

Oh god!! dammit she is absolutely beautiful, a perfect girl with all charm.

I felt to hug her but I closed my fist and gasped my breathe to control my desires. I said myself to not to show my soft side to her. I shouted at her...

Get out of my bed...

Because of my sudden stern voice from her behind she was flinched and stood up from the bed. I was standing near the balcony door with my stern face. She tried to explain me she said "Anni told me..I.. l..came..." Her voice trembled(I felt pity for her but hiding my emotions again I shouted).

"Stop it, don't even dare to use my bed or touch my things. You are not worth of it don't forget your status. Though we got married never imagine you as my wife, you will stay here in any corner till our divorce and that's your limit get out of my sight now" I yelled at her.

I stormed into the washroom. I can't see that innocent face in tears it hurts me. I knew she was hurt as well as stunned at my rude behaviour. I carefully picked the words to touch her ego, I know she can't compromise her self respect.

After sometime I opened the door and came out with the same stone face, she was still in the same place and crying. My heart ache a lot my hands were longing to embrace her and stop her tears but I can't do that. I kept my emotions aside and tried to hurt her more. I know the more I hurt her, the more she will hate me and distance herself.

I yelled at her once again,

"Shut up I want to get some sleep sit there and weep without disturbing me", suddenly I held her hand (It was so soft to touch like a feather) threw her on the couch. She got panic and cried silently

I pretended to be slept once I laid down on my bed. I heard her silent weeps, I was at tears to hurt my first love of my life. Slowly I noticed her she was asleep with a tear strains on her cheeks.

I was helpless to hurt her, I consoled myself that whatever I was doing, will be good for her future, with a guilt striken mind I slept on the bed.

Next morning when I woke up I saw her sleeping peacefully on that couch like kid. I walked silently without disturbing her. After bath I got ready to go down still she was asleep, suddenly my mobile rang I tried my best to take it soon and talk without disturbing her sleep but I was failed. She was awake hearing my voice.

She stared at me with so much of anger and hatred, I was hurt but hid it, I understood she wants to tell me something. So, I looked at her after disconnecting the call.

She said "she wants to talk with me"

I said "speak up".

She said "she need respect", I was frowned not because she asked just because I understood her well.

"From now onwards you will treat me as a human being not as a trash" she said firmly.

I thought to aggravate her temper more so I asked casually, "What if I not agree to you??"

She crossed her arms over her chest and said, " I will disclose the agreement to my family"

I got shock and gritted my teeth and lost my temper. I thought she will fight with me never thought she would blackmail me. I lost my patience.

"We made an agreement so you will not tell about this to anyone" I shouted.

I tried my best to stop her by threatening her I know she is so fragile and timid girl so I thought she would give up, but she was mentally way stronger than me.

She demanded me to continue her work, I was shocked I didn't expect this kind of reactions from her. I was very much worried about her safety since I have many competitors, so I didn't allow her to work. But I didn't disclose, if I do that then she will understand that I care for her.

But she didn't pay attention to me, more than that I was hurt, when she said she can't have food in my money, she never considered me as her husband. I was in pain and fumed in anger I tried my best to make this marriage real one I expected her to believe but everything went in vain when she said she is just an another employee for me who works as my wife for two years.

Later she announced a hunger strike until I agree, I was shocked at her bravery ,till now none raised voice against me. But my wife, my little fairy (the name I used to call her in mind from now onwards) was brave enough to oppose me. But I thought she was so thin and weak can't resist hunger, so I took her casually.

The same day we completed pooja at my house and I expected her to have food at the end. But she cleverly handled and didn't eat anything. I was worried but didn't show off it, I knew she thought me as heartless man, but she never knew I skipped my meal for her ( I didn't eat anything properly until she eat, I just pretended infront of her)

I can't eat anything making my wife hunger. So I planned to make her eat by next day atleast, I know she won't have food in my money but, what about her father earned money ??Definitely she will eat so, I took her to my in laws house.

But to my surprise she handled them too and avoided having food. I fumed inside she was driving me crazy with her stubbornness.

Later we reached home I was at the top of rage I went to our room following her and warned her to have food but still she disagreed. I crossed my saturation point and went out my frustrations on her. Without knowing what I was doing I shook her shoulders she lost her balance almost she was dizzy, my heart aches seeing her in pain.

But I want to make her to eat at any cost I know well she didn't eat for past two days, so again I asked her she was adamant still, knowing that I couldn't handle her in a fury I pushed her on the floor but she didn't give up and said "Eventhough if I kill her she won't eat anything".

Her words perfectly pierced my soul she thought I was beast to kill her, I was at loss of words I stormed out of our house helplessly.

I was at guilt for hurting her also I couldn't manage her hatred for me, eventhough I tried to ignore her but her ignorance gave me an unbearable pain. Inside my heart I was longing for her love atleast a little care from me which I was not deserved to expect from her.All the time I watched her reactions when she was with me, she never looked at me in a way I looked at her, always she shows hatred for me.

Whole night I wandered aimless and reached home at early morning. I was hell shocked to see her condition she was not in her conscious, she fell down in washroom and her hand was bleeding a lot. I cursed myself for her condition I didn't wait for a second and took her to hospital immediately.

I never thought to assault her but, strangely everything happened in a fit of rage. I was not aware that she was hurt and bleeding because of me.

I was at endless pain seeing her like that, there I understood how much I love her?? What she meant to me??

I felt an eternal love with her but I can't take any step towards her.

After treatment she was shifted to room I sat next to her and caressed her hair, It was the first time I saw her very closer and touched her face, my hands were not ready to leave her, it went to her cheeks and caressed that plumpy cheeks. I kissed her forehead, then those two adorable cheeks. I pushed my forehead on her forehead and rest it for sometime. I whispered sorry in her ears calling her my little fairy.

First time I called her such, to my luck she was not in her senses otherwise she would have slapped me for what I did now. I restricted myself to not to hurt her hereafter, I put my arms on her waist and slept next to her peacefully.

To be continued......

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